that reminds me
some days ago i experienced this
underneath my navel between the underneath and my stomach "wall/lining" , whitish, membrane visuals and normal , was a "tower" of separate things like pale beige pebbles/stones but organic, one on top of the other pushing my navel out from my stomach wall comfortably noticeable
because
it experience to me that all that is me (reality) is in those organic pebbles
and they and my tum and navel sat comfortably within the tensegrity of what is me
see this in the context of a sequential processes of clean up of me that i know is occurring but i have no clue what occurs cos it has never occurred and within that
my navel is on the list
the horror , for a moment was the knowing i was not stopping this process and i know am going to become that which is not me and that strange for a moment to me
what occurred was the organic pebbles were dissolved and i felt clean and healthy again like new and i realized my fear was caused by my consciously watching removed my previous memory of experience no longer wanted by me and the motivation of my clean up
it was quite nice then and it moved on to the next stuff in the sequence