Hey! relax, you dont have to earn God's love for you personally. Dont have to do a thing, He just loves you.
He made you and knows you personally. To get to know God you learn this, eventually.

None of us are perfect, we all have our flaws and weaknesses. Some of us have more flaws and some of us have more weaknesses, but none is perfect. But it should be a goal, to be a better person.

God truly is love, all you have to do is reach for the knowledge of the truth, which is; God loves each and every one of us personally. He truly does. This is not mere smoke but it is the truth. If we truly understood this we would get along with each other much better than we do now.

Remember love has no division among the rich and the poor, nor in and among the many various religions whose goal is to make you a better person without violating your own freewill.

Love is free there is no cost it is free. So be free.