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Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/10/2013 08:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Azeratel Axo It seems realizing 'handedness' (Left/Right) has given you a whole new 'dimension' to work with :) lets think of it another way indra/aether is described as solid our galaxy is spinning though it as is our earth indra/aether is mental if we have ourselves always going right side first through solid mental substance we will notice it in our minds I like this.... have you noticed more 'grip' in your meditative sensations? I require at least some input from the right side to meditate on the left side.... this is why I meditate best with music that is synchronized with my own mental topics.... and for maximum right side activity, I will synchronize with a group conversation. I have always had music 'playing' mentally.... almost seems like a way to keep stimulation up. But my mind is like a DJ in that regard: certain conversations or thought patterns will always change the song that 'plays'. i never thought about it until i met seer she told me about sides I would like to see some of those posts.... do you happen to remember them? |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/10/2013 08:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Here's an account of my first time seeing 'sides': on a twisting 'bolt of lightning' .... Quoting: pi email"It was a very large (though not gargantuan) serpentine dragon, that was not flying, but more like swimming through the 'air'. It had no scales on its body; instead, its "flesh" and body were composed of a giant bolt of lightning. However, the boundaries of the dragon's body were in a constant rhythm, as though the bolt had been twisted to infinity: that at first it was a perfect fractal. As I gazed at the creature it became steadily more defined: the electrical bolts became more tense, twisting into a more recognizable reptilian shape. It, displayed to me, like a peacock might to a peahen, to ensure I was paying attention. Its structure was immaculate; the perfect engine of destruction, its fangs made of glittering diamonds, wings that were like the fins of a lionfish but with plates of polished steel, a dynamically shifting number of leviathinesque fins along its sides, two forward-facing clawed reptilian hands so sharp... one spatial dimension of the claws seemed to somehow precede the rest of the structure... slicing through time itself? Odd ringed antlerlike structures would form on its forehead and first half of the body, most of them collapsing back into bone structure, with only four remaining prominent, in-line starting at the back of its head. Next, it glared at me. Eye contact was established, and the most... unsettling features of it came into focus. It was ragged and broken at heart, struggling to maintain its awesomely powerful ego boundaries. Its beauty had been endlessly refined for a single purpose; the sake of perfection. So that God Himself could catch a glimpse and say... "Now there's a nice one. This one's got it. This one knows the way." Its entire body, was reduced to a skeleton. The fullness I thought I had seen was an illusion... its electric flesh began to twist and turn violently, and in 'reality' (the meaning of that term is lost to me at this point) it was little more than a ragged leftover, like a wildebeest killed by lions, yet with still enough meat for the hyenas. It shot me a look that I will never forget: at once both supremely confident and universally afraid." .... |
aether (OP) User ID: 38278041 United Kingdom 05/10/2013 08:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i never thought about it until i met seer Quoting: aethershe told me about sides I would like to see some of those posts.... do you happen to remember them? she tells it often left side and right side didn`t say more than that but i got the sensation and tested for myself in the past 48 hours Last Edited by aether on 05/10/2013 08:52 PM |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/10/2013 08:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i never thought about it until i met seer Quoting: aethershe told me about sides I would like to see some of those posts.... do you happen to remember them? she tells it often left side and right side didn`t say more than that but i got the sensation and tested for myself in the past 48 hours Ah yes. You seem to having some fun with this |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 32175849 05/10/2013 08:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Septenary Man Good point. I have been experiencing degrees of that for a while now. It is definitely increasing too. Heidi asks why I keep pursuing things if it makes me despondent to...I don't know...if it makes me miserable sometimes. lol, and that is not even in reference to the deeper aspects of me. I want to say, "Because I can." But, it is like trying to shut off and ignoring your greatest passion when it is right there, attainable. I asked her if she could do it, not pursue her passions when it was attainable. Of course, she understood somewhat at that point. No one ever said it would be easy. Ahhhh yes. good tune by the 4 horsemen. It would also be no fun. Opposites attract and thus the more of one you create the better the holiday in Cambodia. How about some Tequila chess in Phuket? Damn, I would love to travel like that. You are exactly correct too, as I feel things that way as well, when you say, It would also be no fun. But, always got to keep that balance. Yup, have sex 3 times a day and it will become the drive through rather than a fine dining establishment. Plus it chafes the chupacabra. That's why quality is better than quantity. :) Da Mantra is da Tantra. Multi-dimensional. Looking east. Ancient. |
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aether (OP) User ID: 38278041 United Kingdom 05/10/2013 09:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i never thought about it until i met seer Quoting: aethershe told me about sides I would like to see some of those posts.... do you happen to remember them? she tells it often left side and right side didn`t say more than that but i got the sensation and tested for myself in the past 48 hours Ah yes. You seem to having some fun with this it has come up before in our remote views into earths past we detected symbol and sign and accompanying architecture that originates outside of this galaxy thus it is designed to bias in a different way to the bias in this galaxy our visitors long ago naturally assembled their symbol, sign and architecture to fit their senses and their senses biased different by nature to ours thus the symbol and sign had a different affect on us in those days to what it did to them it inspired them it did not inspire us the same way it prompted us to order. as in: we experienced authoritative tone down of our emotions this is what the different bias did example pyramid structure here become ruling class where it was from it was votice , creative ambition that sort of thing |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/10/2013 09:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... I would like to see some of those posts.... do you happen to remember them? she tells it often left side and right side didn`t say more than that but i got the sensation and tested for myself in the past 48 hours Ah yes. You seem to having some fun with this it has come up before in our remote views into earths past we detected symbol and sign and accompanying architecture that originates outside of this galaxy thus it is designed to bias in a different way to the bias in this galaxy our visitors long ago naturally assembled their symbol, sign and architecture to fit their senses and their senses biased different by nature to ours thus the symbol and sign had a different affect on us in those days to what it did to them it inspired them it did not inspire us the same way it prompted us to order. as in: we experienced authoritative tone down of our emotions this is what the different bias did example pyramid structure here become ruling class where it was from it was votice , creative ambition that sort of thing Yes.... Breaking the mental chains of oppression, maybe? |
