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Over the past several months I have come to realize that I was born into a cult, and have been subject to satanic ritual abuse resulting in a mind fragmented into thousands of personalities and personality parts, most of whom are separated from each other by thick amnesia walls to prevent any of my "front" alters, or cognitively aware alters, from recalling the trauma my body has experienced. (I was home schooled from birth through middle school. Father is a computer programmer. Grandfather is a 33rd degree. Brother is military intelligence. It's a near-perfect recipe).

The guy I was seeing earlier this year is a GLPer/conspiracy buff (I also lean on the conspiratorial end of things), and he encouraged me to look into some of the symptoms of SRA / mind control. It's like deep down, he knew. I read some threads here on GLP and poked around at some websites, and some of the evidence started to unfold before my eyes - much to my distress. Simple realization of my past, without strong memories, triggered suicidal thoughts and desires. While I am still unable to recover most memories of what I've been through, I have very clear fragments of memories of being used for various nefarious tasks in the not-so-distant past. One is knowing exactly what an electro-shock device that is inserted into the vagina looks like (without ever reading a description or seeing an image, I know for a fact what it looks like). One of them involves causing direct harm to the aforementioned love interest, at the whim of some cultists / illuminists who live in my city. Note to anyone in a cult-run town: DO NOT go downtown and drink. Ever.

Anyway, since I started figuring out my true past and my confused, dissociated identity, my then-love interest moved in to act as a physical buffer between me and the cult members of my home town, as well as those living in our city. I immediately cut off all communication with family and friends, as I began to realize that they were all involved in my enslavement in some way or another, and that I have been surrounded by cult members and abusers my entire life - and I was completely oblivious/amnesic to it. I was flooded with phone calls and texts, as to be expected from any group of loved ones who find themselves in a communication black-out with someone they supposedly love. They didn't hesitate to start sending trigger messages (specifically tailored wording to bring forth certain alters who are trained to erase any memory of abuse and ensure recontact with the abusers). At first, the messages were paraphrased and relayed to me, but we soon realized that such methods were not sufficient for avoiding triggered responses. All I would need is to know who said what, and without any control, a new alter would come to the front.

Quickly, I realized that my current employer was also "in on it." I began to suspect that I was working for something like a CIA front-company, that hired nothing but slaves and trainers (programmers), and doubled as a reprogramming site. As I began to figure out more of the truth, I began to come home showing signs of punishment and abuse, without any memory of either. I would have stray bruises that had no explanation, soreness, and at one point, my tongue peeled off large strips of skin, as though it had been burned. The Friday before I decided to quit my job (a little too late, I might add), I came home feeling as though I had been pumped full of some kind of anti-depressants. I was literally apathetic to everything around me, feeling lobotomized, and unable to feel any emotion other than slight frustration. I also denied any suggestion of my ritually abused past, and showed no emotion to the possibility. It took until Sunday evening for me to start to regain some of my consciousness, and I realized that something had been done. I quit my job that night via text, and received two almost identical text messages from the CEO and my immediate manager, with classic "triggers" in them. Honestly, I have not been the same since.

The day after I quit, my brother (former military intelligence with security clearance) showed up at my apartment complex out of the blue. He and I live in the same town, but seldom communicate. I had been at the on-site laundry room with my then-love interest, and as we were coming out, he was waiting for me around the corner. He informed me that he was "really worried," and that he had convinced the apartment complex office to let him into my apartment while I was gone, because he knew I had been "depressed lately," and he "wanted to make sure everything was ok." He insisted on following me back to my apartment. Frightened and reluctant, I complied. He stood in my living room, fiddling with some unknown object in his front pocket, and kept looking me in the eyes throwing "remember when" triggers and such my direction. He said he had gone up to my former employer earlier that day (how he knew I quit my job, I have no idea), and that my former co-workers employers were also "really worried" about me, and had "no idea what's going on." This further solidified in my mind that my brother and former employer were in league with whatever I was being used for and enslaved to do, against my will and without my knowledge. He asked me if I had another job lined up, and when I lied and said I had a few leads, he bluntly asked, "You're not whoring, are you?" Without taking a moment to be offended, I responded almost robotically, "No, and I'm not stripping, either." He then informed me that if I were to strip, that he would not protest, but only want to know where I was dancing, so he could avoid that establishment. It didn't even occur to me until later what a horribly abnormal conversation had just transpired. It took my then-love interest pointing it out to me before it began to click.

