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Eye Am not the Nobody phenomenon GLP meme.

 
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Eye Am not the Nobody phenomenon GLP meme.
Truthfully i feel bad for all these people that think they are the second coming of christ and that the nobody meme is talking about them. It's clear they have not made peace within themselves. Peace within my self has been my life long goal. I can associate with the reality of the nobody idealisim. This is my story.

First off, let us address the mythology of the nobody. Really it's more a media term. A story writers idealisim. It pens a good story of over coming. Like the song goes: 'i'm coming out i want the world to know gotta let it show'.

So please keep that GLP the nobody meme and crazy town off this thread.

And now, the rest of the story.
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it was in grade school i over heard one of my teachers speaking as if i could not hear her to another teacher in fustration. "what happened to him?" she asked. The older and wise teacher responded that they would never know and that the younger teacher should focus on the other bulkload of students she had. And that's just what they did for the rest of the school years. I was ignored, and in return i ignored. I liked it that way. I had boundry issues and trust issues. I had been very badly hurt by humanity.

My mother was a 8th grade drop-out who had her first child at 16. My father was a good man that was very bitter by what he was unsure. The truth be spoken they were breeders for an orginazation that wasn't. Long lost plans of having armies of people ready to do its bidding the gothic church in which we were all inducted into the most filthy of mind control doctrines.

My father thought he was working for the mob. They would tell him to bring his child down as a cover and they would watch his child while he did some meaningless task. The truth was they wanted the child. They wanted me. I will leave that to your imagintion for now as the truth is far worst then what you will come up with. At one point i did stand up against what they were doing. They were very crule, and i wouldn't forget. I told my dad, and he went pale, he swore he'd never let them touch me again, and he was good to his word, but that was still only the beginning of my pains.

They dropped out of the program. Told us not to go with the men that we thought we knew. For years the whole family lived in fear that the night time would bring about a family assanation, but they never did come.
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in responce my mother began to drink more heavily. She was known to drink upto a galon of hard a week and that doesn't include the wine and beer. My father took some job. And i was mostly ignored. my older brother was a mongoloid. a barely retarded idiot with anger issues. He was directed by my mom to beat me when i would show sadness. If i would try to reach out in public, i'd be beaten. I was not alowed to have friends. I was told to keep the family secret no matter what. I should bring it to my grave because no one would like me because they would all think i was a freak. And so i did.

For many years i used the television to learn how to act like a normal human being.
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in high school i was the nobody because i was still hidding. high school wasn't trying other then being overly long teaching me nothing and being an introduction to ever more levels of brainwashing and programing through my adult years. I was no bully, nor was i a victim. I was more then anything trying to figure out what the hell was going on inside my own head.

It's easy to brainwash and program children. They are hard wired to trust their adults. When i reported to my dad what was being done while he thought he was making some good money for our family, my mother's responce, besides starting to drink heavily, was for "them" to come and fix it.

Fixing it meant making me forget. So they let over a mind control person told me they were a family friend and that i should listen. They offered me a mickeymouse watch as a reward. I was taught to fold it all up and put it in a box and forget about it. I could never foreget. But i couldn't remeber much. I was lost.

Ans so i was a nobody lost to the world. Thought highschool i didn't have many friends. I had boundary issues. I didn't like being touched. I had trust issues. I was a really fucked up kid. However i didn't act out. Yet i wasn't the type of kid reasonable parrents wanted hanging around their children. I was kept alone and i kept alone.

My mother, rose, was put in control of my brainwashing. This was the foundation to the gateway of hell that would be my childhood.
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i have said before i am the product of euro trash. actually my bloodlines are from rulers and royalty, but that doesn't mean much to me. after all, i was an american boy rejected and abused by they that would think they were fit to rule.

i am married. i met the woman that is my wife back in 1991. I swept her off her feet. She thought i was "worldly". The only thing i lied to her about was my childhood issues. I said i was only molested once and there was nothing more to talk about. That was the same lie my brother, sisters, mother and father was trained to tell about themselves and us all. And this was the lie i kept from her until the beginning of this year 2012.

