Music of the AMBULANCE

Do I have to start stalking you now so we can make this thing official?

I don't think my chick magnet will fit in the benz, but I can probably have it specially delivered.

I'll be outside your house by the end of the week... And I'll never leave.

I'll leave a key on the porch...

And now you've gone and ruined it! All the thrill of the chase, just dissipated in a single invitation!

You're not supposed to drop the drawbridge so easily! You'll let the vampires in!



I would say I like to watch, but that wouldn't be true at all... I don't have all that much in common with the rest of my kind...

Damnable Grigori!

Okay I'll make sure I'm not home that night...so you'll have to sleep on the lawn if that makes you feel better.

Okay, I guess. Watched live Sandy coverage too late last night on ABC before it went off and NBC after that on the Internet from NY and some were watching CNN I guess.

Otherwise, being in the Twilight Zone is sort of being the norm anymore.

Have a nice day - Musique d'AMBIANCE!

HAHA...maybe you're right Zen...





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"Plays by sense of smell..."

:)

Oh Hell Yes!

Hey Seer...you might enjoy this one...



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I did, thank you.



:)

I'm just going thru her songs...love them...such a great retro feel...



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I am hoping my appetite will return soon.

It's nearly as bad as it was last year at this time...

I had a bizarre allergic reaction last night to dinner which was really ODD...at first I thought it was just an overload of raw veggies over the last few days but it was a repeat of eating the same thing a couple months ago which caused the same reaction...

I think it's something about the body rejecting food if it's really not needed...as if we're picking up nutrients elsewhere?



Figure the answers to that will come around pretty quick...

Yes...Source energy fills and nourishes.


However, the body still requires food as witness by my weight loss over the last year.

I have stabilize but the loss of appetite is not helping to stay stable.

I am on the low end of normal weight for my height, so I can't lose much more or I will be considered underweight as I have mentioned in the past.


It was odd how it occurred after my 'illumination' experience...

I was completely and utterly repulsed by nearly anything I could eat that wasn't a fruit or veggie...plus, I wasn't hungry.

Perhaps I will get some 'green juice' with spirulina as I survived on that, the first month in.

The more you stress about it may bounce you into eating disorder kinda mindset... Relax and just pay attention to what your body says it needs. Sometimes stuff like that just works itsself out if you don't interfere with it by thinking its something to worry about.

Maybe your body has strong physical reaction to your discoveries... May need time to accommodate for that... Illuminations and such...

I'm sure you'll figure it out... :)

Maybe it is just the flu going around like a cold.

maybe the emotion of the killing process

as our environment alters sensitives may detect emotional affect of the killing process maintained within the killed topics (one living flesh)

It comes and goes.

It's been over a year now.

There is a specific section of the Divine Illumination vid I often post, which speaks of this very thing.




"Inspired geniuses forget their bodies while deeply conscious of their existence as Holy Mind.

Their bodies thus forgotten, act almost automatically in obedience to instinct and cell memory reflexes.

Inspired geniuses translate Gods knowing into words of Man for the soul of Man. They uplift all mankind by re-inspiring all who listen to their ecstatic words and rhythms. He who attunes to his heart to the messages of genius purifies himself.

No impurity can there be in his heart, for verily he then is in communion with the Holy One."

food for thought...

lol.

Indeed, as that which we inspire in others.


Do note that MANY have been experiencing this 'loss of appetite' over the last year. I have participated on a few threads detailing such.

Much love Luna.

mmm!
I have been feeling it slightly,
Im still hungry, but less than I have been before and I eat less meat for some reason, it's like meat is no longer that appealing, not like it used to be anyway.

Any of you figure out what it is yet?

:)

Hello Michael...

Meat eating is up to eat individual.

While I will not debate the should or should not of such, each will make that choice for themselves based upon their perspective of how living beings should be treated...or IOW, manufactured.

In some countries for instance they eat cats and dogs. What would seem normal to their culture, would appear unthinkable to others.

It really is a fine line.


Many of us, non-meat eaters, are met with such...

yeah I didn't mean for it to be about the vegan lifestyle, you mentioning the loss of appetite and change in eating habbits,just triggered me to give my personal experience :)

that the way meat taste have somehow changed for me over the last year or so.

Im not gonna pick on you for being like Lisa :P
it's all different awareness and perspective and that is just fine :o)

don't leave out snakes,bats and scorpions :D (eh ok Im not really sure about bats actually, might be inspired by Ozzy)
But I have tried frog,snail and oyster

I need to cut down on my smileys

Does that surprise you with the way meat is mass produced?

Antibiotics, GMO feed, etc...

IOW, step foot into one of those factories and you may change your mind about ingesting what is grown there.

There are several documentaries that display this quite effectively, yet there names currently elude me.


More humanely grown animal products are available if one has a mind to look for it.

For instance we have BaldHill here. Where all the beef is grass-fed, free range, antibiotic free, organic, etc. You can even, if you choose, go meet the cow that will be butchered for your table.

If I ever do go back to eating meat, it would be from a source such as this.

As fast-food burgers and the like, are not going to be delivering this type of quality for both the consumer and the animal killed for it's flesh.



How long have you experienced the appetite loss?

Mine is not as severe as it once was.

Hence...



Memories...

lol.

it's been gradualy for nearly a year, the appetite I mean, but the sudden crawing for vegetables instead of meat is actually recent, the last few months, but the meat have tasted "off" for a little year or so.
and I agree about the way animals are being treated is a large factor in it, I feel it is anyway.

but we could talk about that in another thread perhaps? :D
so AL doesn't have to kick us out for posting all talk and no rythme hehe.

I prefer confined spaces. I'll sneak under your porch and make a little nest out of insulation and whatever debris I can find.

*kicks Michael in the ass and slams door*

Oh good...I'll leave out a "costume" for you to put on while you're waiting for me to get home...it'll give you the confinement you're looking for...

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