X Marks the Spot

Sealed?

Neeeed more input...?

whoa

amazed

It collapses @5:17

Watch what happens @5:39

It's different than all that, and kind of difficult to explain.

I don't want to sound 'depressed', or something, because I'm not. But, I don't find that much enjoyment in life. I'm not going to get too far into it, but, it is what it is. Most of my life I have felt this way, always wanting a 'happy' button. Happiness is temporary, brief interludes in the struggle of living.

I understand most people do not feel this way. I see it all around me everyday. I just cover it up for the most part. No one needs concern themselves with such things as my feelings about that. Long ago I used to discuss this with my twin. Life is 90% suffering, and 10% good times. Just the way it is, and always has been.

I don't talk about it, because there is nothing to discuss. I can't believe you got this out of me, lol. People always think they have a 'cure'; do this, do that, you need this, how about that...on and on.

And, I know that to talk about it, or express it, effects people around me, or that are in contact with me. Hell, ask aether. I've even put him through my immaturity about it, and I don't think it is fair for me to do that to people. I do it to my kids, my wife. They don't need that shit, no one does.

Make the days go fast. Just another day closer.

Now, the feelings you are feeling after reading this are not what I want you to feel about me. It is my words that are effecting a feeling in you, and it is not a 'happy' one, so why talk about it? I know what it would take to release myself of this. No one else does, I imagine, and no one else needs to.

yeah!
does it have to do with seals or maybe the performer Seal


it's a joke, relax

Granted I'm not who you were speaking to, but what's in bold...

What I felt after reading that is I finally know why your emotions make so much sense to me despite the fact the subject matter you generally speak of rarely does.

...and now I no longer need to pop in here grasping for that bit of understanding


Thread: Just another rhyme

sealed with a bright beam right through the cieling.
:beemy:

I had my forehead 'sealed'. Most incredible experience. It felt like warm oil was dripping down my forehead. My sister did it with one of her Reiki-like rituals. She did it to me and a friend of the family's.

We had our eyes closed. It felt like she gently swiped her finger in a cross shape on my forehead, and then I could feel this oil like density of liquid pouring down my forehead. When she told me to go ahead and open my eyes, I asked what she put on my forehead. And, our friend said, yeah, it felt like water or something dripping after you put the cross on.

She didn't put anything on our foreheads. Matter of fact, she didn't even TOUCH our foreheads! But, we both felt it full, as well as the oil dripping.

Crazy, crazy.

Huh, I never told anyone about that before.

i so funny

I've had a subtle buzzing in my head since early yesterday. It's ear-itating.

Sealed?

Neeeed more input...?

sealed with a bright beam right through the cieling.
:beemy:

thats how ive been feeling since yesturday

Oh great. You really did it this time!

thats how ive been feeling since yesturday

Me too.

Right side. It is quite painful.

It has been nearly a year since I have had an 'episode' and had to take a tegretol last night.

I was diagnosed with TN some years ago after several episodes in my 20's.

[link to en.wikipedia.org]


However, I don't think that is what it is. Due to happening on both sides and from the top of my head to under my chin. Which represents more than the trigeminal nerve.

Which ever side gets 'hit' it is split, right down the middle, like someone drew a line. One side searing pain, the other, regular.


Today my ear is still hurting. I may have to take another one. But they make me sleepy.

I feel Great!

I have been very tired the last two days.



I'm still frickin tired since aether didn't get me my energy drink like I asked.

does your bd add up to 26

month date year?

There...perk up...buttercup..

I have been very tired the last two days.



I'm still frickin tired since aether didn't get me my energy drink like I asked.