| Users Online Now: 1,604 (Who's On?) | Visitors Today: 81,908 | |
| Pageviews Today: 112,637 | Threads Today: 35 | Posts Today: 489 |
| 12:58 AM | ||
| Users Online Now: 1,604 (Who's On?) | Visitors Today: 81,908 | |
| Pageviews Today: 112,637 | Threads Today: 35 | Posts Today: 489 |
| 12:58 AM | ||
You want to know what really happened, than you men and Women READ THIS!!! | |
| gd2balive Offer Upgrade  User ID: 20176663  United States08/13/2012 08:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 21874701  United Kingdom08/13/2012 08:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| womanoftheworld User ID: 21887620  Canada08/13/2012 08:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| gd2balive (OP) User ID: 20176663 United States08/13/2012 08:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| gd2balive (OP) User ID: 20176663 United States08/13/2012 08:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | For all the torment the daughters have been put through and the sons who have had their masculinity stolen from them by those who preach to abstain from the use of the woman yet they prey upon the babes/sons and do to them that which is FORBIDDEN... This I do for her honor and theirs, to set the record straight,period and they thought I would never remember after those blows to the head. Never under estimate the power of Love.. Marty en-eng`ko |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 10750949 United States08/13/2012 08:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 19753865 United States08/13/2012 08:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | For all the torment the daughters have been put through and the sons who have had their masculinity stolen from them by those who preach to abstain from the use of the woman yet they prey upon the babes/sons and do to them that which is FORBIDDEN... This I do for her honor and theirs, to set the record straight,period and they thought I would never remember after those blows to the head. Never under estimate the power of Love.. Marty en-eng`ko She is to blame for her choices, not you. |
| gd2balive (OP) User ID: 20176663 United States08/13/2012 09:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | For all the torment the daughters have been put through and the sons who have had their masculinity stolen from them by those who preach to abstain from the use of the woman yet they prey upon the babes/sons and do to them that which is FORBIDDEN... This I do for her honor and theirs, to set the record straight,period and they thought I would never remember after those blows to the head. Never under estimate the power of Love.. Marty en-eng`ko She is to blame for her choices, not you. You stick with that,it must work well for you but not for me and the the lie that has been told about her, she did not know that I knew it was going to happen before it happened and as Men WE have a responsibility to protect OUR help meets/ OUR CONSORTS whom are the other half that makes US WHOLE... MJ |
| gd2balive (OP) User ID: 20176663 United States08/13/2012 09:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Lotus Flower User ID: 20588640 United Kingdom08/19/2012 08:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | hi Marty I am unable to reply via PMs at the moment until I upgrade my account, just letting you know.  Lotus Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares - Hebrews 13:2 One Crowded hour of glorious life, is worth an age without a name - Thomas Osbert Mordaunt |
| Being Mindful User ID: 21615111 United States08/19/2012 08:55 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Being Mindful User ID: 21615111 United States08/19/2012 08:55 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1535998  Puerto Rico10/15/2012 11:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| gd2balive (OP) User ID: 2179981 United States10/15/2012 11:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1535998 Puerto Rico10/15/2012 11:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1305118 United States10/15/2012 11:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: The Trumpets.<<< ->>> Enter the thread and empty your cup <> Feel thirsty? Come and drink some water! Quoting: gd2balive Quoting: 1908247 Unto the consort/concert of my soul I say this to you this day, may you have peace and may the renewing love of the Father/Mother and the LIVING WORD of THE LAW fill you up this day and know that I love you... Grace,Peace and Always Mercy unto the Nations,the Kindreds,the Tongues and the Peoples who seek the justice of the Fathers Kingdom which is THE LAW of LOVE is the FOUNDATION whereby all thinghs are held in there balances... As above so it is below... Marty en-eng`ko engedi Eve`ykw enegko englaim the WATERS Quoting: gd2balive Key comment: SYNCRONOCITIES are a blessing A little history of my life in full view but in short order and there is a reason I am making this known as you will see... Here is where I am going to start. At 12 yrs of age I took a blow to front of the head and was in bed with a severe concussion