She, my wife, is no woman of scars. LOL! The only scar she has is from a bottle of fingernail polish that broke when she tryed to force it open. She had a mother who kept her protected. Her father was a little narotic but he had a big heart and was very loving. my wife loves christman times.

My type of person, those that come from families such as mine have a real hard time around holidays. Meanwhile my wife couldn't make big enough deal about the holidays. This year it broke my walls down.

I had been lying to her, many times over many years about that "family secret" i was keeping in the darkest resesses of my soul. The reasoning behind it makes no sense to me now as i've broken through the programing, but at that time i felt it would do no good to speak it, it would make her love me less, make me worth less, make me shamed and many other issues.

I suffered, and in some ways still do, from PTSD from my childhood. This would cause me to fly off the handle in fits of rage at the slightest thing. I did this in chat rooms. I did it over and over. And i would do it to my wife. I couldn't stand the most basic disagreements. It had taken on a life of its own.

However that all changed this year. Everyone that knows me sees the change. I don't get mad. I'm working on, as i have been my whole lifetime, finding that peace i once has and giving it to others freely.
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08/29/2012 07:50 PM
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once upon a time
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you failed to start with it
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i am not antisocial nor am i an introvert. i just pertray these things outwardly because it is simpler then dealing with people for me. i know i use to get annoyed easily enough with babbling people talking to hear themselves talk. those that are clueless to the pains of the world annoy me. Those that use socialization as an escape from dealing with the crapload they carry, that was far less then the shit i had to deal with, leave a bad taste in my mouth.

i am an asshole. i am working to let that go now.

i don't see reality as i think many others do. those men that attacked and hurt me as a child i feel were directed by some black force. That black force tryed to infect me too, but i stopped it. It can be stopped. i know.

Growing up, instead of doing the things my peers did, i realized i had no peers. i spent my time trying to understand. i spent my efforts in trying to see how it all swerled about. i watched as smiles and grimises could travel through a room. i however never showed emotion for the largest part as i feared it was a weakness.

i learned every time you tryed to dress yourself up it would make someone want to shit on you. i learned if you just dress down no one will want anything to do with you. and so i became a slob.

i found the majority of people just want to use you for what they want to use you for. if you show no sign of being useful they just leave you alone.

i found the minority actually care and have hearts, love and peace within their souls.

it shouldn't be taken as a negitive these things i say. I weep more for those that use others then they that don't because i know those that don't will be achieved and those that use are just being decieved.
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you failed to start with it
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you are a great example of the pain that travels through the world. i am telling an honest story, and in stead of just letting it be, you have to speak snide remarks and throw down one star ratings.

i'm sorry.
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08/29/2012 08:13 PM
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how dare you stand in the corner
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truth be told,this is glp you have to be more creative
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how dare you stand in the corner
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i was put there by people like you.

where do you think i should have been standing?
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so your in the corner typing this at this very moment
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k.. so.. your information?.. where?.. i ask?.. close?.. i ask?.. way off?..
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how dare you stand in the corner
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i was put there by people like you.

where do you think i should have been standing?
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story of my life too. i was heavily abused by my parents psychologically, physically, and emotionally at every turn. then i was forced to join a sacrilidgeous blashphemous profane religion of my parents choosing. if i complained i was told i was a liar or a demon made me say it. now, after abuse from a society of freemasons, who imo are disgusting 90% of the time, i dont earn enough to live on my own, let alone start a family of my own. so, i live with my parents who still desperately want to continue abusing me. in a city with an average rent of 500, i earn only 950 a month. so im stuck, while freemasons run everything and do so incompetently. i dont get to have a family, a career or peace of mind. the abuse is endless, but im a kindhearted, hard working, and intelligent man. yet everyone expects me to just try harder. well, trying harder will never, ever work. the pricks in yellow shirts and gold watches get far far more than they have earned but im sitting here in desperation.

and people dont know why im grumpy. i try very hard to be cheerful, but the disgust i feel at these people overwhelmes me. one can only take so much.
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k.. so.. your information?.. where?.. i ask?.. close?.. i ask?.. way off?..
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The person eye am is that energy within myself that got me through the life that i was made to live. This thread is just a reflection of that life of a child/man.

