Are We Done Here?

Why does your picture have a man playing chess? Is it you? If you dont play chess...I don't understand. Do you want to learn how to play or something?
Realman will dominate you at chess he is #1 no doubt

I see, said the blindman. You and I both know he knows,he doesn't

I feel all I'm doing anymore is playing the game,certain hobbies and life games I used to take so serious don't matter yet I still play them,for more time with my family and the enjoyment of my life. It doesn't matter so I'd rather enjoy it, my kids are awesome so I'm into them

Last Edited by Thinking out loud on 08/27/2012 09:42 PM

There is no checkmate in this.

I'm going to sign off. I didn't think you guys would jump on this like you did. I shouldn't have brought it up. I feel like a tease. It has much to do with my personal relations (and e-mail correspondences) and I just needed to let them know. lol, I want to tell them how I figured it out, but I am 99% sure they can piece it together if they do not know outright.

Good night, and good dreams.

I KNOW you have SEEN it for yourself.

I know you have.



As have MANY others...


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"It's ALL about the 43..."
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"It's ALIVE!!!"

JK.

Kinda.

A man between two pillars; one male, one female. If you do not understand that, then you would not understand anything else I have to say on that.

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The Nile has two major tributaries, the White Nile and Blue Nile. The White Nile is longer and rises in the Great Lakes region of central Africa, with the most distant source still undetermined but located in either Rwanda or Burundi. It flows north through Tanzania, Lake Victoria, Uganda and South Sudan. The Blue Nile is the source of most of the water and fertile soil. It begins at Lake Tana in Ethiopia at 12°02′09″N 037°15′53″E and flows into Sudan from the southeast. The two rivers meet near the Sudanese capital of Khartoum.
The northern section of the river flows almost entirely through desert, from Sudan into Egypt, a country whose civilization has depended on the river since ancient times. Most of the population and cities of Egypt lie along those parts of the Nile valley north of Aswan, and nearly all the cultural and historical sites of Ancient Egypt are found along riverbanks. The Nile ends in a large delta that empties into the Mediterranean Sea.

Hope to see you around SS, if not I've thoroughly enjoyed the last several years and am better off from your inquisitive teachings!
I wish you the best my friend!

Perceived, acknowledged, and utilized...


:universe:

The WEB.

Later Ss.

You have a gender confusion?

But coincidence..... pattern recognition of a higher implicate order...it could never be...just a coincidence...

Take care SS waves and smiles :)

love,song
(((x)))

Seer its good to know your heart and mind are around!
Much Peace and Love to you!

Realman, really?
Back away from the keyboard and rest

OMG THE RUG!!!!!

No, submit to realman. I will dominate you at chess too

I think realman's chess-centered ego is quite amusing.

It makes me giggle.

Not me, I'm your huckleberry,thats just my game

I'm sure of it, at one point in time

Nothing like leaving us hangin.......

I think he his desperately trying to prove himself. lol

national security agency (nsa) handbook (eyes only)

i) there are no coincidences

2) utilize what exists always

Good Question.

Yep. Especially the way I just put things together. It is like this; If I didn't just put it together, I would have been a dumbass. That being said, if I said aloud what I feel it may mean, I would feel like a dumbass.

Problem is, all of this is bigger than this kind of life I have lived. Then again, it isn't.

#2 is where I almost fucked up last night. Not almost, but I had to think about things properly instead of immediate emotional reaction. If I made my initial decision, I would not been able to utilize certain avenues. But, I am 99% sure, I would have been guided/influenced back.

I always wonder if I should push things, or just lay back like I have been doing recently. Funny, I get pushed in both directions...but I enjoy the laid back aspect at this time. So be it.

Last Edited by Swinging on Spirals on 08/28/2012 08:45 AM

Yes and yes :)

Dumb ass.......Never :)

Well, I've definitely been of interest to people. In my own mind, I don't know why. I AM me, Chad. My life has been less than stellar, though filled and overflowing with many life experiences. Live like your gonna die, is how I've always lived.

Problem is, they put things right there in your face, but leave it there in your face for you to figure out on your own. I just wish it was straight forward sometimes...but I do understand why the process is the way it is.

ever think it might be a test...like this huge test of competence...if you can figure out the riddle, you are worthy of it. When you finally start believing in yourself, anything becomes possible (that is if you haven't gone COMPLETELY insane from the years of trials and tribulations you have gone through to get to this point)...

AND

When you know people are watching you...what do you do?? Its not like you always know who they are, who they work for, or why the fuck they want to talk to you? The mental battle is almost too much to handle. Perhaps you then develop a mentality of not caring who or what is watching you, you begin to push the limits, to "test the waters" per se, not caring who or what you piss off.


The mission or purpose of your life becomes something completely different, you have to figure out on your own why you are so special, what is it they want from you, and more importantly why? What special knowledge or connection to Source do you have that they want? Will watching you give them clues so they can figure it out for themselves, or will they eventually make contact with you (whomever "they" are??)? So they sit and wait, and you sit and wait, and the battle continues from afar. One day that will change, but until then you have to keep what sanity you have left. Ending it now would just mean that they win, but sometimes the mental battle for you becomes too much and you want to just escape.


Stay positive friend ;) I know your reality is as crazy as mine and there are times when I want to give up....but that inner voice will NEVER let you give up or abandon the treasure you seek to find, and perhaps you have found...