>I have prayed to God out of desperation many times before and you know what happened? Nothing changed.

well, basically what is happening is that jesus/mary are absorbed into jehova, and so its 3 jehovas that you are dealing with.. jesus and mary are fighting, but they are about 50% fighting and 50% absorbed. forget about revelations..
[link to www.exohuman.com]
take a look at this video.. at about 3:30 thru 4:07 it explains it a little better.. that is.. whats really going on..

you can acknowledge the Aeons as your creator and worship them... try this.. don't do drugs.. I don't worship the aeons directly (but I would, no problem) albeit, I worship 'processes in nature'.. but everything else is gnostic as to what I believe. u can try this..