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Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 05/06/2013 12:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My eyes were welled up with moisture, but no crying. It was fucking rough doing that in front of friends. One friend (my best friend) was really concerned, but he always is, god love him, lol. Quoting: Septenary Man I see. Was it rage then? Your best friends concern is warranted. He loves you too... How would the world change if ALL men were more able to release frustration through tears, instead of fists? Seems to be a non issue until the male reaches puberty... :WutUCryinabout?: No, nothing close to rage. Frustration. Sometimes he tells me things and won't elaborate on them. I told him if he won't elaborate on them, then don't tell me. I told him my imagination gets the best of me when he brings up higher Masons being interested in me, MAJI, and other stuff. Last night I asked him why he brought up MAJI in reference to me the other day if they are of no concern to me. It is like he knows about people watching me (and interested in me), but is not allowed to discuss it with me. That shit is frustrating, to know he has someone/s out there that 'watch' me, and he is in direct contact with. And yet, even though it seems all about me, he can't tell me anything. I'm like, WTF? Then, people calling me 'genius' all the time gets old. I don't want to here it. My wife even does it now. My friend is a true genius, and he looks at me like he was the simpleton. He says 'they' look at me as an enigma. Who is 'they'? Why do they look at me as an enigma? I'm a straight forward fucking person that doesn't knowingly lie about things, and have been pretty open through all of this...whatever this is. Then he hinted that 'they' think ET is involved in how I think the way I do. It just goes on and on with other stuff as well, and I tend to have minor breakdowns that I don't discuss with anyone, not even my wife. This time, unfortunately, it occurred just before getting to my buddy's house for dinner. that fits sept remember you are within an organization under oath, as you yourself are to what is an oath it is a structure structures remain units within structures are transitory it is the foundation of the structure you are within once within all must adhere to the structure because that is the point of the structure thus linear time is measured in linear time set down by the structure the structure is telling you this formally now which is the point of you being within the structure talking to the structure in a manner that makes sense to you to have that occur it can only occur within linear time the structure forces occurrences to occur within thus this /z\ says: progress is perfect as in: what you desire measurement of progress as in: linear time taken is not perfect for you answer wait because the structure of the organization forces it to bend to no man that is the point of the structure Yep. I'm sure you realize that I know what you just said. I even told him about the oaths and that I understand. I just need him to stop looking at me like...fuck man, I don't know. It is like he got some info about me and because of that he has placed me in a different position in his mind. Stop saying I'm smart. Stop telling other people it as well. The reason I am mentioning my friend so much is because of my break last night at his house. The other day he started talking about 'recruitment' and I told him to shut up as soon as it left his lips. I knew he would not expound on it, and it would just be another thing I would be thinking about. |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 12:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ugh...the images and story of the 'limo fire' is making me dizzy. It caused much of silence yesterday morning. All I see is the synch... Last Saturday on the way down to Market, I passed a limo going in the opposite direction. North on I-5. I thought to myself, how rather new and shiny it looked, and how those who would hire such a service, would most likely demand quality. I then thought to myself, what do they do with all the old models? Do they resell them? Would an old limo be worth anything to begin with due it nature? Are they crushed into cubes due their now inherent worthlessness? I thought about this for sometime 2 Saturdays ago. This has also been a 'theme'... Man 'kills' what they Fear. Quoting: Seer777 Fear is contagious. And 'Group Think' under the spell of fear, is one of the more dangerous things of all... Burn people alive...if you will. And believe themSelves justified. Why? Because their 'friends' were doing it... I probably would have been burned alive. Or had my skin flayed from my body, using clam shells... Quoting: Seer777 I have also begun to notice that which I place in the ('') forms sentences. I don't think I will be posting that image again for awhile. Not after the limo burning. ... Last Edited by Seer777 on 05/06/2013 12:04 PM Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 05/06/2013 12:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It happened in front of some friends. As soon as I walked in the door, one of them said, "Damn, you look stressed." It went downhill from there. Quoting: Septenary Man I experienced some pretty stout anxiety last night as well. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
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Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 05/06/2013 12:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It happened in front of some friends. As soon as I walked in the door, one of them said, "Damn, you look stressed." It went downhill from there. Quoting: Septenary Man I experienced some pretty stout anxiety last night as well. Fucking HATE anxiety. It was strange...the form it took. I was also having some sinus pressures. The combined affect was I felt like my entire awareness was pushing against the back of my eyes. It made it hard to focus on anything...plus my stomach felt like it had joined Bazooko's flying circus. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
