Well friend..sadly it seems most people prefer to believe in, live and follow many fake (man made) hierarchal delusions and artificially polarised fantasies... rather than accept bipolar reality and existence! So enjoy being artificially polarised and controlled by your invisible puppetmaster.

but it is both observeable and ironnic that there is not one place in the whole infinite bipolar universe that either a good god or bad devil could ever exist..without being influence and affect by the other polar extreme! But I don't expect you to understand this...nor care one way or the other...if you do or don't. But just thought I'd state the obvious..as food for future thought. After all nothing is wrong or right in a bipolar universe..they are just choices and options to feel, experience and express

I do understand, and it does make sense BUT I have had things happen to me that I cannot explain other than coincidence or God helping to show me the paths im supposed to take.

The doctrine you are talking about is pretty much atheism, I am not controlled, I am helped along by God, just like anyone who chooses to live for Him.