for 1.5 wks. Then came the second blow to the left side of my face at 17 from a pipe attack from behind. It took a reconstructive Plastic Surgeon to make my face look normal again but it was the first concussion that wiped a lot of the things I used to day dream about all the time when I was a child up the age of 12. Next was I met a woman who husband went to prison for a rape charge. She had 3 boys ranging from 6 months old to 4yrs old. I married her earthly style and took care of her for 26yrs and we are no longer together... I let my brother take her hunting once and after they had left around 1/2 hour or so I heard withing my whole being go get your wife and I was told that he was going to seduce her and I did not believe it so I began to continue doing what I was doing and it happened again, I heard go get your wife and I was then told exactly where to find them and I ignored and it happened again but this time I said he is my brother he would never do that and I was told he is not your brother for your brother would never do this that he is going to do. I did not go get her but my mind was so preoccupied with it all day and it got to be 1am in the morning when they finally showed up and they sat out in his car for about 1/2 an hour until I went out. Everything seemed to be normal until she went into the bathroom and there I caught her cleaning herself up and I looked at her and shook my head and said how could you and I walked out... That was only 5yrs after we were married and the marriage had been scared since but through it I saw the destruction it was causing her and I eventually began to realize he who forgives much much is forgiven of and then there's the Time when I was told to go get her. I had been forewarned of a matter that was going to happen before it happened and I did nothing about it... Here is where the SYNCRONICITIES come into reality... Which has brought back some good remembrances of another time, this same scenario happened to Eve where she ended be seduced by the serpent and even then I was told to go get your wife for the serpent is going to seduce her and I did nothing to stop it when I could have and yet I blamed her and tormented her to no end about the matter til she just left. Because of this lie the Fallen have conjured up the fable of it's all the WO`MANS fault and the man is faultless to be accountable for her error... That could not be the furthest thing from the truth for if I had done as commanded by Love to go get your wife, WE ALL would not be where WE are in today's generation or the generations prior. So if you all are going to hold anyone accountable for your fall then I am your blaming post but before you throw the first stone remember all of you have done the same thing as I have done then and in this generation also but this Time I have completely forgiven her for it was my responsibility to get my HELP MEET/CONSORT to protect her as I should have... To my Eve`ning Star & Mourning/Morning Star (K.G.E.M} forgive me for I did not know what I was doing and all I want to see is your Radiant Smile that gleams as the Sun in its glory OiO, HER SOUL SHINES LIKE NO OTHER in the entire Universe and there is no other liken to her I love you and I did say to remember, Love Always Finds Its Way Back Home...Its good to be alive again Eve Marty en-eng`ko engedi only half the WATERS Thank you for sharing....I can relate! |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1535998 Puerto Rico10/15/2012 11:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: The Trumpets.<<< ->>> Enter the thread and empty your cup <> Feel thirsty? Come and drink some water! Quoting: gd2balive Quoting: 1908247 Unto the consort/concert of my soul I say this to you this day, may you have peace and may the renewing love of the Father/Mother and the LIVING WORD of THE LAW fill you up this day and know that I love you... Grace,Peace and Always Mercy unto the Nations,the Kindreds,the Tongues and the Peoples who seek the justice of the Fathers Kingdom which is THE LAW of LOVE is the FOUNDATION whereby all thinghs are held in there balances... As above so it is below... Marty en-eng`ko engedi Eve`ykw enegko englaim the WATERS Quoting: gd2balive Key comment: SYNCRONOCITIES are a blessing A little history of my life in full view but in short order and there is a reason I am making this known as you will see... Here is where I am going to start. At 12 yrs of age I took a blow to front of the head and was in bed with a severe concussion for 1.5 wks. Then came the second blow to the left side of my face at 17 from a pipe attack from behind. It took a reconstructive Plastic Surgeon to make my face look normal again but it was the first concussion that wiped a lot of the things I used to day dream about all the time when I was a child up the age of 12. Next was I met a woman who husband went to prison for a rape charge. She had 3 boys ranging from 6 months old to 4yrs old. I married her earthly style and took care of her for 26yrs and we are no longer together... I let my brother take her hunting once and