aether (OP) User ID: 38278041 United Kingdom 05/06/2013 12:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ugh...the images and story of the 'limo fire' is making me dizzy. It caused much of silence yesterday morning. Quoting: Seer777 All I see is the synch... Last Saturday on the way down to Market, I passed a limo going in the opposite direction. North on I-5. I thought to myself, how rather new and shiny it looked, and how those who would hire such a service, would most likely demand quality. I then thought to myself, what do they do with all the old models? Do they resell them? Would an old limo be worth anything to begin with due it nature? Are they crushed into cubes due their now inherent worthlessness? I thought about this for sometime 2 Saturdays ago. This has also been a 'theme'... Man 'kills' what they Fear. Quoting: Seer777 Fear is contagious. And 'Group Think' under the spell of fear, is one of the more dangerous things of all... Burn people alive...if you will. And believe themSelves justified. Why? Because their 'friends' were doing it... I probably would have been burned alive. Or had my skin flayed from my body, using clam shells... Quoting: Seer777 I have also begun to notice that which I place in the ('') forms sentences. I don't think I will be posting that image again for awhile. Not after the limo burning. ... |
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Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 05/06/2013 12:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | wow just felt a surge on my body ending on my arm wound Quoting: 1908247 I took a piss on it yesterday, btw. You peed on your arm? At least he didn't pee on my rug. It really ties the room together. ;) The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 25431428 United States 05/06/2013 12:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Or not. The Crossing of the Return Threshold Quoting: MonomythThe trick in returning is to retain the wisdom gained on the quest, to integrate that wisdom into a human life, and then maybe figure out how to share the wisdom with the rest of the world. |
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Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 12:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It happened in front of some friends. As soon as I walked in the door, one of them said, "Damn, you look stressed." It went downhill from there. Quoting: Septenary Man I experienced some pretty stout anxiety last night as well. Fucking HATE anxiety. It was strange...the form it took. I was also having some sinus pressures. The combined affect was I felt like my entire awareness was pushing against the back of my eyes. It made it hard to focus on anything...plus my stomach felt like it had joined Bazooko's flying circus. My stomach was hurting all day yesterday and I had extreme lethargy. A friend came over for drinks last night for the '5th of May'. It was all I could do to choke down a couple beers. Rather unlike me. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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1908247 User ID: 39408064 Brazil 05/06/2013 12:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | wow just felt a surge on my body ending on my arm wound Quoting: 1908247 I took a piss on it yesterday, btw. You peed on your arm? I figured it would sound weird. Advice came from my sister which benefitted (is that a word?) from urinotherapy several months ago, with both internal and external use. Apparently it is good for the cicatrization. Funny thing is I had become interested in it a few days before receiving that wound. And I even tried a cup of my own on a morning! Yes, I did it. It is also known and used in India for a long period of time by yogis,and even as a holy ritual-drinking of one glass of your own urine every morning. Quoting: observationLast Edited by 1908247 on 05/06/2013 12:27 PM Nus |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 12:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ugh...the images and story of the 'limo fire' is making me dizzy. It caused much of silence yesterday morning. Quoting: Seer777 All I see is the synch... Last Saturday on the way down to Market, I passed a limo going in the opposite direction. North on I-5. I thought to myself, how rather new and shiny it looked, and how those who would hire such a service, would most likely demand quality. I then thought to myself, what do they do with all the old models? Do they resell them? Would an old limo be worth anything to begin with due it nature? Are they crushed into cubes due their now inherent worthlessness? I thought about this for sometime 2 Saturdays ago. This has also been a 'theme'... Man 'kills' what they Fear. Quoting: Seer777 Fear is contagious. And 'Group Think' under the spell of fear, is one of the more dangerous things of all... Burn people alive...if you will. And believe themSelves justified. Why? Because their 'friends' were doing it... I probably would have been burned alive. Or had my skin flayed from my body, using clam shells... Quoting: Seer777 I have also begun to notice that which I place in the ('') forms sentences. I don't think I will be posting that image again for awhile. Not after the limo burning. ... Why ? There was more as well. This Saturday when I was setting up, I saw another vender setting up close to me. I noticed something a bit 'off' with her face. I then saw her arms. They looked melted. I thought to myself, the unimaginable pain the woman must of had to endure after being burned so severely. It caused me pain just to look at her. Then, that night...the limo fire. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
