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Are We Done Here?

 
Swinging on Spirals  (OP)

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Six of Swords is never over...

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lol
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

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I have had the same feeling.
The doom is going to happen regardless if we know when and where. What good does it really do to know. We wont stop it. No one will hear us except those few of us who are awake.

I feel the doom is going to be very soon. Looking at the world, nothing makes sense anymore and I worry for my children.

What are we to do, now that we know everything is fake, other that pack up and go live with the amish?

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I have had the same feeling.
The doom is going to happen regardless if we know when and where. What good does it really do to know. We wont stop it. No one will hear us except those few of us who are awake.

I feel the doom is going to be very soon. Looking at the world, noting makes sense anymore and I worry for my children.

What are we to do, now that we know everything is fake, other that pack up and go live with the amish?
 Quoting: Xannixon


Human behavior doesn't make sense anymore. Everything is a MASSIVE clusterfuck. In literally every ideology of the human condition right now, we can say that the way its run...well, it just doesn't make sense! How can that be so prevalent with our world? It is so strange to think that it is so completely messed up.

We have lost our way as a collective.

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"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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What is left? What have we not covered?

hmm
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The ONLY writer of this script, has began to understand that they need not paper or pen to complete this fiction and so all that they have left to do, is to decide on the ending, then enact it.............
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What is left? What have we not covered?

hmm
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The ONLY writer of this script, has began to understand that they need not paper or pen to complete this fiction and so all that they have left to do, is to decide on the ending, then enact it.............
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I have thought that as well. I have discussed this with aether.
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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Perhaps a good way to neutralise people asking questions about a possible 'doom' is to fire lots of different theories at them that only a kind of renaissance polymath could synthesize; a lot of mere mortals are then left to be preyed on by publishers, and the E.V. Danikens/priests of this world. 'Doom fatigue' may then set in, especially after a couple of plausible dates and Gurus go by, and so making most give up at that point just before it actually happens.
Just sayin'.
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Kids are going back to school. If theres some with no kids and theyre sitting back waiting for deaths and people to die and gloom and doom, thats very disturbing.

There are others that want their kids to have a good life and to start sports and after school activities and any calm day is welcome...
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST


Hey Apollo. hi

This has been coming for me, and it is now here. I think. I just said yesterday it was nice to have no more questions...no interest in having no more questions. And then, Seer777 hit me today like a Gong. I realized that I have no more information coming in. I don't know how to explain it properly right now.
 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals


I am going through something similar on my end... That fire/spark to continue researching new topics and exposing myself to new perspectives - it's gone. I try and go through the motions because I remember how rewarding it was not long ago, but the thrill and emotion behind it is gone. I have all these books that i purchased and intended to read, but I can't get through more than 10-15 pages before completely losing interest and putting them down. Of course I don't feel like I've learned everything (quite the contrary), but I feel like the inner message I'm getting is that such action is now unnecessary and irrelevant. I don't know why, but that is the feeling I get, and it doesn't stem from depression or negativity or anything of the sorts. Intuition is not guiding me in any new direction. I feel completely neutral emotionally - indifferent. Waiting around aimlessly. Not sure what to expect next....
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Perhaps a good way to neutralise people asking questions about a possible 'doom' is to fire lots of different theories at them that only a kind of renaissance polymath could synthesize; a lot of mere mortals are then left to be preyed on by publishers, and the E.V. Danikens/priests of this world. 'Doom fatigue' may then set in, especially after a couple of plausible dates and Gurus go by, and so making most give up at that point just before it actually happens.
Just sayin'.
 Quoting: Bhagwash 11327628


hmm

Let me ask you, what would be the purpose of doom fatigue?
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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Kids are going back to school. If theres some with no kids and theyre sitting back waiting for deaths and people to die and gloom and doom, thats very disturbing.

There are others that want their kids to have a good life and to start sports and after school activities and any calm day is welcome...
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST


Hey Apollo. hi

This has been coming for me, and it is now here. I think. I just said yesterday it was nice to have no more questions...no interest in having no more questions. And then, Seer777 hit me today like a Gong. I realized that I have no more information coming in. I don't know how to explain it properly right now.
 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals


I am going through something similar on my end... That fire/spark to continue researching new topics and exposing myself to new perspectives - it's gone. I try and go through the motions because I remember how rewarding it was not long ago, but the thrill and emotion behind it is gone. I have all these books that i purchased and intended to read, but I can't get through more than 10-15 pages before completely losing interest and putting them down. Of course I don't feel like I've learned everything (quite the contrary), but I feel like the inner message I'm getting is that such action is now unnecessary and irrelevant. I don't know why, but that is the feeling I get, and it doesn't stem from depression or negativity or anything of the sorts. Intuition is not guiding me in any new direction. I feel completely neutral emotionally - indifferent. Waiting around aimlessly. Not sure what to expect next....
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC


Wow, that is exactly how it has become for me. I have done the same exact thing, especially with the books. I've done this in my lucid dream/altered state places as well. This same 'feeling' is there.
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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Serious question SS. No BS, what have we learned? I don't expect you to run down the all of the conspiracy ideas, but what key ideas do we know as truth?

Honestly, I have gotten lost in the noise and lies. What are the base truths from all of these years we have spent on this damn blog site? What have we learned that is real truth?

I have gotten lost lately...
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Perhaps a good way to neutralise people asking questions about a possible 'doom' is to fire lots of different theories at them that only a kind of renaissance polymath could synthesize; a lot of mere mortals are then left to be preyed on by publishers, and the E.V. Danikens/priests of this world. 'Doom fatigue' may then set in, especially after a couple of plausible dates and Gurus go by, and so making most give up at that point just before it actually happens.
Just sayin'.
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hmm

Let me ask you, what would be the purpose of doom fatigue?
 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals


I know you were not asking me, but I'll give an answer...

Perhaps it's because of too much for too long a time. Like battle fatigue.
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I've got this weird gut feeling as well.

1dunno1
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Guts are not renowned for their perceptiveness or intelligence.

Take a laxative.
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How many of you feel this way?...

I feel like I was awakened just in time to know the truth, so I am not deceived.

Its too late to make a difference.

It was only to allow me to see the truth for my own protection, so I know where to look and what not to believe.

Maybe we are some of the last to awaken?

Most people are not in search of truth so they never find it.
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I am going through something similar on my end... That fire/spark to continue researching new topics and exposing myself to new perspectives - it's gone. I try and go through the motions because I remember how rewarding it was not long ago, but the thrill and emotion behind it is gone. I have all these books that i purchased and intended to read, but I can't get through more than 10-15 pages before completely losing interest and putting them down. Of course I don't feel like I've learned everything (quite the contrary), but I feel like the inner message I'm getting is that such action is now unnecessary and irrelevant. I don't know why, but that is the feeling I get, and it doesn't stem from depression or negativity or anything of the sorts. Intuition is not guiding me in any new direction. I feel completely neutral emotionally - indifferent. Waiting around aimlessly. Not sure what to expect next....
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC


This is EXACTLY where I have found myself! Thank you! I honestly don't know what I am supposed to do now! I don't want to end my life by suicide, but I don't feel a real purpose here any more. I keep finding myself back here even though I am tired of the doom here. It is like a drug that I take for the boredom of just waiting...

SS, I see you now back here more often. I have left here several times myself and keep coming back. Looking for something? What? I don't really know.

I am just ready for ANYTHING to finally show it's true self...

ANYTHING...
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I am going through something similar on my end... That fire/spark to continue researching new topics and exposing myself to new perspectives - it's gone. I try and go through the motions because I remember how rewarding it was not long ago, but the thrill and emotion behind it is gone. I have all these books that i purchased and intended to read, but I can't get through more than 10-15 pages before completely losing interest and putting them down. Of course I don't feel like I've learned everything (quite the contrary), but I feel like the inner message I'm getting is that such action is now unnecessary and irrelevant. I don't know why, but that is the feeling I get, and it doesn't stem from depression or negativity or anything of the sorts. Intuition is not guiding me in any new direction. I feel completely neutral emotionally - indifferent. Waiting around aimlessly. Not sure what to expect next....
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC


This is EXACTLY where I have found myself! Thank you! I honestly don't know what I am supposed to do now! I don't want to end my life by suicide, but I don't feel a real purpose here any more. I keep finding myself back here even though I am tired of the doom here. It is like a drug that I take for the boredom of just waiting...

SS, I see you now back here more often. I have left here several times myself and keep coming back. Looking for something? What? I don't really know.

I am just ready for ANYTHING to finally show it's true self...

ANYTHING...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21734823


Right, I feel like I should do something, but I have no idea what I should do, or what I should do something about.

Its like watching a disaster that you are helpless to stop.
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I've got this weird gut feeling as well.

1dunno1
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Guts are not renowned for their perceptiveness or intelligence.

Take a laxative.
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On the contrary. Your endocrine system is all guts. This is intuition. It is the foundation of all preternatural instinct.

An eight hour empty stomach produces more vital neurotransmitter response than a good night's sleep. Frequent fasting makes for a fast mind.
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Maybe we where supposed to take the summer off and regroup. Fall may bring some new surprises.
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Nope life goes on for a million more years ... sorry to break it to you.
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Right, I feel like I should do something, but I have no idea what I should do, or what I should do something about.

Its like watching a disaster that you are helpless to stop.
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As ugly as it may sound, I would even welcome disaster if it would validate that the time of real transition was upon us. As a warrior, I am just ready to get on with it! This quasi nothingness is the worst for me...
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Perhaps a good way to neutralise people asking questions about a possible 'doom' is to fire lots of different theories at them that only a kind of renaissance polymath could synthesize; a lot of mere mortals are then left to be preyed on by publishers, and the E.V. Danikens/priests of this world. 'Doom fatigue' may then set in, especially after a couple of plausible dates and Gurus go by, and so making most give up at that point just before it actually happens.
Just sayin'.
 Quoting: Bhagwash 11327628


hmm

Let me ask you, what would be the purpose of doom fatigue?
 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals

Perhaps to neutralise some of the questioning, and maybe the dissidence that it sometimes goes along with ; and, if one bites prematurely, there's nothing like being made a fool of in public to make them, and others listening, doubt themselves, and their intuition that something
is just around the corner..
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Headwanking?



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Serious question SS. No BS, what have we learned? I don't expect you to run down the all of the conspiracy ideas, but what key ideas do we know as truth?

Honestly, I have gotten lost in the noise and lies. What are the base truths from all of these years we have spent on this damn blog site? What have we learned that is real truth?

I have gotten lost lately...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21734823


I guess the we and the I will be different. But, in the human condition, we have learned that how things have been handled, and run, are a joke. Almost every blunder is caused by 'politics' that run rampant in everything nowadays.

Lets take the three foundations of government, science and religion. Because of politics, they have all been corrupted.

I think the awareness of how messed up most of our systems are is one of the greatest things we have learned in recent decades, but they are all so entrenched, it seems the entire system must collapse in order to straighten things out again.

I'm rambling.

I don't have time to go through all of it, of course, so I'll do a quick list.

Spiritual selves has been realized.
Cause of corruption has been realized.
Systems working in opposition of environment is self-defeating.
The strive for academia to churn out 'businessman clones' is wrong.
Altering genetics for food.
Energy solutions are being pushed under rug.
Monetary markets are all controlled.
etc.
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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Perhaps a good way to neutralise people asking questions about a possible 'doom' is to fire lots of different theories at them that only a kind of renaissance polymath could synthesize; a lot of mere mortals are then left to be preyed on by publishers, and the E.V. Danikens/priests of this world. 'Doom fatigue' may then set in, especially after a couple of plausible dates and Gurus go by, and so making most give up at that point just before it actually happens.
Just sayin'.
 Quoting: Bhagwash 11327628


hmm

Let me ask you, what would be the purpose of doom fatigue?
 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals


I know you were not asking me, but I'll give an answer...

Perhaps it's because of too much for too long a time. Like battle fatigue.
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THAT makes sense!
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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This is EXACTLY where I have found myself! Thank you! I honestly don't know what I am supposed to do now! I don't want to end my life by suicide, but I don't feel a real purpose here any more. I keep finding myself back here even though I am tired of the doom here. It is like a drug that I take for the boredom of just waiting...

SS, I see you now back here more often. I have left here several times myself and keep coming back. Looking for something? What? I don't really know.

I am just ready for ANYTHING to finally show it's true self...

ANYTHING...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21734823


SS, this is who you used to know as Fibonacci here. I now only come by as an AC just to lurk, but I still come. Damn it...
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This is EXACTLY where I have found myself! Thank you! I honestly don't know what I am supposed to do now! I don't want to end my life by suicide, but I don't feel a real purpose here any more. I keep finding myself back here even though I am tired of the doom here. It is like a drug that I take for the boredom of just waiting...

SS, I see you now back here more often. I have left here several times myself and keep coming back. Looking for something? What? I don't really know.

I am just ready for ANYTHING to finally show it's true self...

ANYTHING...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21734823


SS, this is who you used to know as Fibonacci here. I now only come by as an AC just to lurk, but I still come. Damn it...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21734823


Damn, I missed yoU!
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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This is EXACTLY where I have found myself! Thank you! I honestly don't know what I am supposed to do now! I don't want to end my life by suicide, but I don't feel a real purpose here any more. I keep finding myself back here even though I am tired of the doom here. It is like a drug that I take for the boredom of just waiting...

SS, I see you now back here more often. I have left here several times myself and keep coming back. Looking for something? What? I don't really know.

I am just ready for ANYTHING to finally show it's true self...

ANYTHING...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21734823


SS, this is who you used to know as Fibonacci here. I now only come by as an AC just to lurk, but I still come. Damn it...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21734823


Hey bud! hi
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Well now, that certainly was anti-climatic...


getting the same feeling as when I wrapped up the Dark Tower series many moons ago...1dunno1

It all became clear later...sun
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Well now, that certainly was anti-climatic...


getting the same feeling as when I wrapped up the Dark Tower series many moons ago...1dunno1

It all became clear later...sun
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lmao, yeah, that's kind of what it feels like!
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.
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Kids are going back to school. If theres some with no kids and theyre sitting back waiting for deaths and people to die and gloom and doom, thats very disturbing.

There are others that want their kids to have a good life and to start sports and after school activities and any calm day is welcome...
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST


Hey Apollo. hi

This has been coming for me, and it is now here. I think. I just said yesterday it was nice to have no more questions...no interest in having no more questions. And then, Seer777 hit me today like a Gong. I realized that I have no more information coming in. I don't know how to explain it properly right now.
 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals


I am going through something similar on my end... That fire/spark to continue researching new topics and exposing myself to new perspectives - it's gone. I try and go through the motions because I remember how rewarding it was not long ago, but the thrill and emotion behind it is gone. I have all these books that i purchased and intended to read, but I can't get through more than 10-15 pages before completely losing interest and putting them down. Of course I don't feel like I've learned everything (quite the contrary), but I feel like the inner message I'm getting is that such action is now unnecessary and irrelevant. I don't know why, but that is the feeling I get, and it doesn't stem from depression or negativity or anything of the sorts. Intuition is not guiding me in any new direction. I feel completely neutral emotionally - indifferent. Waiting around aimlessly. Not sure what to expect next....
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC


Wow, what ANHEDONIC wrote is as if I wrote it if I had the guts to. I have a book I was so excited about and its on page 40 for over a month now. Its like meh...

And my other books too...

I felt like going on a hermitage or giving up my website. Ive been feeling so disinterested lately..

I feel like letting my subscription lapse here as well. I feel so strange to feel absolutely nothing.
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Kids are going back to school. If theres some with no kids and theyre sitting back waiting for deaths and people to die and gloom and doom, thats very disturbing.

There are others that want their kids to have a good life and to start sports and after school activities and any calm day is welcome...
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST


Hey Apollo. hi

This has been coming for me, and it is now here. I think. I just said yesterday it was nice to have no more questions...no interest in having no more questions. And then, Seer777 hit me today like a Gong. I realized that I have no more information coming in. I don't know how to explain it properly right now.
 Quoting: Swinging on Spirals


I am going through something similar on my end... That fire/spark to continue researching new topics and exposing myself to new perspectives - it's gone. I try and go through the motions because I remember how rewarding it was not long ago, but the thrill and emotion behind it is gone. I have all these books that i purchased and intended to read, but I can't get through more than 10-15 pages before completely losing interest and putting them down. Of course I don't feel like I've learned everything (quite the contrary), but I feel like the inner message I'm getting is that such action is now unnecessary and irrelevant. I don't know why, but that is the feeling I get, and it doesn't stem from depression or negativity or anything of the sorts. Intuition is not guiding me in any new direction. I feel completely neutral emotionally - indifferent. Waiting around aimlessly. Not sure what to expect next....
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC


Wow, what ANHEDONIC wrote is as if I wrote it if I had the guts to. I have a book I was so excited about and its on page 40 for over a month now. Its like meh...

And my other books too...

I felt like going on a hermitage or giving up my website. Ive been feeling so disinterested lately..

I feel like letting my subscription lapse here as well. I feel so strange to feel absolutely nothing.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST


This is EXACTLY what I've been trying to get at...
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,
but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "Wow! What a Ride!"

We do not Die, We Awaken to the Dream that We Lived.





GLP