X Marks the Spot

Indeed you would.

You need your man to be shooting live ammo...Fire in the hole...Understandable.


He'd(ur boyfriend) would be a real drag as a dad anyway.

What is a 'boyfriend' of 12 years Ray?


I chose him for a reason.

At the time.

And to my merit. His ingenious continues to impress me.

Truly.



However, the one thing I wanted more anything, he directly told me, he denied me.

Purposely.

And with intent.

Meh...You took a left turn into bitchy land.

Just trying to help.

I hope his "ingenious" fulfills your happiness for the next 50 years...Good luck champ.

Not so much.


You read that wrong.

Try again...


Fulfills my happiness?

Maybe I did.

Sorry.


We don't have alot of chances to talk.

I 'cherish' every time we get to communicate though...

Can't resist inserting a cheesy Madonna song.

Ok, i get it rayray. You know how to RV.

But I'll initiate feedback if i don't get some privacy.

Rayray, do you really know what the big red is or are you accidentally posting symbols of something you're entirely unaware of?

A thread with so much info on planet X, I'd think you'd leave some things well alone until their correct timing.

If i have read you wrong i apologize. I maintain a secure space for a reason. I am adamant about keeping it safe and clean.

I'm running into too many damned RVers lately and you're really just going to spoil the plot for yourselves if you're not careful...

Seer, if you want a child that much perhaps i can assist you?

I know of an alchemical and spiritual way a person can be impregnated by anyone, anywhere in the world if they bond strongly enough in the spiritual.

But I'm not so sure i want to be discussing this on a public message board. Please do not mis-understand. I can offer you the the knowledge of seed, but not a seed of knowledge.

Would there be a safe and anonymous way for me to forward someone that info if they felt it to be of use? It's a work in progress, but it seems to have helped another lady i know a few months back.

It may be nothing more than mind over matter, but then again, i have personally had spiritual communion with a truly stunning angel.

It helped me kick the habit of physical sex forever, or at least so far. More satisfying, more balancing, more fulfilling.

Ever since that event i have had strange but mostly pleasant symptoms of what i now know is called kundalini.

Food for the thought.

Good morning everyone.

Aether will be out for a bit.


Just saw this and wanted to share.

Thread: Man reunites with Gorilla he raised as his son





:)

Children are a helluva energetic commitment; that is if you actually want to raise them. Most folks have some idyllic image of child rearing and quickly turn to the state to fill in the void when realizing it consumes most if not all your time.

There is no guarantee that anything will turn out like you planned and as such, I wouldn't recommend it to anyone that didn't understand it was a thoroughly unconditional affair.

Children seem to be some kind of fashion accessory these days.

It comes easy for most. And 'accidentally' often enough.


And I agree, I use to see sloppy parenting quite often as a preschool teacher.

Watching a mother hand her 12 month old a bag of Fritos and a Carl's Junior milk shake for dinner, was quite alarming.

My irk is the lack of unconditionality. Too many people set up their children to fail by primping them as special snowflakes; But, than again, at times, I'm like an unrelenting drill instructor.

But as I said to my folks years ago: I'd rather fail on my terms,then prosper by theirs.

My brother came to see me at Market yesterday. He told me of a problem he is having with his 18 mo old and asked my advice.

He said, he believed that when it first occurred some time ago, he made the wrong choice as far as 'how to deal' with the behavior.

He said his son is 'hitting'. He said when it first occurred that he would tell him 'that hurts' and then ask for a hug instead.

He then said, his son immediately picked up on this and began associating a 'hit' with then receiving a 'hug' after.


I told him, the thing to do when he hits, is to put him down and walk away.

Turn your back.


Apparently, his wife has done just that thing, that morning.

And he cried in protest.

Lesson learned.

He must have a pretty big fear or something to deny you the one thing you most want.
I'm more of a listener than advice giver, lol
You give out the most wonderful advice to people and I wonder why it is so hard, at least for me, to give advice to ourselves. Maybe the question is why have you waited so long, if that is the one thing you most wanted.
idk, and I don't know your situation, and sounds like a really hard situation to be in. Why are men and women so polar, lol

I was dreaming of this.