Before he left my apartment, he commanded me to come stay with him for a few days while I figure things out. If not for my physical man-buffer, I doubt he would have taken "no" for an answer.

Since then, I have been struggling financially. I only recently began working again, and acquired a lease at an apartment after living in a motel for a few weeks. I have been constantly watched and followed by strangers, even to the point of them taking pictures of my love interest and me in broad daylight when we're in public. Over this period of time, I have been struggling against self-harm and suicidal programming that was activated at some point after leaving the cult, and perhaps reinforced by "we love you" and "we miss you" messages from my family and friends.

I have been working on getting acquainted with some of my alters. In fact, while reading Svali's "The Illuminati - How the Cult Programs People" one of the child alters brought forth a memory of my mother's face being demonically transfigured as she sat at my bedside one night in the pitch-black dark. I can't remember if she was singing "Amazing Grace" at the time, or speaking to me (in low, hypnotic tones, no less). The little child alter told me that she thought our mother looked like an alien, and reminded me of how frightening it was. How afraid she was to even talk about it. It's taking some time, but slowly, I think the amnesia walls are being bent, and hopefully one day will be penetrated.


Enough of the text walls. Right now, the same love interest who brought all of this to my attention has finally gotten fed up with my suicidal programming and the fact that being with me means we're both constantly surrounded and watched by cultists and satanists. He is convinced that my involvement in his life is the result of an illuminati plot to silence and entrap him. Who knows, he may be right. But now I'm facing the beast alone. Literally.

Any positive vibes y'all can send my way, and any advice you might offer that could help someone in my position prevent the cult from re-accessing me and/or the alters inside me who are still loyal to the cult, I would really appreciate it. I've promised some of the alters I've gotten to know that we never have to go back to our horrible life, but I'm afraid that without anybody around, I will either have a moment of weakness and return, or will finally off myself. I DO NOT WANT EITHER OF THESE TO HAPPEN.

I literally have no one in my life now except my cat. I have no car (it mysteriously broke down one day, even though it hadn't been driven much), and I am forced to use the bus for transportation to-and-from work. I am not even convinced that my new job is legit - it, too, might end up being another trap for my re-enslavement.

I am in much need of moral/spiritual support, from any of you, wherever you may be.





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Whatever the Powers or Priniplaties are, they all come under the umbrella of God and must flee from Jesus at this command, just praise the Lord

and have faith in Jesus as your personal saviour

The soul belongs to you and your own choices to the existance, no one can take that away from you,

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Never accept a chip or mark.
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I already have a very prominent scar on my forehead (the story my mom tells me is that it's from chicken pox). It's almost exactly in the center of my head, and looks as though the flesh was dug out with a sharp object.

If this is any kind of "mark," I'm screwed.

Not to mention, MK-Ultra victims are usually chipped/tagged at an early age to make sure they never really get away...

So, it's a nice thought, but I kinda need some real-world help right now.
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Over the past several months I have come to realize that I was born into a cult, and have been subject to satanic ritual abuse resulting in a mind fragmented into thousands of personalities and personality parts, most of whom are separated from each other by thick amnesia walls to prevent any of my "front" alters, or cognitively aware alters, from recalling the trauma my body has experienced. (I was home schooled from birth through middle school. Father is a computer programmer. Grandfather is a 33rd degree. Brother is military intelligence. It's a near-perfect recipe).

The guy I was seeing earlier this year is a GLPer/conspiracy buff (I also lean on the conspiratorial end of things), and he encouraged me to look into some of the symptoms of SRA / mind control. It's like deep down, he knew. I read some threads here on GLP and poked around at some websites, and some of the evidence started to unfold before my eyes - much to my distress. Simple realization of my past, without strong memories, triggered suicidal thoughts and desires. While I am still unable to recover most memories of what I've been through, I have very clear fragments of memories of being used for various nefarious tasks in the not-so-distant past. One is knowing exactly what an electro-shock device that is inserted into the vagina looks like (without ever reading a description or seeing an image, I know for a fact what it looks like). One of them involves causing direct harm to the aforementioned love interest, at the whim of some cultists / illuminists who live in my city. Note to anyone in a cult-run town: DO NOT go downtown and drink. Ever.

