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My Story...... how I was given a date of August 16, 2012

 
Chicky
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08/03/2012 08:44 PM
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Re: My Story...... how I was given a date of August 16, 2012
I just read the entire thread.
Really nice to read something edifying and somewhat mind expanding on GLP.

I lost both my parents but did not seek or expect any return visits in my dreams, symbolic signs or otherwise.
At the time I think I purposely tried to numb the pain of the loss.
My dad was only 53 when he died suddenly. I was still a kid.
My mom died later from a life-long cigarette habit. She basically drowned in her own fluids. They found she was suffering from pancreatic cancer just days before she died. It was too much for me to watch her suffer. She suffered terribly, so terrible that I cannot share anymore.

I think that I have never recovered. From either of their deaths.

I said all that to tell you this;
A few years ago, while walking my dogs in a desert wash a few miles away from Rt.66, I found an antique California license plate that was stamped with the year 1922. Both my parents were born in 1922.

I think that was a "sign" that they were watching over me or were "still around".

Thats about as close as I ever got that they were "here".

There's still guilt in me. For what? That I wasn't the boy they wanted and that I was very rebellious.
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08/04/2012 11:14 AM

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Re: My Story...... how I was given a date of August 16, 2012
I just read the entire thread.
Really nice to read something edifying and somewhat mind expanding on GLP.

I lost both my parents but did not seek or expect any return visits in my dreams, symbolic signs or otherwise.
At the time I think I purposely tried to numb the pain of the loss.
My dad was only 53 when he died suddenly. I was still a kid.
My mom died later from a life-long cigarette habit. She basically drowned in her own fluids. They found she was suffering from pancreatic cancer just days before she died. It was too much for me to watch her suffer. She suffered terribly, so terrible that I cannot share anymore.

I think that I have never recovered. From either of their deaths.

I said all that to tell you this;
A few years ago, while walking my dogs in a desert wash a few miles away from Rt.66, I found an antique California license plate that was stamped with the year 1922. Both my parents were born in 1922.

I think that was a "sign" that they were watching over me or were "still around".

Thats about as close as I ever got that they were "here".

There's still guilt in me. For what? That I wasn't the boy they wanted and that I was very rebellious.
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In the classic sense I don't think we ever really recover from the loss of loved ones, If we are lucky we just think about it less and less.

My mother as well suffered for many years in many ways....... I know a part of what you feel.

An important thing you must understand is that guilt is the most destructive emotion humans can possess, I emplore you to reconcile with yourself. Your mother would not want you to suffer......On a personal level I KNOW she still "wants", if you get my meaning.

So many including myself torture themselves a bit thinking there was something they could have done or said to make things better.

May you always search for and find the good things you remember about them both and focus on that, I know it's very cliche'ish, but true.

Fascinating thing about finding the licsense plate.
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08/05/2012 04:48 PM

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Hmmmmm...... The plot thickens for me.

Another slightly strange coincidence. I was just having lunch and looking at an acid reflux prescription that I take occassionally and happened to notice the last possible refill date on the bottle......... Yep August 16, 2012.

I got this prescription 2 years ago.

Now here is where it's a little stranger. I had to take the prescripton because the chronic acid reflux was causing sufficient irritation of my lower esophagus that my hiatal sphincter muscule would constrict and not release properly.

Occassionally if I didn't drink ice cold water before eating and failed realize it before I had eaten too much the food would get stuck in my throat and would not go down. If I hadn't eaten too much I could take a swallow of water and swallow very hard (a little painful) and force it through the constriction, it would then open up and everything would be fine.

If my esopahgus filled up too full then I could not get enough muscle compression to push the water down to unblock it (extremely painful). I had random bouts with this for almost 15 years, but always figured it was a result of IBS which I also suffered from for many years.

