Once you have seen the light, you cant un-see it. Your creating your own demons through your own illusions. Your working your pineal gland its coming back to life. That just means your starting to see the world through a different perspective than what you used to believe. I opened mine and so far, ive seen the world for what it really is. Thats just it. We are. Thats it. Theres nothing to believe in other than what happens. You will be fine. Just live your life. Thats all we can do