Anyway, since I started figuring out my true past and my confused, dissociated identity, my then-love interest moved in to act as a physical buffer between me and the cult members of my home town, as well as those living in our city. I immediately cut off all communication with family and friends, as I began to realize that they were all involved in my enslavement in some way or another, and that I have been surrounded by cult members and abusers my entire life - and I was completely oblivious/amnesic to it. I was flooded with phone calls and texts, as to be expected from any group of loved ones who find themselves in a communication black-out with someone they supposedly love. They didn't hesitate to start sending trigger messages (specifically tailored wording to bring forth certain alters who are trained to erase any memory of abuse and ensure recontact with the abusers). At first, the messages were paraphrased and relayed to me, but we soon realized that such methods were not sufficient for avoiding triggered responses. All I would need is to know who said what, and without any control, a new alter would come to the front.

Quickly, I realized that my current employer was also "in on it." I began to suspect that I was working for something like a CIA front-company, that hired nothing but slaves and trainers (programmers), and doubled as a reprogramming site. As I began to figure out more of the truth, I began to come home showing signs of punishment and abuse, without any memory of either. I would have stray bruises that had no explanation, soreness, and at one point, my tongue peeled off large strips of skin, as though it had been burned. The Friday before I decided to quit my job (a little too late, I might add), I came home feeling as though I had been pumped full of some kind of anti-depressants. I was literally apathetic to everything around me, feeling lobotomized, and unable to feel any emotion other than slight frustration. I also denied any suggestion of my ritually abused past, and showed no emotion to the possibility. It took until Sunday evening for me to start to regain some of my consciousness, and I realized that something had been done. I quit my job that night via text, and received two almost identical text messages from the CEO and my immediate manager, with classic "triggers" in them. Honestly, I have not been the same since.

The day after I quit, my brother (former military intelligence with security clearance) showed up at my apartment complex out of the blue. He and I live in the same town, but seldom communicate. I had been at the on-site laundry room with my then-love interest, and as we were coming out, he was waiting for me around the corner. He informed me that he was "really worried," and that he had convinced the apartment complex office to let him into my apartment while I was gone, because he knew I had been "depressed lately," and he "wanted to make sure everything was ok." He insisted on following me back to my apartment. Frightened and reluctant, I complied. He stood in my living room, fiddling with some unknown object in his front pocket, and kept looking me in the eyes throwing "remember when" triggers and such my direction. He said he had gone up to my former employer earlier that day (how he knew I quit my job, I have no idea), and that my former co-workers employers were also "really worried" about me, and had "no idea what's going on." This further solidified in my mind that my brother and former employer were in league with whatever I was being used for and enslaved to do, against my will and without my knowledge. He asked me if I had another job lined up, and when I lied and said I had a few leads, he bluntly asked, "You're not whoring, are you?" Without taking a moment to be offended, I responded almost robotically, "No, and I'm not stripping, either." He then informed me that if I were to strip, that he would not protest, but only want to know where I was dancing, so he could avoid that establishment. It didn't even occur to me until later what a horribly abnormal conversation had just transpired. It took my then-love interest pointing it out to me before it began to click.

Before he left my apartment, he commanded me to come stay with him for a few days while I figure things out. If not for my physical man-buffer, I doubt he would have taken "no" for an answer.

Since then, I have been struggling financially. I only recently began working again, and acquired a lease at an apartment after living in a motel for a few weeks. I have been constantly watched and followed by strangers, even to the point of them taking pictures of my love interest and me in broad daylight when we're in public. Over this period of time, I have been struggling against self-harm and suicidal programming that was activated at some point after leaving the cult, and perhaps reinforced by "we love you" and "we miss you" messages from my family and friends.

I have been working on getting acquainted with some of my alters. In fact, while reading Svali's "The Illuminati - How the Cult Programs People" one of the child alters brought forth a memory of my mother's face being demonically transfigured as she sat at my bedside one night in the pitch-black dark. I can't remember if she was singing "Amazing Grace" at the time, or speaking to me (in low, hypnotic tones, no less). The little child alter told me that she thought our mother looked like an alien, and reminded me of how frightening it was. How afraid she was to even talk about it. It's taking some time, but slowly, I think the amnesia walls are being bent, and hopefully one day will be penetrated.