About two and a half years ago I was mowing my property. The grass was very dry and dusty. The next few days found me sicker and sicker. It was the worst sinusinfection / flu combination I had ever had. I was miserable for two weeks and longer. After I got better I was left with the strangest cough like I had never had before. I couldn't sleep more than 20 minutes at a time no matter what I took. I went to the doctor and his first thought was a reaction to a blood pressure med he had recently prescribed.

I stopped taking it for three weeks, no luck, So I went to an ENT. His first thought was that I was aspirating my acid reflux at night. So I took the medication, it still didn't work, but guess what stopped?....... My swallowing problem. It never occurred again. The cough took about 6 months to go away completely.

Sorry I had to go through all that to get to the point. In about October of 2005 my mother, after being cancer free for 5 years after a grueling ordeal with cancer on her tongue requiring a resection and radiation therapy, developed a problem swallowing, in fact she could swallow nothing not even liquid. She had to have a G tube inserted for feeding. They discovered a shelf type constriction in her esophagus, the tried a stint but with no sucess.

Finally a surgeon she had sought out recommended an esophagectomy. My mother was 75 years old at the time and was still quite weak from the G tube surgery and recovery and repair (because this surgeon had screwed it up). After long hard thought she opted for the surgery. During the surgery they discovered thorasic cancer, She never recovered and passed about 6 weeks later in the hospital on February 22, 2006. Sorry but more detail is just too painful.

Perhaps no one would find that strange, but for me it's another affirmation that something significant requiring a warning will happen then. This makes me think that it concerns me personally and not neccessarily an earth wide event.

Sorry I'm so long winded, but in my mind if you don't have the backround it's hard to make a connection.

Well not long now only 11 more days.

Last Edited by scimitar on 08/05/2012 04:50 PM
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08/18/2012 10:39 PM

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Re: My Story...... how I was given a date of August 16, 2012
Whew!!

Well it seems either there was really no meaning to the date in general, it is only a peronal indication or it is a starting point for what is to come.

For me everything was uneventful with the exception that last night just after midnight EST I awoke from a very strange dream and felt a presence in the room that I have not felt in many years. Tonight will tell the story...... I truely hope it does not return to what it was many years ago, but that's nothing for anyone other than myself to be concerned about..

I shall see.
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08/19/2012 12:00 AM
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Re: My Story...... how I was given a date of August 16, 2012
Whew!!

Well it seems either there was really no meaning to the date in general, it is only a peronal indication or it is a starting point for what is to come.

For me everything was uneventful with the exception that last night just after midnight EST I awoke from a very strange dream and felt a presence in the room that I have not felt in many years. Tonight will tell the story...... I truely hope it does not return to what it was many years ago, but that's nothing for anyone other than myself to be concerned about..

I shall see.
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Go ahead.
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08/19/2012 12:10 AM
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Re: My Story...... how I was given a date of August 16, 2012
Another fail.
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Re: My Story...... how I was given a date of August 16, 2012
Another fail.
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I'll always go for that kind of fail........ besides it was no prediction, Only a story!
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Re: My Story...... how I was given a date of August 16, 2012
I realize that I get distracted many times in my life and lose continuity of thought and action but I must say one more thing about my experience. The very next night after 8/16 and the feeling of a presence in the room I awoke in the wee hours after mid-night with a very low level sound in my left ear......... it sounded like Morse code.

Now I occassionaly have minor tinitus that affect both ears, but this sound was only in my left ear and was not continuous like tinitus.

Since that night, intermittently between the hours of mid-night and about 6am, I hear this sound. It is such a low level I cannot discern it exactly, but I've gone back and studied the Morse code characters and sometimes I can make out a few. Unfortunately though never enough to have any idea whether it's meaningful or just random excitation of my inner ear.

I know from memory that my father was an amateur radio operator, I was only 6 when he died, and probably at that time had to be code proficient. My imagination allows me to consider that this is another attempt to contact me.

Anyway I've never heard these sounds before the night after 8/16. Take from it what you will......... mostly nothing at all I'm sure, but just thought I would comment.

Till something else strange happens..........
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