after they had left around 1/2 hour or so I heard withing my whole being go get your wife and I was told that he was going to seduce her and I did not believe it so I began to continue doing what I was doing and it happened again, I heard go get your wife and I was then told exactly where to find them and I ignored and it happened again but this time I said he is my brother he would never do that and I was told he is not your brother for your brother would never do this that he is going to do. I did not go get her but my mind was so preoccupied with it all day and it got to be 1am in the morning when they finally showed up and they sat out in his car for about 1/2 an hour until I went out. Everything seemed to be normal until she went into the bathroom and there I caught her cleaning herself up and I looked at her and shook my head and said how could you and I walked out... That was only 5yrs after we were married and the marriage had been scared since but through it I saw the destruction it was causing her and I eventually began to realize he who forgives much much is forgiven of and then there's the Time when I was told to go get her. I had been forewarned of a matter that was going to happen before it happened and I did nothing about it... Here is where the SYNCRONICITIES come into reality... Which has brought back some good remembrances of another time, this same scenario happened to Eve where she ended be seduced by the serpent and even then I was told to go get your wife for the serpent is going to seduce her and I did nothing to stop it when I could have and yet I blamed her and tormented her to no end about the matter til she just left. Because of this lie the Fallen have conjured up the fable of it's all the WO`MANS fault and the man is faultless to be accountable for her error... That could not be the furthest thing from the truth for if I had done as commanded by Love to go get your wife, WE ALL would not be where WE are in today's generation or the generations prior. So if you all are going to hold anyone accountable for your fall then I am your blaming post but before you throw the first stone remember all of you have done the same thing as I have done then and in this generation also but this Time I have completely forgiven her for it was my responsibility to get my HELP MEET/CONSORT to protect her as I should have... To my Eve`ning Star & Mourning/Morning Star (K.G.E.M} forgive me for I did not know what I was doing and all I want to see is your Radiant Smile that gleams as the Sun in its glory OiO, HER SOUL SHINES LIKE NO OTHER in the entire Universe and there is no other liken to her I love you and I did say to remember, Love Always Finds Its Way Back Home...Its good to be alive again Eve Marty en-eng`ko engedi only half the WATERS Thank you for sharing....I can relate! This is beautiful...Words from deep within the heart can only flow as they touch another soul along the way... |
| gd2balive (OP) User ID: 2179981 United States10/17/2012 05:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: The Trumpets.<<< ->>> Enter the thread and empty your cup <> Feel thirsty? Come and drink some water! Quoting: gd2balive Quoting: 1908247 Unto the consort/concert of my soul I say this to you this day, may you have peace and may the renewing love of the Father/Mother and the LIVING WORD of THE LAW fill you up this day and know that I love you... Grace,Peace and Always Mercy unto the Nations,the Kindreds,the Tongues and the Peoples who seek the justice of the Fathers Kingdom which is THE LAW of LOVE is the FOUNDATION whereby all thinghs are held in there balances... As above so it is below... Marty en-eng`ko engedi Eve`ykw enegko englaim the WATERS Quoting: gd2balive Key comment: SYNCRONOCITIES are a blessing A little history of my life in full view but in short order and there is a reason I am making this known as you will see... Here is where I am going to start. At 12 yrs of age I took a blow to front of the head and was in bed with a severe concussion for 1.5 wks. Then came the second blow to the left side of my face at 17 from a pipe attack from behind. It took a reconstructive Plastic Surgeon to make my face look normal again but it was the first concussion that wiped a lot of the things I used to day dream about all the time when I was a child up the age of 12. Next was I met a woman who husband went to prison for a rape charge. She had 3 boys ranging from 6 months old to 4yrs old. I married her earthly style and took care of her for 26yrs and we are no longer together... I let my brother take her hunting once and after they had left around 1/2 hour or so I heard withing my whole being go get your wife and I was told that he was going to seduce her and I did not believe it so I began to continue doing what I was doing and it happened again, I heard go get your wife and I was then told exactly where to find them and I ignored and it happened again but this time I said he is my brother he would never do that and I was told he is not your brother for your brother would never do this that he is going to