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aether (OP) User ID: 38278041 United Kingdom 05/10/2013 09:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | they were not designed for that and their creators would never imagine it but upon their discovery when planetary alignments finally ended the survivors of the last catastrophe were left with all symbol, sign and architecture from our past and our ancestors fitted their stories of what happened onto what was left and expressed their stories through the symbol , signs and architecture because much of what remained of substance was "foreign" design it`s affects were utilized within their stories so we have symbol, sign and architecture doing what is was never designed to to wrapped in stories that are unrelated to the symbol, sign and architecture no ones fault or plan it naturally occurred that way after not to many generations of stories the great, great grand children of the original story tellers had no clue what they had originally were told were stories to make sense of the unknowable and our history became what it is until today imagine this you are born into a family which tells you your ancestor built all that you see when you go outside as a child everyone in the kingdom tells you the same story and everyone in the kingdom bows when they see you and won`t come near what your ancestors built cos it appears to make them feel subservient you own the land cos your ancestors always have and you have more money than you can imagine spending each year from the same people that tell you this is all true and pay you to live on your land you believe it and live the story because it has become true it happened the world over Last Edited by aether on 05/10/2013 09:33 PM |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/10/2013 09:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | they were not designed for that and their creators would never imagine it but upon their discovery when planetary alignments finally ended the survivors of the last catastrophe were left with all symbol, sign and architecture from our past and our ancestors fitted their stories of what happened onto what was left and expressed their stories through the symbol , signs and architecture because much of what remained of substance was "foreign" design it`s affects were utilized within their stories so we have symbol, sign and architecture doing what is was never designed to to wrapped in stories that are unrelated to the symbol, sign and architecture no ones fault or plan it naturally occurred that way after not to many generations of stories the great, great grand children of the original story tellers had no clue what they had originally were told were stories to make sense of the unknowable and our history became what it is until today imagine this you are born into a family which tells you your ancestor built all that you see when you go outside as a child everyone in the kingdom tells you the same story and everyone in the kingdom bows when they see you and won`t come near what your ancestors built cos it appears to make them feel subservient you own the land cos your ancestors always have and you have more money than you can imagine spending each year from the same people that tell you this is all true and pay you to live on your land you believe it and live the story because it has become true it happened the world over The second part is hard to imagine.... I am re-learning it the best I can. But I still tend to imagine it from the other point of view... which is pointless at best.... spineless at worst.... [link to youtu.be] .... That's me in the corner That's me in the spotlight I'm losing my religion Trying to keep up a view And I don't know if I can do it Oh no, I've said too much I haven't said enough .... |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/10/2013 09:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to youtu.be] .... Grant me a wish, my master Compassion, please I'd like be a human Maybe one day I am now like Judas, done Ashamed of what I've become Fear of life I wear as a ring To bask in your favor, I will kill the king .... Last Edited by pi on 05/10/2013 09:44 PM |
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aether (OP) User ID: 38278041 United Kingdom 05/10/2013 09:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The second part is hard to imagine.... I am re-learning it the best I can. But I still tend to imagine it from the other point of view... which is pointless at best.... spineless at worst.... [link to youtu.be] .... That's me in the corner That's me in the spotlight I'm losing my religion Trying to keep up a view And I don't know if I can do it Oh no, I've said too much I haven't said enough .... there are two sides from the kids point of view it is all true but what does he or she do when they grow up what environment have they been born into a pyramid hierarchy society that demands of the kid they fulfill their duty which Alister Crowley defined exactly One must begin with one, and that one has no particular qualities. Therefore, so long as you have an authority properly centralized it does not really matter what that authority is. In the Pope we have such an authority ready made, and it is the gravest tactical blunder to endeavour to set up an authority opposed to him. Success in doing so means war, and failure anarchy. Quoting: A.C.thus the kid is very limited in what they do because the environment they arrived into demands it is so Last Edited by aether on 05/10/2013 09:52 PM |
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Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/10/2013 09:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Trying to quote you on this phone is impossible, Axo. Quoting: nicoleseas And what did She (?) say to you? Who? Sorry you'll have to excuse my ignorance Last Edited by pi on 05/10/2013 09:58 PM |
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Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/10/2013 10:06 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | there are two sides Quoting: aether from the kids point of view it is all true but what does he or she do when they grow up what environment have they been born into a pyramid hierarchy society that demands of the kid they fulfill their duty which Alister Crowley defined exactly One must begin with one, and that one has no particular qualities. Therefore, so long as you have an authority properly centralized it does not really matter what that authority is. In the Pope we have such an authority ready made, and it is the gravest tactical blunder to endeavour to set up an authority opposed to him. Success in doing so means war, and failure anarchy. Quoting: A.C.thus the kid is very limited in what they do because the environment they arrived into demands it is so Yes indeed.... something I'd hoped to escape more easily as an adult.... So far it has been difficult to even mentally allow myself to go to 'that' point .... [link to youtu.be] |
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