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Message Subject I am a victim of SRA / Mind Control / MK-Ultra
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OP here are my impressions just reading your post. I don't know you personally so take this with a grain of salt and please don't take offense. You sound like a very spiritually in-tune individual and unfortunately it appears that this state can make individuals susceptible to feelings of paranoia and persecution. I think your increased sense of awareness and proneness to other peoples' energies & emotions can often create feelings of alienation and create this barrier or wall that you perceive exists between yourself and those that you interact with. This 'distance' that you perceive can help to fuel these feelings of paranoia/persecution because you feel separate from these individuals that you interact with - like you are operating on a completely different wavelength, and this can create the impression that the others are working together' since you perceive them as being on a similar wavelength that is much different from your own. The ego element of your mind can also contribute to these feelings of being watched as it's the portion of your mind that concerns itself with how others view & judge you. If this part of your consciousness is energized or over-identified with, it can manifest itself in some unpleasant ways, as you may feel compelled to believe you are constantly being watched and scrutinized.

Have you ever sat down and really challenged these beliefs that you have arrived at? Asked difficult questions that force you to question the validity and practicality of these assertions? Have you allowed for the possibility that your perceptions or impressions of the 'situation' may be off? The messages you received from your friends & family, those sounded very normal responses to receive given the circumstances. The actions by your brother did not sound all that out of context either. You have to also understand that if your friends & family have perceived that you went 'off the deep end' they may feel compelled to take actions or reach out to you in a very direct manner and may not know how to approach you or the circumstances because they may feel uncomfortable or that they are not able to relate to what you're going through.

I don't feel all that different from you yet I don't even know you on a personal level. The suicidal feelings need not be elicited by others as they are much more common than you think and I believe are often the product of feeling detached and separate from the world around you - I've gone down that road myself. Please hang in there and stick around. We live in very interesting times and you don't want to miss the fireworks when they start.

hf
 Quoting: ANHEDONIC




brilliantly put.

-wwwasp.
 
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