Déjà vu

Where is the rationality here? Divided, and never to become whole again?

What a hoax?
A miserable joke?
A sullen lie?
Now to laugh, or cry?

But it seemed to fit,
In the tidy box,
Handed so unknowingly to me as the truth.

Almost missed the note,
Key me in, CLICK!
Oh yeah, it was me who sang it all along,
GOT CHA!

Strings hold tight here
to keep me in fear
To ship and realize
Expose the 'guise


Transversing expanses
Interweaving with all

OH WAIT!

Could this even be me,
or what is it I see?
Not possibly, the way it is.

I knew for so long,
told a farce,
now violently ripped apart
the perfect box,
that I was told contained it all....
FINALLY, MY CALL!

it has always been everyones call to make for themselves

A single line,
cannot possibly define,
for eternal is not a point.

A complex system with non-linear behavior.
The co-exsistance of me in you and you in me.

prerecorded
predictable
mechanical insights

neurotically
atomically
impractical self-loathing

misshaped
miscalculated
abnormalities

I don't believe this is Déjà vu/ I don't know what to call it.. but this all happened just this week.. these things have been happening since.. well i started noticing end of summer..

Just random things that appear to have no connections other than the theme it's self.. so i pick someone up very close to me yesterday, i tell them this stuff..something triggered it, i forget what, but it was about things repeating. so many things i can't even remember them all, so just told them the lasted i've noticed which was this week..

Earlier this week i'm on the phone talking to someone...about lots of things, ...and also told them about these repeating themes.. later on in the conversation she brought up Bologna how she liked it sometimes/ how she cooked it.. just totally random stuff.. now i don't know that i've ever had a conversation about bologna..not that i remember...

Very next day, someone posted a picture of a fired Bologna sandwich.. i sent the picture to her saying see what i'm talking about?

Back to the person i pick up yesterday day, i was telling them this stuff, on the ride back we stop by for a visit with a family member, there several others there, during our visit someone said they were hungry..the host said there's some bologna in the fridge, fix you a sandwich.

Been over there many times with a house full, who are always hungry...never heard the host tell any of those people to fix them a Bologna sandwich.. or not very often at all. i just looked at the person i told these things and said see what i mean? they smiled and said yep..

So last night we go out to eat.. driving back we were stopped at a red light.. and the person i picked up said look over there! It a was a car in the next lane a little in front of us.. with a vanity plate a car tag with the word Bologna spelled out clear as day, thats all, just the word Bologna... never seen a car with tags like that before in my life..

Déjà vu gone real time, don't know what else to call it, other than strange. Not saying it means a thing.. just odd.. but odd seems to be the new norm these day..

Flippin fantastic! Thank you for fluent description of events, so beautiful. I would agree, real time déjà vu, is that singularity?

says you

yes, as I can see you quoted me
but I can only hope that I am actually myself

:thesunsetseast:

very beautiful, certain it reflects your soul.

did have a deja vu occurrence this morning, read a new post, it felt like i was re-reading it.

all the best for the holidays,

Thank you, dear friend. Happy Owli-Days! We are certainly again where we have not been before.



“True silence is the rest of the mind; it is to the spirit what sleep is to the body, nourishment and refreshment.” --William Penn

:lightbtwn:

in the water's reflection the tree "feels" it roots(soul)

^^ single line answer

aye, & mirror, mirror, in the sky

:windowtosky:

all direction is curved from a rotating frame of reference

We are on the upward path to the silver age now. Expect more mental changes to occur.

:scrybubblegravit:

The deepest realizations are born as an entirety flies as a flock.

dreamgameprision indeed

glitchin big time

What god requires a sacrifice of every man, woman, and child three times a day?

deja me?

what to do...what to do?

This time, I'm playing a game of chess that has no ending, but somehow it will end up back where it began.

It's uphilll both ways?
or was it down both?

Repetition is starting to feel repetitious.

kinda like a broken record just keeps skipping over and over again in the same spot.

recognizable and familiar forms

the personification of my first love haunted my dream

I just plugged in my sons old lava lamp(it's blue), it didn't turn on...upon further investigation, I noticed the bulb was missing. Instructions inside stated to only use 40 watt appliance bulb, or die, basically...couldn't locate one...


decided to take light bulb out of fridge...said bulb had no markings referring to wattage

-living on the edge

OK, lava lamp is doing, well, peculiar lava lamp things, at least, not as I recall...do they suposed to just shoot solid streams up to the top??? -sort of like cave formations?? where stalactite meets stalagmite??

Oh well, it looks cool, nonetheless..we shall ride it out...as above so below, or as they say in the south...yeah I don't know what them peoples say...

On a side note, went to fridge for some eggnog, in here there are two cartons, one grabbed from a Christmas party recent, the other, a few weeks old...without now, light...I had to make a choice...

I don't even like eggnog...

-living on the edge