No one will ever be good enough for Christ. That is undeniable.

Romans 3:9-12 What then? are we better than they? No, in no wise: for we have before proved both jewish people and Gentiles, that they are all under sin; as it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: there is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one.

Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: not of works, lest any man should boast.

But that is not to say that God does not have mercy on some. How one knows God has had mercy on them is in the divine chastening God forces them to endure. God does through bad health, loss of money, loss of possessions, or loss of abilities, or even mistreatment from people. God does this for us to realize that we ourselves are the problem, not other people, and that we need to repent from being lovers of ourselves.

You seem to be using your emotions to determine whether something is factual or not. I must caution you against doing so. The bible states that the fleshly mind is hostile to the things of God and cannot submit to them.

If you are sincere about the bible and serving God, I suggest that you sincerely evaluate your perspective on the bible and especially what your bible teachers have taught you.

Hebrews 10:30-31 For we know him that hath said, Vengeance belongeth unto me, I will recompense, saith the Lord. And again, The Lord shall judge his people. It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.

Hope this helps.