nobody and wos

You are subject to certain laws whether you like it or not.

You will have heard of:

Ask and ye shall receive,seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you.

I am saying be careful what you ask for, be careful what you seek and be very careful what door you knock on because what you may find may not be entirely what you had in mind.

However, if you consider yourself completely safe and free from all things unwholesome, undesired and as you stated before regarding not fearing anything because it is your own creation - why are you here asking questions?

Are you aware of 100% of your subconscious and everything it holds? If you are not, I can not stress enough what a dangerous game you play by inviting all in.

lifting of the veil....no not 100% but a lot and I will admit the more that comes the more the pain rises but "its to hurt if its to heal" I have went to far to turn back now.......but yes i know its dangerous they warned me of that but what kind of dangerous is the answer i never get....so why is it so dangerous? A sincere question

I thought you were banned????

upgraded they wanted money

I'm a mess...through and through.

can't feel, can't smile, can't think, can't dream, cannot
do anything but sit and stare out my window wondering why i can't just be like everyone else....this has been days now.

why want you talk to me?

Do you ever get to the point where you just want to give up on everything that you have ever learned, or thought you came here for, like Alice, I've chased the rabbit down hole, and i feel like forgetting everything that i learned while i was down there.

Who are "they" that you talk about?

Regarding why is it so dangerous, what do you honestly think will happen if you invite just any old thing in? Do you really imagine it will just sit there like a good little kitten and do as you tell it? I don't think so, it will run amok, using you for all and sundry, alienating everything you hold dear and ostracizing you from everything and everyone.

Of course, it doesn't happen all at once, but gradually, over time, until one day, you look into the mirror and do not recognize yourself and neither will anybody else.

Somebody else mentioned entrapment earlier - take heed of that, your soul is a commodity for some, watch they don't steal it and you are left barren.

yes i know exactly what you mean but Ive done to much and went through to much to stop it now if it consumes me I must know.....Everything I know did not come from books it came from within I could put it off as im crazy butthen when I started to stop things started happening then books and messages come to my attention that confirmed for me the one inside was not lying to me and that what I was taught from within was real..I cant stop I MUST KNOW

The messangers from within me that teach me and guide me...

I know exactly what you mean by consumed, i mean it's been there my whole life, and for all of my life i felt good about having seen and felt these things in my mind and heart, but it's like i watch people walk down the road hand in hand...pushing strollers...walking dogs, laughing eating up the sunshine, and just unaware of everything unseen. I want to feel like that for just awhile but i think it's impossible once we have learned all that we have. There's really no way to explain what I'm going through it just feels like I'm locked inside of a glass tower looking down and all around and everything and i know that i can't join. Very very lonely, and i don't know why this has just started happening.

it's getting worse everyday and it feels as though something is changing.

You asked If I could handel it...I then asked you if you could I have felt that my whole life...Traped in a world I do not undersatnd if you do not wish to continue I will undersatnd.

it is but to what I can not tell you....I told you I can not promise how it will turn out because I cant I dont know this is uncharted territory for me but I told you unless you wanted me to leave I will be there

this is what happens now

how does this have anything to do with not continuing, can you really just shut it off?, is there an off and on switch?
No i honestly don't think there is, and this has nothing to do with you i just want you to know that....don't take it that way please, I'm just on the edge right now, and I'm hoping that i don't fall. Face to face with reality and all I've known.

I'm missing something...plain and simple there is something that is being hid, and i don't know if i even want to remember, at the same time i know it's so damn important to everything.

that seems to be the end point and yes there is always choice but why will you not speak to me elsewhere not here like messanger really do not want to talk about it here but if its the only way I will continue...........As is everyone change is coming and can not be stoped so hang in there

I won't say no more.

no please continue i was just asking if we could talk somewhere else but if not thats fine I will talk here

i sent you an email.

all right talk soon I guess

yes you are but you will remember and after you do will you still love me? I can not tell you wish I could but it is something you must remember on your own but I AM here this time for you if you wish

Hi OP,
Glad that you're feeling better and helping someone feel better too, that is good.

For those feeling down, try to find one (doesn't have to be epic) thing that you enjoy doing and do it, get going, get out there, phone a friend and drag them out too. It's not a fix all, but you'd be surprised how one thing leads to another...

No, please don't. By here did you mean "here"? it's okay if you don't answer, just know I was confused and regret being snarky to you. I can't do strike throughs, and just as well since its pretty lame to do that, and that...

ok seer that is fucked up. what is hidden in plain sight?

Well i guess you did not stay away as long as you thought you would.
How is listening to psychobabble from this "wackjob" helping you at all?