I am a victim of SRA / Mind Control / MK-Ultra

I never pointed to anyone specific, Youre a very poor reader in comprehension and quick to fly off the handle

I said in case history what happened in the 1980s was a mixture of hynotism, mental illness and mass hysteria to rule out any of us being victims of false accusations.

That bullshit is weak. Someone starts a thread like this and that is what you feel the need offer?

hi i think i might be able too point you in the right direction on this one, latly i've come across some interviews online of other people who went through exatly the same thing you are i strongly suggest you listen too this podcast

[link to www.blogtalkradio.com]

There was another show by russ dizdar that he talked with the husband of a women who went through exatly what your discribing. But i forgot where i found it

Please go too [link to www.shatterthedarkness.net]

and contact russ dizdar he is a wonderful person and has had alot of experience with this type of stuff, email him. if your not convinced go to blogtalkradio.com and look up his name. This is the only way to get healed from this kinda thing. Through the power and the Blood of Jesus You too can be set free

Greater is he that is in you...then he that is in the world

Keeping your word? :)

[link to www.raven1.net]

I would be a liar to say I wasn't trying. I will get past trying into doing, but it's still so early in the game, I'm stuck in the former.

Thank you for the encouragement / lighting the fire under my ass. I hope just hope this thread will help some others in my shoes, so they know they're not alone.

Apollo Illuminist shilled my thread?!

Why? Explain this

Lol. That's all I did for years. The memories that have come back together are a mixture of fun fucked and what-the-fuck-was-that fucked.

[link to www.greatdreams.com]

Looks like pavlovs dog ate a whole BOTTLE of blue pills...
...Try red..
Youll get your soul back hopfefully
GOD is the same soul stealing piece of MK ultra made shit
Wake
Up
Sabe her soul so god can steal it?
Face palm

U and me?
Should seriously chat
I have same "chicken pox scar uner my left eyebrow... An implant in my calf that looks like a cigarette burn w something inside u can feel moving around plus out of the blue randomly ( maybe 3 times) its gotten fiercly and intensly itchy from inside out.
I was adopted ... Who knows whata been dont to me but i saw a ufo in 1996 that started e down the path if truth
And i relaized i was terrified to sleep as a kid.. To the point i was nauseaus every single night before bed.. I would pace the toilet almost barfing but never did ..
Had to go to psychoatrist .. Who i remember gave me worry stone and put "egyptian musk" on it and made me smell it ..
I used to have a screen memory reoccuring nightmare of a wooden rooe swing going super FAST and thendead slow .. And in the transition from fast to slow i would wake up terrified .. Soaked in sweat .. Every night
Fact.
"They" the govt which IS aliens have been w me all along

OP is a liar

Why do I say this?

Because if he was real about it, he would not be typing it.

Well then how acurate do you think it is ?

It fucking out there and there are a lot.

Some live in a constant state of "What the fuck" and it's just not that fun.

I just find it easier to avoid the most obvious and easiest sources of control...religion being at the forefront. It gives a clearer picture to sort through and I have enough puppet strings pulling at me already, and there's still enough mess as it is...especially in relationships where people might be playing more than one role. Ah, but now I sound like a lunatic :) welcome to the asylum.

This goes to show how little you know.

One of the best things anyone that has had this happen to them, inflicted with the sickeness of other people, is speak openly about it. Then it loses all power.

...I prefer the word fighter :)

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I think your thread must of triggered one of his alternate personalities, or his walk-in, Poor lad.

Like was said before, be a Survivor no matter who or what comes against you. You know who you are, be true to yourself.

Be strong and have faith sweetheart, things will get better trust me.

You are a survivor op,
so much is clear,accept yourself that you are..

best regards

congrats ap illuminotty on doing a great job trying to re trigger the OP with doubt and guilt.

you did your job.

now go away.

truth is coming out. all over. it's inevitable.

To OP: stay strong. some days are like a pressure cooker - some days are better. I have a small, select group of mk survivor friends - we pray for one another - talk -

I will hold you in my heart and ask God to bless you.

it's gets better - it got better for me when I DECIDED that
God's truth and spirit are in charge and I have full confidence in the victory.

So, the pressure cooker days still occur off and on, but I know that I know God is in the boat riding out the storm with me.
Hope this makes sense - this has helped me the most.

The grace of God is always with us and the blood of Jesus Christ covers and protects me from every fiery dart of the enemy.
for a while I couldn't deal with the idea of the Blood of Jesus Christ. It would trigger me because of bad 'nightmares' I didn't want to let myself remember.
Then the Holy Spirit showed me, while reading the Word that the darkness has tried to co opt the power of the Blood of Christ throughout history. hence sacrifices, etc etc, violent movies, etc.
But 'when the enemy comes in like a flood, YHWH raises up a banner'

The life IS in the blood and when we are in Christ, our 'fallen' DNA is literally redeemed by His.
This is a mystery. meditate upon this.

For all the cruelty of this fallen world, God's Will -thru Christ- continues. His Word does not return void.

Open the Word and speak it out loud. Sing, pray, dance. However Spirit leads you, one day at a time, you ARE reclaiming all that has been taken from you.