Enough of the text walls. Right now, the same love interest who brought all of this to my attention has finally gotten fed up with my suicidal programming and the fact that being with me means we're both constantly surrounded and watched by cultists and satanists. He is convinced that my involvement in his life is the result of an illuminati plot to silence and entrap him. Who knows, he may be right. But now I'm facing the beast alone. Literally.

Any positive vibes y'all can send my way, and any advice you might offer that could help someone in my position prevent the cult from re-accessing me and/or the alters inside me who are still loyal to the cult, I would really appreciate it. I've promised some of the alters I've gotten to know that we never have to go back to our horrible life, but I'm afraid that without anybody around, I will either have a moment of weakness and return, or will finally off myself. I DO NOT WANT EITHER OF THESE TO HAPPEN.

I literally have no one in my life now except my cat. I have no car (it mysteriously broke down one day, even though it hadn't been driven much), and I am forced to use the bus for transportation to-and-from work. I am not even convinced that my new job is legit - it, too, might end up being another trap for my re-enslavement.

I am in much need of moral/spiritual support, from any of you, wherever you may be.





... let the shilling begin Idol1
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You've been through a lot , your very strong & brave and you have a very powerful soulhf your here for a reason , you know that , right ?
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I already have a very prominent scar on my forehead (the story my mom tells me is that it's from chicken pox). It's almost exactly in the center of my head, and looks as though the flesh was dug out with a sharp object.

If this is any kind of "mark," I'm screwed.

Not to mention, MK-Ultra victims are usually chipped/tagged at an early age to make sure they never really get away...

So, it's a nice thought, but I kinda need some real-world help right now.
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You are not screwed hf
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You've been through a lot , your very strong & brave and you have a very powerful soulhf your here for a reason , you know that , right ?
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Thank you. Brings tears to my eyes. Not all strangers are cultists and slavers. It's nice to be reminded of this.

hf
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Thank you hf

I feel like I need one of those.
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OP, what state are you in? answer vaguely, do not give specifics. Everything is spectacle. meaning, cognitions, or ego mind -- how programming controls your perceptions, is done through either pictures or words. You think in the language of your culture for instance, or visualize in pictures. So you must learn not to be evoked emotionally from these spectacles. Everything is energy, and holographic. So the spectacle is illusion, meant to sap energy from everyone through the life experience. Mind control just intensifies the energy suction for someone, or something's singular benefit. You must learn to be an artist of the mind, and with imagination control and create images, rather than let something else create them. If bad images or words appear, simply learn to make them disappear. Be lazy to the visuals and thoughts, do not respond -- it's really the same as a horror movie. It means you have to give the body, or avatar little significance and recognize that the body is not you. That is their primary control. That is why Nazis and such were torturing people, to see who could have the "will" to control the force around them, the energy fields. People identifying solely with the body -- most people -- fail. They are always looking for better magic. magic is science to them. And they are right.
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I already have a very prominent scar on my forehead (the story my mom tells me is that it's from chicken pox). It's almost exactly in the center of my head, and looks as though the flesh was dug out with a sharp object.

If this is any kind of "mark," I'm screwed.

Not to mention, MK-Ultra victims are usually chipped/tagged at an early age to make sure they never really get away...