:Lionsnake:

good morning

just started to watch /z\

I forgot to ask you about this. How does one know it is altered state? Because of the information? I thought maybe he researched it or something.

i got that from him as i listened, it was all researched and he had notes ,like a script, but what he did was just "say it" in what felt like one take and if you remember when he did once "lose his thread/train of thought, he told us he had and said he would look at his notes to see where he had got to

it is why i needed to take 4 goes to watch the whole thing cos his altered state was communicative thus i was getting a lot of the information he was getting as he was "seeing it" thus i took breaks cos it is his way of seeing, not mine and to me it become overload on occasions

at the very end he sort of explains it when he just sits in front of camera and talks about what he just did

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I remember him doing that.
Okay. I think I get it. Thanks
I had to pause it alot and rewind because it did seem like so much info. It was an interesting video.

Hello from the Pennines, lovely warm rain here.


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oh, i love the pennine chain , are you sitting on energy right now or what
perfect location for you is the sensation

Most use altered state without being fully aware, the singer, the actor, the artist, the writer, the builder, the cook etc...

Yes high charge here, at night I have seen a black fire while in altered state, it is coming off others while they sleep here, any ideas what that is?

We walked for hours down the canal opening the locks for boats today was very relaxing and nice.

Brigantes


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Brigantia (goddess)

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If I was to focus on what I have seen would you be able to see it?

Is black flames coming off others while they sleep, but it looks to be rising.

Very cool info,

I saw something interesting while meditating just now and wanted to share...


It was a single oak leaf.

I looked up the symbolism and found this.

In Greek mythology, the oak is the tree sacred to Zeus, king of the gods. In Zeus's oracle in Dodona, Epirus, the sacred oak was the centerpiece of the precinct, and the priests would divine the pronouncements of the god by interpreting the rustling of the oak's leaves.

In Baltic mythology, the oak is the sacred tree of Latvian, is the god of thunder and one of the most important deities in the Baltic pantheon.

In Celtic polytheism, the name of the oak tree was part of the Proto-Celtic word for 'druid': 'strong knowledge'. As in other Indo-European faiths, Taranus, being a Thunder God, was associated with the oak tree. The Indo-Europeans worshiped the oak and connected it with a thunder or lightning god; "tree" and drus may also be cognate with "Druid," the Celtic priest to whom the oak was sacred. There has even been a study that shows that oaks are more likely to be struck by lightning than any other tree of the same height.

In Norse mythology, the oak was sacred to the thunder god, Thor. Thor's Oak was a sacred tree of the Germanic Chatti tribe. According to legend, the Christianisation of the heathen tribes by Saint Boniface was marked by the oak's being replaced by the fir (whose triangular shape symbolizes the Trinity) as a "sacred" tree.

In the Bible, the oak tree at Shechem is the site where Jacob buries the foreign gods of his people (Gen. 35:4) . In addition, Joshua erects a stone under an oak tree as the first covenant of the Lord (Josh. 24.25–7). In Isaiah 61, the prophet refers to the Israelites as "Oaks of Righteousness".

In Slavic mythology, the oak was the most important tree of the god Perun.
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Oaks are amazing tree's, we have huge ones all around my usual walks in herts, am sure I have sat in the same place and meditated as many a druid have.

I popping out to walk dog and smoke a fatty and back a beer, ha, I will focus on what I have seen just encase it is possible and you try to see the black flames, after I posted the question if it was possible, I felt a presence to my right then a sharp pain in the right side of my head, like an energy headache but fleeting.

seems to be the sign of little information coming out while processing thus their experience has become inside their shell (body) thus their natural emissions have become colorless : no information in their emotions/signals of meaningful sense
dream state , their world within when there is no conscious connectivity to their outside environment
feels like if there is color in what you see when they are asleep they are matching their dream state to their conscious state consciously thus will be emitting information to their environment noticeable as color within the flame

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