I still have those pressure cooker days. There is some I remember, much I don't. What matters is today and where I'm going. But deep in my heart, I know that I know it's not by my might or power, but by His Spirit that I am getting through.
And so I can relax.

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.

I am SO grateful that through the years of abuse and near death experiences and injuries, Spirit has been with me and never left me and some how 'kept' my soul pure.

that in itself is the miracle.

I sense this in you, too.

You will be alright - you're doing great. And you sound much stronger than you think.

Yes, I had to separate myself from everyone from my past. My life depended on it. It came at a great price.

As much as I love the Lord and His Word, I encourage you to
take as much time as you need to trust the advice of me or a church person or anyone.

I have learned the hard way that some church 'officials' are there to reprogram mk ultras.

baby steps

and give thanks when ever you can.

and pass it on.

bingo

thank you

Say, OP, have you heard of Fritz Springmeier? He has done a few presentations about mind control, and although you've probably heard it all, he has written works such as:

"Bloodlines of the Illuminati" and "The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave"
by Cisco Wheeler and Fritz Springmeier

He has also done bible prophecy presentations and has very detailed diagrams and flow charts that tptb use like a playbook to keep everyone in a various forms of unconscious behavior.

He has worked with countless individuals in grueling attempts to reverse the damage. Maybe you will find something to help you with your own personal struggle with this incredibly insidious plan.

i cannot tell you what is going on,but your not alone.

You have no idea what you are talking about. GOD is real. Very real. And I know this. The evidence that has been given me is sufficient.

I keep trying to tell the OP this and everyone else but no one will listen.

I too had gone through some strange occurrences. Praise GOD that He delivered me through it and gave me a testimony.

The people who know me, know this. I never had to say a thing. And I will tell you one thing that is for sure.

Them enemy is hopeless against the Mighty Hand of GOD.

There is nothing the enemy can do to GOD, so the enemy attacks GOD'S creation.

And you are sadly mistaken if you think I took a "blue" pill.

Seek Jesus Christ and live.

i never understand all the posters who say this,why do you assume we havn't allready chosen Christ? or is it that God's special people never get hurt or ill?

Op can you move to a different city? If you live in a bigger city, you won't need a car as the public transit is usually better. And there might be more of your kind of survivor who have formed support groups. As well, you will be away from the grip of your brother and others who wish to control you.

Also: research Kathy O'Brien and Trance-formation of America. She was one of the first who brought de-programming to the people's awareness.

Interesting, I watched a programme about the 'Cathars' recently and how they were accused of incest and sodomy and attacked by the catholic church of all people.

Ironic.

Discernment. People who know the truth aren't (shouldn't be) seeking counsel from psychics or anyone else who speaks falsely against The Lord.

And as you refer to us as "GOD'S Special People". Yes, He does care deeply for us. And I would rather be in the good graces of The Lord, than be in the path of His righteous wrath.

And if you truly knew this and what The Lord is capable of, you wouldn't want to be either.

And what is really sad is people do not know or understand that GOD loves us so much. So much that He sent Jesus Christ to give people the truth.

How do your children know you love them...? Is it because you tell them everyday or do they see it by what you do everyday...?

Love is more than just a feeling. It involves action. It is not lip service.

How about your spouse...? Does she know you love her by what you say or is it by what she does...?

This is why it is important to know the truth from a "reliable" source. The only person qualified to give such information. Jesus Christ.

Because if you do not know and you find yourself in need. As in a certain unusual situation, who can you trust...? Your family thinks your nuts. Everyone and everything seems to be attacking you and your faith (if you have faith). Your world seems to have just taken a complete 180 and nothing seems right. Your scared to death and it's a miracle itself that you have not died of an heart-attack. The things that are happening, you can't run and tell anyone because they wouldn't believe you anyway. And the very people who you thought you could trust are the very same people who are shooting fiery darts.

Your left all alone. No one to turn to. And it doesn't matter where you go or what you are doing. You just want it to stop. To go away. You want your life back.

You just want the truth. You want comfort. You want forgiveness. You want mercy.

You pray and you think your prayers go unheard. You can't sleep and if you do, it isn't good sleep. You constantly have thoughts running through your head all day.

You think you are going nuts because you know it isn't right. But your not. So you just keep going through it. You keep praying. Another sleepless night. Another late night infomercial. You try and cram everything in a short period of time by reading the Bible. Watching TV Evangelists. And no matter what, it is still happening. But you keep your faith and continue to pray. No matter what, GOD'S will be done.

I can tell you that anyone who is trusting in GOD. And The Lord Jesus Christ. There faith will not be in vain.

Stay faithful to what you believe and whom you trust in. Don't let them brake your faith. Whether it be your family, Doctors, Counselors, Physicians, other people who claim to be christians (the enemy comes as an angel of light)but you know something isn't right....

The enemy knows when to kick you when you are down. But The Lord is able to make you stand.

Think about this....

Who is the enemy attacking...? And why...?

Take heart.

The power of your mind in Christ is not in their jurisdiction.