do. I did not go get her but my mind was so preoccupied with it all day and it got to be 1am in the morning when they finally showed up and they sat out in his car for about 1/2 an hour until I went out. Everything seemed to be normal until she went into the bathroom and there I caught her cleaning herself up and I looked at her and shook my head and said how could you and I walked out... That was only 5yrs after we were married and the marriage had been scared since but through it I saw the destruction it was causing her and I eventually began to realize he who forgives much much is forgiven of and then there's the Time when I was told to go get her. I had been forewarned of a matter that was going to happen before it happened and I did nothing about it... Here is where the SYNCRONICITIES come into reality... Which has brought back some good remembrances of another time, this same scenario happened to Eve where she ended be seduced by the serpent and even then I was told to go get your wife for the serpent is going to seduce her and I did nothing to stop it when I could have and yet I blamed her and tormented her to no end about the matter til she just left. Because of this lie the Fallen have conjured up the fable of it's all the WO`MANS fault and the man is faultless to be accountable for her error... That could not be the furthest thing from the truth for if I had done as commanded by Love to go get your wife, WE ALL would not be where WE are in today's generation or the generations prior. So if you all are going to hold anyone accountable for your fall then I am your blaming post but before you throw the first stone remember all of you have done the same thing as I have done then and in this generation also but this Time I have completely forgiven her for it was my responsibility to get my HELP MEET/CONSORT to protect her as I should have... To my Eve`ning Star & Mourning/Morning Star (K.G.E.M} forgive me for I did not know what I was doing and all I want to see is your Radiant Smile that gleams as the Sun in its glory OiO, HER SOUL SHINES LIKE NO OTHER in the entire Universe and there is no other liken to her I love you and I did say to remember, Love Always Finds Its Way Back Home...Its good to be alive again Eve Marty en-eng`ko engedi only half the WATERS Thank you for sharing....I can relate! This is beautiful...Words from deep within the heart can only flow as they touch another soul along the way... You are welcome When all things are reset and repaired between both the Male and the female as was meant to be WE will walk through the gates... But until then there is a Testimony of much destruction at hand and the Father/Mothers true Testimony of the Divine Law of Love that is also giving the Testimony as was written and promised that WILL and IS healing the Nations,Kindreds,Tongues and all the Peoples who call out unto the Fathers Throne for guidance and council... 1John 2:26-29 and 1John 3:1 I am en`eng`ko eng`edi and WE are all heirs with THE Khrist Marty |
| Revguard User ID: 23910073 United States10/17/2012 06:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 25533932 United Kingdom10/17/2012 06:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | thank for sharing this forgiving yourself for your choice that night has clearly catalysed a powerful release in you allowing you to 'let go' of your self blame for your inaction that night not that i think you were to blame btw , just seeing that you had held that belief yourself but were releasing it - your wife is and was ultimately responsible for her choices that night too( unless she was forced/raped of course) and it is her journey to forgive herself -although your forgiveness might catalyse that- might have already but you two managed 21 yrs after that-enormous well done -that's fast track learning , the hard way -so it not for nought , there has to have been a lot of love there i've read it takes 3 lifetimes together to get it right so i find we're are awfully hard on ourselves for our beautifully human( nod to jill scott awesomeness) but oft crapulous ways we all make crap choices - all the time it's what we do next that matters imo and it is so very good to be alive letting go of the pain of self loathing and receiving the peace of self acceptance you're a cool bloke marty :-) |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1336573 Canada10/21/2012 11:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| gd2balive (OP) User ID: 2179981 United States10/22/2012 02:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| <@> User ID: 30546946 United States01/05/2013 04:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I relize this thread is two months old but felt I needed to reply. I am sorry you went through such a heart wrenching experience. You didn't just lose her that day but an entire family. I am glad you were finally able to forgive yourself and her. Now you are ready for your true Eve. Lotza Luv & Hope you find her soon. <@> P.s. now that your heart is fully opened I'm sure you will ('')...('') (- _ -) (,,)..(,,) ('')('') |
