X Marks the Spot

Good morning, guys. I just got done with a weekend of being a little sick. Feel much better this morning.

I need to do a reset with small aspects of my life. What is this constant need for 'inner' work to be done? When all around me, it is far removed from other people. Or, maybe they do feel that urge as well, yet, like me, are too lazy to make anything of it.

Well, that is kind of right and wrong. Most people think about working on the outer, not the inner. Where, for me it is both with a larger emphasis on the inner. But this drive consumes my thoughts. I need a shift in reality. A shift. But, what is strange, is when I create and manifest that shift, the feeling of that constant need of inner work remains. It does not bring a relief to thinking about a career. Or monetary gain. It does not bring relief or a push towards finishing my writings. It does nothing of the outside aspects of self, so it makes me wonder sometimes why I am so consumed with it.

Then, it leads me down paths of drinking or whatever to forget the nagging. Step by step, and another day goes by. Another week. Another year. One foot in front of the other.

lovely

Morning Seer.

I here you James. I've gotten past a lot of the frustration aspects of it.

I just had a light go on in my head though. I need a creative outlet. That is the one thing that resonates with this process, and is exactly what I described above, at least in my thoughts.

Creativity: It is a feeling of unending, like that when feeling the brush of 'eternal', and it makes one melancholic but without the anxiety 'eternal' can bring with it. There is no feeling of depression, or anger. No blame, no pity. etc. It is like trying to get a job done that has no ending. Just changes in job description, lol.

That is how I need to balance my inner turmoil, through creativity. I need not worry if something is correct, or incorrect, I just need to create.

I like how you are able to do this, aether.

You are hitting it dead on, and it is something that is difficult for myself to come to conclusions on.

It is a feeling of unending, like that when feeling the brush of 'eternal', and it makes one melancholic but without the anxiety 'eternal' can bring with it. There is no feeling of depression, or anger. No blame, no pity. etc. It is like trying to get a job done that has no ending. Just changes in job description, lol.

Me too and yes it was.

:)


Good morning everyone.

I was reading something yesterday, (slips my mind exactly what) it was about the tools of man, and how a knife is not to destroy but to create via carving, we do not cut bits away, we define the shape we aim to create.

morning mysticmeg

with that in mind /z\ you may notice that what you don`t like about eternity is the notion all locations are the same experience as this location current experience in gaia`s many locational experiences
we say many locational experiences because we have discovered the environment on gaia has altered quite often and the emotional experience (life) of those upon gaia at the times of alteration was different to
thus common sense says no two locations are the same and no single location remains the same
at that point we may say that emotional experience (life) within eternity is eternally varied sensitive to location and environment conditions of location

does that not form an interesting notion to be always experiencing within

morning mysticmeg

aether, you should zoom here and see what I am looking at :)

The most wonderful torrential downpour with thunder and lightening, oh it just stopped as quick as it started, lol.

Good morning.

Dive into the Aethrys any further?

All telling I believe I read 20 or so of the 30. I did however, read certain ones, several times.

I love storms.

I told ya sweetie, I am taking it slow, letting the information slowly dissolve in to my system, I am only on the 4th, I read the 3rd yesterday, so may or may not move on to 4 tonight, we will see what charge I am on this evening and if it is a suitable time to take more in.

Must say though, if I had not had the years of experience I have had, the syncs that are hitting me hard and fast with this could skew my mindset hahaha, now I just look on it as fun, but am careful with it.

I read something from it, go out and experience an aspect of that in my own personal reality, like the black triangles, my environment responds to the aethyrs in a very real and solid way, that can be shown and pointed out to non recipients of the information.

Does that make sense?

Last night was lightening without thunder, the whole sky was lighting up and the clouds were moving so fast over the sky, then bang it was all clear and me and the stars were hooking up :)

The pennines seem a wonderful place, we saw a farm for sale, only 300k, my 2 up 2 down in london is about the same value as a whole farm here.

oh, i love the pennine chain , are you sitting on energy right now or what
perfect location for you is the sensation

Last night was lightening without thunder, the whole sky was lighting up and the clouds were moving so fast over the sky, then bang it was all clear and me and the stars were hooking up :)

The pennines seem a wonderful place, we saw a farm for sale, only 300k, my 2 up 2 down in london is about the same value as a whole farm here.

Check it out!!

[link to www.lutanho.net]

if you can't see the magic eye posters this is not for you. if you can, have fun!!

Felt like something energetically hit earlier, a real wave of sadness ... got that feeling myself ... will it ever end! (was fine before that) tend to suffer alot when attached to outcomes rather than just flowing with it and trying to keep the light shining in my heart. Its like being a kid on a long journey ... are we there yet? Feels like frustration is in the air today.

I felt that wave of being frustrated by tangents. The run around sensation. Looking toward history to tell us what it never will. Because it was all rewritten in the first place. The redundancy of the search. That keeps us from being. I experienced the wave of that sensation. Did cry out aloud. Not so much rage against the machine, but more so sensing the rat in the cage waiting for it to stop. Knowing it will never stop is what stops the wheel. Knowing truth only resides within and once and a while gets reflected within the embodiment of another.

I felt that wave of being frustrated by tangents. The run around sensation. Looking toward history to tell us what it never will. Because it was all rewritten in the first place. The redundancy of the search. That keeps us from being. I experienced the wave of that sensation. Did cry out aloud. Not so much rage against the machine, but more so sensing the rat in the cage waiting for it to stop. Knowing it will never stop is what stops the wheel. Knowing truth only resides within and once and a while gets reflected within the embodiment of another.

My wife and I are looking at getting a house on some land. Have to wait until she brings home some money, god knows I don't make enough (never really cared about money, which has always made things difficult, lmao). But our goal is about 10 acres with a tiny farm on it.

The loneliness swims through waters of isolation
Absolution granted brings light to the dark places
of Cthulhu damaged
Through pattern recognition / intuitive cognition /
Monolithic under siege
Reconciliation through resonating rippling influence
Echoing Spherical Geometry
Only words of help
"Stand your ground"

Even the gods became afraid of the flood,
they retreated, they went off to the heaven of Auu;
there they are lying at the outside (of heaven) cowering like dogs.
Inanna screams like a woman in labor,
The Lady-of-the-gods moans

Whenever I chase money it turns me in to something I do not like, the mrs is the higher earner out of us, and that is just fine with me, we are broke as hell right now, but you never know what is just around the corner, I have a few offers that if they come through and I accept I could be making thousands a week, which would get us that much closer to the farm we so want.

Yes.


I didn't read them in order. I started with 4, went back to 1-3, then jumped around to random chapters with number I resonate with.

7,11,13,17,22,23,27, etc...