So, it's a nice thought, but I kinda need some real-world help right now.
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that could be a scoop mark. if so, that explains a lot. Greys. Generational. Crowley's LAM.
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Jesus Christ is the answer to your situation.
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OP, what state are you in? answer vaguely, do not give specifics. Everything is spectacle. meaning, cognitions, or ego mind -- how programming controls your perceptions, is done through either pictures or words. You think in the language of your culture for instance, or visualize in pictures. So you must learn not to be evoked emotionally from these spectacles. Everything is energy, and holographic. So the spectacle is illusion, meant to sap energy from everyone through the life experience. Mind control just intensifies the energy suction for someone, or something's singular benefit. You must learn to be an artist of the mind, and with imagination control and create images, rather than let something else create them. If bad images or words appear, simply learn to make them disappear. Be lazy to the visuals and thoughts, do not respond -- it's really the same as a horror movie. It means you have to give the body, or avatar little significance and recognize that the body is not you. That is their primary control. That is why Nazis and such were torturing people, to see who could have the "will" to control the force around them, the energy fields. People identifying solely with the body -- most people -- fail. They are always looking for better magic. magic is science to them. And they are right.
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Specifics mean - you already know I live in 1 of 50. That's enough. ;D
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This is not a laughing matter. This is very urgent.
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I already have a very prominent scar on my forehead (the story my mom tells me is that it's from chicken pox). It's almost exactly in the center of my head, and looks as though the flesh was dug out with a sharp object.

If this is any kind of "mark," I'm screwed.

Not to mention, MK-Ultra victims are usually chipped/tagged at an early age to make sure they never really get away...

So, it's a nice thought, but I kinda need some real-world help right now.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21165415


that could be a scoop mark. if so, that explains a lot. Greys. Generational. Crowley's LAM.
[link to www.boudillion.com]
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That's what I wonder about. I mis-typed... it's not in the middle of my forehead, but rather in the middle of my eyebrows, but raised a bit. Such as, where the "third eye" is supposedly located. It's as if my abusers went out of their way to try to damage it.

None of my other family members or "friends" share this mark. And they all seem to be aware of my slave status, even though I was oblivious until a few months ago.
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This is not a laughing matter. This is very urgent.
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Why, so you can notify the cult of my blabbering so I can be rightly punished? Nope. Not again.
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I already have a very prominent scar on my forehead (the story my mom tells me is that it's from chicken pox). It's almost exactly in the center of my head, and looks as though the flesh was dug out with a sharp object.

If this is any kind of "mark," I'm screwed.

Not to mention, MK-Ultra victims are usually chipped/tagged at an early age to make sure they never really get away...

So, it's a nice thought, but I kinda need some real-world help right now.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21165415


that could be a scoop mark. if so, that explains a lot. Greys. Generational. Crowley's LAM.
[link to www.boudillion.com]
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 15178773


That's what I wonder about. I mis-typed... it's not in the middle of my forehead, but rather in the middle of my eyebrows, but raised a bit. Such as, where the "third eye" is supposedly located. It's as if my abusers went out of their way to try to damage it.

None of my other family members or "friends" share this mark. And they all seem to be aware of my slave status, even though I was oblivious until a few months ago.
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oh, too much to explain, I hate typing.

Try something if you will. If you have DID, then there are energies riding with you through your avatar. No need to fear, that is just a programmed response. it;s like having any other parasite, except this one is energy -- like you, and they are trying to get you by your life choices to change from a positive polarity, to a negative one. if that happens then like a vampire, they have you -- like you break up food particles in digestion sort of thing.

So, be strong and read these attachments. These are aeons, you are diluted like most people -- but you originate from one, is the enemy to these entities.

read over it and see if you have a response from your alters.

[link to www.gnosis.org]
[link to www.gnosis.org]

they hate certain truths, so we you need to purge them. let me know if you do not want to try this, I'll understand.
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I am trying to help you. I am not your enemy. f you want the truth. Seek Jesus Christ. Don't just believe what other's tell you. read and earn about Jesus for yourself.

With GOD, you do not have to live your life in fear. He is the truth and Savior you need.
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I am trying to help you. I am not your enemy. f you want the truth. Seek Jesus Christ. Don't just believe what other's tell you. read and earn about Jesus for yourself.

With GOD, you do not have to live your life in fear. He is the truth and Savior you need.
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It's a little more complicated when you have religious front alters in the same mind with cult alters who engage in rituals. My family instilled Calvinist programming, while the handler who took over when I moved towns tweaked it to more "free-will Christian" programming. Nevermind that both parties openly deny the real-world existence and prominence of SRA and cult activity. They're convinced I'm mentally ill.

Thank you for your support, though. It does not escape my gratitude. hf
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hf
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Amazing isn't it, how a word can change everything...


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I already have a very prominent scar on my forehead (the story my mom tells me is that it's from chicken pox). It's almost exactly in the center of my head, and looks as though the flesh was dug out with a sharp object.