1908247 User ID: 39408064 Brazil 05/06/2013 12:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | wow just felt a surge on my body ending on my arm wound Quoting: 1908247 I took a piss on it yesterday, btw. good morning local custom hahah I wouldn't comment about it with people around here Last Edited by 1908247 on 05/06/2013 12:29 PM Nus |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 25431428 United States 05/06/2013 12:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Freedom to pass back and forth across the world division, from the perspective of the apparitions of time to that of the causal deep and back—not contaminating the principles of the one with those of the other, yet permitting the mind to know the one by virtue of the other—is the talent of the master. The Cosmic Dancer, declares Nietzsche, does not rest heavily in a single spot, but gaily, lightly, turns and leaps from one position to another. It is possible to speak from only one point at a time, but that does not invalidate the insights of the rest. The individual, through prolonged psychological disciplines, gives up completely all attachment to his personal limitations, idiosyncrasies, hopes and fears, no longer resists the self-annihilation that is prerequisite to rebirth in the realization of truth, and so becomes ripe, at last, for the great at-one-ment. His personal ambitions being totally dissolved, he no longer tries to live but willingly relaxes to whatever may come to pass in him; he becomes, that is to say, an anonymity." Quoting: |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 12:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | wow just felt a surge on my body ending on my arm wound Quoting: 1908247 I took a piss on it yesterday, btw. You peed on your arm? I figured it would sound weird. Advice came from my sister which benefitted (is that a word?) from urinotherapy several months ago, with both internal and external use. Apparently it is good for the cicatrization. Funny thing is I had become interested in it a few days before receiving that wound. And I even tried a cup of my own on a morning! Yes, I did it. It is also known and used in India for a long period of time by yogis,and even as a holy ritual-drinking of one glass of your own urine every morning. Quoting: observationYou drank your urine? ... How did it taste? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 05/06/2013 12:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My stomach was hurting all day yesterday and I had extreme lethargy. A friend came over for drinks last night for the '5th of May'. Quoting: Seer777 It was all I could do to choke down a couple beers. Rather unlike me. Mine seemed to start to become 'active' by midday and steadily got hit by waves and waves of strange sensations that got worse until I decided to go to sleep. It seems that the ability to fall asleep is directly related to the ability to shut off the switch that gets flipped on when these 'anxiety' attacks happen. Insomnia is the result of the inability to flip that switch off to avoid exhaustion. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 05/06/2013 12:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Morning, aether. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
1908247 User ID: 39408064 Brazil 05/06/2013 12:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This fire subject.. this week something awful happened here.. Some teenagers robbed a dentist, after seeing the woman had only 30 bucks they came back and killed her by setting her on fire. What moves this kind of action? Man.. Last Edited by 1908247 on 05/06/2013 12:36 PM Nus |
Jonny Blaze User ID: 22472711 United States 05/06/2013 12:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This fire subject.. Quoting: 1908247 this week something awful happened here.. Some teenagers robbed a dentist, after seeing the woman had only 30 bucks they came back and killed her by setting her on fire. What moves this kind of action? Man.. Sociopaths/psychopaths are everywhere these days. It's a sign of the times. The engravings translate to "This space intentionally left blank." The prayer is inscribed in an ancient script, rarely used today. It seems to be a philippic against small insects, absent-mindedness, and the picking up and dropping of small objects. The gate is open; through it you can see a desolation, with a pile of mangled bodies in one corner. Thousands of voices, lamenting some hideous fate, can be heard. The way through the gate is barred by evil spirits, who jeer at your attempts to pass. |
1908247 User ID: 39408064 Brazil 05/06/2013 12:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | wow just felt a surge on my body ending on my arm wound Quoting: 1908247 I took a piss on it yesterday, btw. You peed on your arm? I figured it would sound weird. Advice came from my sister which benefitted (is that a word?) from urinotherapy several months ago, with both internal and external use. Apparently it is good for the cicatrization. Funny thing is I had become interested in it a few days before receiving that wound. And I even tried a cup of my own on a morning! Yes, I did it. It is also known and used in India for a long period of time by yogis,and even as a holy ritual-drinking of one glass of your own urine every morning. Quoting: observationYou drank your urine? ... How did it taste? It tasted.. strong. I felt a discomfort but I also felt it was related to me not being used to it. Other than this 'not used to' sensation, it actually felt good. But the wound application was really good, I did it upon entering the shower and washed it after letting it 'act' for a while. Nus |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 12:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This fire subject.. Quoting: 1908247 this week something awful happened here.. Some teenagers robbed a dentist, after seeing the woman had only 30 bucks they came back and killed her by setting her on fire. What moves this kind of action? Man.. Service to Self. ... Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |