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REPORT ABUSIVE REPLY
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Are We Done Here?
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Anonymous Coward |
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Some random thoughts:
- Anyone else get the feelings that maybe subconsciously you are steering yourself towards complete detachment from this 'reality and the majority of the bonds that hold you to it'? Not to say that you still don't feel purpose/attachment as it relates to your love ones, but with everything else? Almost like preparing yourself to have as little emotional connection to your environment as possible.
- Who else gets a 'mental block' when you try and project yourself into the future, even a few years out? What will my life be like in 2014? What will I be doing in 2015? I get nothing. Emptiness. No circumstance that I can conjure up makes sense. When I try and envision the future I just get this feeling that such an endeavor is fruitless and not to bother wasting my consciousness energy in the process.
Quoting: ANHEDONIC Funny you say that. My latest research has been about the need to face and to understand separation and being alone. Monks understood this very well. There understanding was misunderstood to be about celibacy, but in truth they understood that real ascension is a solitary and lonely journey. Our true path home MUST happen alone in my view. That is part of why I have been following my present lifestyle. I meet people, talk to strangers, but I am really alone. NOT lonely, just living life alone. This is a topic that I could discuss for hours, but I can't type that fast... Damn. *smile* Peace
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