If this is any kind of "mark," I'm screwed.

Not to mention, MK-Ultra victims are usually chipped/tagged at an early age to make sure they never really get away...

So, it's a nice thought, but I kinda need some real-world help right now.
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that could be a scoop mark. if so, that explains a lot. Greys. Generational. Crowley's LAM.
[link to www.boudillion.com]
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That's what I wonder about. I mis-typed... it's not in the middle of my forehead, but rather in the middle of my eyebrows, but raised a bit. Such as, where the "third eye" is supposedly located. It's as if my abusers went out of their way to try to damage it.

None of my other family members or "friends" share this mark. And they all seem to be aware of my slave status, even though I was oblivious until a few months ago.
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oh, too much to explain, I hate typing.

Try something if you will. If you have DID, then there are energies riding with you through your avatar. No need to fear, that is just a programmed response. it;s like having any other parasite, except this one is energy -- like you, and they are trying to get you by your life choices to change from a positive polarity, to a negative one. if that happens then like a vampire, they have you -- like you break up food particles in digestion sort of thing.

So, be strong and read these attachments. These are aeons, you are diluted like most people -- but you originate from one, is the enemy to these entities.

read over it and see if you have a response from your alters.

[link to www.gnosis.org]
[link to www.gnosis.org]

they hate certain truths, so we you need to purge them. let me know if you do not want to try this, I'll understand.
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I am wary of venturing out into heavy study with which I am not consciously familiar while I am currently alone. I will take a look at these pages you posted tomorrow. Thank you for your input hf
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Take care sweetheart.hf
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I am trying to help you. I am not your enemy. f you want the truth. Seek Jesus Christ. Don't just believe what other's tell you. read and earn about Jesus for yourself.

With GOD, you do not have to live your life in fear. He is the truth and Savior you need.
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It's a little more complicated when you have religious front alters in the same mind with cult alters who engage in rituals. My family instilled Calvinist programming, while the handler who took over when I moved towns tweaked it to more "free-will Christian" programming. Nevermind that both parties openly deny the real-world existence and prominence of SRA and cult activity. They're convinced I'm mentally ill.

Thank you for your support, though. It does not escape my gratitude. hf
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Indoctrination is not GOD'S way. Neither is religion.

Simply the realization of your need for a Savior.

There is no Savior without GOD.

Whoever calls upon the name of The Lord shall be saved.

I don't care what religion your parents were or relatives or anyone else. It is not nor has ever been about religion and Jesus Christ told the truth about this. But nobody cares to learn for themselves. Thus feeling indoctrinated.

I understand what you may think you are going through.

Beieve me when I tell you, GOD is more than capable of handling your situation.

Another thing, you do not have the mark in which you think.
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I already have a very prominent scar on my forehead (the story my mom tells me is that it's from chicken pox). It's almost exactly in the center of my head, and looks as though the flesh was dug out with a sharp object.

If this is any kind of "mark," I'm screwed.

Not to mention, MK-Ultra victims are usually chipped/tagged at an early age to make sure they never really get away...

So, it's a nice thought, but I kinda need some real-world help right now.
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that could be a scoop mark. if so, that explains a lot. Greys. Generational. Crowley's LAM.
[link to www.boudillion.com]
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That's what I wonder about. I mis-typed... it's not in the middle of my forehead, but rather in the middle of my eyebrows, but raised a bit. Such as, where the "third eye" is supposedly located. It's as if my abusers went out of their way to try to damage it.

None of my other family members or "friends" share this mark. And they all seem to be aware of my slave status, even though I was oblivious until a few months ago.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21165415


oh, too much to explain, I hate typing.

Try something if you will. If you have DID, then there are energies riding with you through your avatar. No need to fear, that is just a programmed response. it;s like having any other parasite, except this one is energy -- like you, and they are trying to get you by your life choices to change from a positive polarity, to a negative one. if that happens then like a vampire, they have you -- like you break up food particles in digestion sort of thing.

So, be strong and read these attachments. These are aeons, you are diluted like most people -- but you originate from one, is the enemy to these entities.

read over it and see if you have a response from your alters.

