ok, hmm Im just curious to how people "draw" the reality, I always start with my bedroom, then go out a door and then I create from there, like you have to force a lucid dream of sorts :)
going lucid from a dream felt so much better and easier.
Quoting: Michael_ I can go from waking immediately into a dreamscape, though it takes some concentration. Basically, it is going from the awakened state, straight into a lucid dream with no loss of consciousness. It is called a WILD, or a Wake Induced Lucid Dream.
I can be lucid dreaming, and open my eyes to the bedroom, and close my eyes and the dream still be actively going on. I can open one eye and have the lucid dream still active and I still a participant, with my other eye open in the bedroom looking around.
Multiple states of consciousness fully active at the same time.
I can be astral traveling or lucid dreaming, and can feel my wife next to me breathing. I can hear anything going on in the waking world, while still being in other states of consciousness (traveling or dreaming).
I can mediate inside lucid dreams and go into higher states of consciousness. From the highers states, I can meditate further and go deeper, etc. I was able to do this about 9 times, which is the deepest I ever got.
This is that experience. When having these experiences, they are more real than waking reality.
April 20, 2008
Early Morning
I had a ton of OBE’s just prior. I was in Sloan’s bed. Rolling out of my body probably a dozen times. I got sick of roaming around the house…
I was in the in-between state. Fully awake, yet sleeping. It was the fullest attainment of this state I have ever been in. I felt my self separated, felt two bodies, one physical and heavy… asleep. And one light and ethereal… fully awake. I rolled with the light body out bed, out of my physical body.
Perfect, classbook execution of OBE. I wandered the house. Then, a thought came to me; to go look at myself sleeping in bed. I entered the bedroom and focused my vision on the bed I was sleeping in. It was an area both hazy and gray. I felt a repulsion. I had an extremely difficult time forcing my astral vision on my sleeping body. I found that I could not do it no matter what I tried. Interesting. Why was that? I have always heard that it is very common for OBE’rs to view their sleeping body. But I was not allowed to…
I pulled myself back into my body. In and out I practiced and explored the house until I got bored. I transitioned straight into a lucid dream as I released control of trying more OBEs.
I was in a grass covered, large ditch next to a paved road. I felt that since I was so extremely aware of my sleeping body that I might easily fall out of lucidity or more likely, just wake up. I was balanced perfectly in the bi-state. I rushed in order to get something going knowing that if I transited to the next state I would not risk waking up or losing lucidity. I said the first thing that came to mind. “I want to see Jesus. I want to feel him, the light, the love.”
Immediately two people appeared on the level grass above me where I was down in the broad, deep ditch. The first to contact me was a female, plainly clothed. She came directly to me and I knew she came in response to my seeking. I asked her if she was my dream guide and she looked at me with bemusement, subtlety letting me know that she had no idea of what I was talking about. “Are you a guide?” She gave me the same look. We exchanged words, but they were casual in nature and not worth remembrance.
He walked up behind her. They instructed me to lie down and put my head in her lap. I stared up at both of them, complete comfort caused by the innate knowing that they were absolutely benevolent in nature. He then bent over me, his face just inches above mine, and blew smoke from his mouth. I inhaled deeply.
Everything went dark. Incredible sensation. I was dizzy, swirling in a deep, almost black darkness. Patterns (symbols?) swirled around me, enveloped me. That euphoric rush of vast movement. Of further soul displacement. The feeling is nearly indescribable for those who have never felt this mode of spirit travel. Normally I would feel vibrations accompanying the movement, along with the roaring of some type of wind. This time I didn’t. It was comfortably disorienting and smooth. I think I have been reaching further states of growth and these temporal transitions are much smoother now. I am becoming much more attuned to these varying states of being.
Suddenly I am sitting before them, on the grass. We are under an overhead that gently lets light in, with all sides open to the air. I have an impression that the overhang is more like a square sun umbrella, but I also sense it being made from wood.
They gave themselves the names Lisa and Alan. Alan was of a very excitable personality and Lisa was more reserved.
I was Mr. Curiosity and wouldn’t stop asking them questions. I remember discussing reality and how I can prove if this is real. They thought I meant so that I can prove this is real to other people, when what I meant was confirmation to myself. They got a kick out of that. I was there, wholly conscious, fully interacting with them, and yet I was questioning if the experience was real. I smiled because I knew it was real, but told them that it is hard to comprehend these types of experiences as ‘real’ when I return to my body. The experiences become watered down in the 3rd dimension and can be difficult to fully remember.
That’s when we talked of the Forgetting. I told them that I couldn’t remember anything beyond my 3rd dimension life on Earth. They were dumbstruck and wondered how that could possibly be, living a life without the knowingness of your eternal self. I became extremely emotional, nearly sobbing, telling them that I want to remember so badly, that I cannot wait until the veil is gone and I can be my true self again.
Alan said that he can tell me that once upon a time he and I had a past life where we had met. I asked him if he could tell me the names of our past life persons and he was thinking about whether he should or not. He looked over at Lisa and she said that he had better not. I pestered them but they playfully declined.
I could hear Sammy barking (Sammy is one of our dogs) and could also hear our two daughters playing somewhere in the house. I was getting worried that if the noise distraction continued I would be pulled back into my body and ‘wake up’. So I told them to hurry and give me something that I could use to confirm the experience. Alan asked me why we needed to hurry and I told him that the dog is barking and the girls are playing and I think the distraction might wake me up at any moment. He was confused. He said, “Wait a minute, you are sleeping in bed right now?”
“Yes, my other body is in 3rd dimension earth right now sleeping.”
He thought it was absolutely amazing that I was lying in bed ‘asleep’ somewhere else. His exact words, “WOW!” shaking his head as if in disbelief. He was extremely excited and said to Lisa, “Can you believe this?! How can someone accomplish that? He (referring to me) is 9 planets/planes (?) out!” Both of them thought that that was incredible, but I had no clue what they were talking about.
We talked a lot, much of it I don’t fully remember. Lisa had given all three of us a crushed leaf/tiny stick with branches (?). They started to eat theirs. I asked them what it was and they told me to eat it. I did. It was bland and a little pungent. They thought it tasted horrible, but it was not too bad for me as it was so bland. I remember the leaf/stick having come from a plant that has large pea ponds on it. The pea pod was large and very dry. We cracked open and ate the dime-sized peas. Somehow I know that the leaf/stick was eaten so that it would do something to us, but they never told me what. The peas were just to munch on.
I again asked them what the plant was. Alan pronounced it 3 or 4 times until I could get it right. Phonetically, it is LEGWOW.
Innately, we all knew that it was time for me to head back. I asked them if I was going to see them again and they mysteriously replied with a, “Possibly. Who knows?”
I put my head back into Lisa’s lap. They told me to make a sound. “Like this,” Lisa said. It was a low garbled hum. I followed her and hummed along. Immediately as I started to hum Alan bent over me and blew smoke in my face.
Near darkness. Vast movement. Strange swirling symbols. I was back in bed.
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