[link to www.gnosis.org]
[link to www.gnosis.org]

they hate certain truths, so we you need to purge them. let me know if you do not want to try this, I'll understand.
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and by the way, 93% of the population is carrying these entities. Through desires, guilt, shame, depression, drugs, alcohol -- difference is, in the higher occult areas they make their children aware and subject them more so to the truths of our reality. Not for a good reason though, but to barter with the controllers. the true currency, that money represent is called loosh (energy). Thread: If this world's a loosh farm then everything makes sense These are CEO's, rock stars, advertising execs, anyojne that has influence over the masses and can drain loosh, and send it to these energy vampires. and like a corporation, they always need to up production to stay in the game.

These aeons, there are some still rather complete -- are kept divided for a reason -- their writings were the books burned in the Library of Alexandria. Anyway, your plight is one that you recognize, most people do not -- sedated zombies and are basically food, a staple crop. Scientists, new age people, Wicca now call willing possession being a walk-in. [link to en.wikipedia.org]

Since nearly everyone, except these aoens -- who live in mediocrity -- are spoken for, that signals what the Mayans called the Great Harvest, and the great reset. Hence all the UFO sightings and earth changes taking place.

And movies like this:



be grateful you recognize your parasites, that means you have a fighting chance of getting rid of them. Most people do not.
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And about your family thinking your mentally ill...

GOD can fix that too.

This is not a joke. This is not a game.

Can can do many things at once but more importantly than that.

He loves you and sent His Son Jesus Christ to give you the truth.

Just you and Him. It's more personal than "indoctrination".

Call out to Him by faith. Acknowledge His Son Jesus Christ.

He cares more than you think and realize at the moment.
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And about your family thinking your mentally ill...

GOD can fix that too.

This is not a joke. This is not a game.

Can can do many things at once but more importantly than that.

He loves you and sent His Son Jesus Christ to give you the truth.

Just you and Him. It's more personal than "indoctrination".

Call out to Him by faith. Acknowledge His Son Jesus Christ.

He cares more than you think and realize at the moment.
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I appreciate your good intentions, but you seem to be missing the point. My family are generational CULT MEMBERS who engage in DARK RITUALS to harvest energy and feed it to DARK FORCES. They used force and coercion to fragment and enslave children born into the cult to ensure that these dark energies will remain served for generations.

This is not mental illness. This is evil, illuminati stuff, bro. I'm not stupid. Not as stupid as they thought I'd be, anyway.
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Very scary situation to be in. ho do you believe. Who do you trust when everyone thinks your nuts. You can't just talk to people about it. They won't believe you.... (Been through it.)

GOD knows. Trust in whom He sent. His Son Jesus Christ.
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And about your family thinking your mentally ill...

GOD can fix that too.

This is not a joke. This is not a game.

Can can do many things at once but more importantly than that.

He loves you and sent His Son Jesus Christ to give you the truth.

Just you and Him. It's more personal than "indoctrination".

Call out to Him by faith. Acknowledge His Son Jesus Christ.

He cares more than you think and realize at the moment.
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I appreciate your good intentions, but you seem to be missing the point. My family are generational CULT MEMBERS who engage in DARK RITUALS to harvest energy and feed it to DARK FORCES. They used force and coercion to fragment and enslave children born into the cult to ensure that these dark energies will remain served for generations.

This is not mental illness. This is evil, illuminati stuff, bro. I'm not stupid. Not as stupid as they thought I'd be, anyway.
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There is nothing that GOD can not fix. But what is important right now is you.

GOD did not send His Son to give us a religion. He came to set you free from it and to give you real truth. Truth that can only come from Him.

Whom the Son sets free is free indeed.

After all, isn't that something that resonates with you...?
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I am not here to belittle you or second guess you. You know what you are experiencing and what you situation truly is.

I am just a simple man who loves GOD and The Lord Jesus Christ and have witnessed His mighty hand in my life. I am not any better than you and am not qualified to judge you. I have made mistakes in my life too. But GOD can wipe the tears away and restore you and your relationship with Him. Now the truth and that you are loved. Put a stop to those that come against you. And show Himself Mighty to you. That you need not to live in fear. That He created you more than a conquerer.

Please search your heart and know that GOD is good. That is why He sent Jesus Christ.

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