The reasons for me spelling it all out like this is to understand the human side of matters.

These things that did happen to a fellow human being from boston are real.

Intresting to see the reflections of them that would be made in unease because of these truthful words. Those them there that disenable my story tellings here are just signs of the undercurent of consciousness of the collective.

I am very complex for a simpleton. I am multi-dementional being.

Here i am trying to convey the fragle side of humanity along with a journal of real life changes within myself.
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and people dont know why im grumpy. i try very hard to be cheerful, but the disgust i feel at these people overwhelmes me. one can only take so much.
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Use it to work on your own mind. Don't fall into hate for others that don't seem to know how to care for anything but themselves and their own lusts. Realize at the core they are all afraid.
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im at a breaking point, yet i have remained strong, while my abusers remain weak. is there no one willing to aid me? all i need is a job with a livable wage so i can move away and start a life. a life the previous generations take for granted. they took so much for themselves and left scraps for my generation. yet they have the audacity to blame me for not trying hard enough.
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im at a breaking point, yet i have remained strong, while my abusers remain weak. is there no one willing to aid me? all i need is a job with a livable wage so i can move away and start a life. a life the previous generations take for granted. they took so much for themselves and left scraps for my generation. yet they have the audacity to blame me for not trying hard enough.
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it is you that has to overcome you. you fear running away? yet that's exactly what you need do.
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and people dont know why im grumpy. i try very hard to be cheerful, but the disgust i feel at these people overwhelmes me. one can only take so much.
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Use it to work on your own mind. Don't fall into hate for others that don't seem to know how to care for anything but themselves and their own lusts. Realize at the core they are all afraid.
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use it? kinda hard to overcome abuse while the abuse continues. im a better person because i look at these people and see how never to act. but these people have robbed my future to pay for their own depravity. i lack the means to improve my lot in life because of their endless lusts. im a good person in spite of them. i am strong. but they cling to wealth they stole at my expense. im not boohooing, im waiting for these people to realize their sinful nature and return what they stole.
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use it? kinda hard to overcome abuse while the abuse continues.
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If you are over 18, then the only one alowing you to be abused is you.
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k.. so.. your information?.. where?.. i ask?.. close?.. i ask?.. way off?..
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 22847731


The person eye am is that energy within myself that got me through the life that i was made to live. This thread is just a reflection of that life of a child/man.

The reasons for me spelling it all out like this is to understand the human side of matters.

These things that did happen to a fellow human being from boston are real.

Intresting to see the reflections of them that would be made in unease because of these truthful words. Those them there that disenable my story tellings here are just signs of the undercurent of consciousness of the collective.

I am very complex for a simpleton. I am multi-dementional being.

Here i am trying to convey the fragle side of humanity along with a journal of real life changes within myself.
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with love friend.. and dont use peanut butter on all of them.. its ok.. continue..
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im at a breaking point, yet i have remained strong, while my abusers remain weak. is there no one willing to aid me? all i need is a job with a livable wage so i can move away and start a life. a life the previous generations take for granted. they took so much for themselves and left scraps for my generation. yet they have the audacity to blame me for not trying hard enough.
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it is you that has to overcome you. you fear running away? yet that's exactly what you need do.
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i dont fear anything. i lack the means to accomplish what you suggest. where does one run when the world is run by perverse people? can you name a place and method? go ahead i would love to hear it
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use it? kinda hard to overcome abuse while the abuse continues.
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If you are over 18, then the only one alowing you to be abused is you.
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so, youre saying i must choose homelessness? because its simply out of reach to pay for an apartment while also feeding myself, not to mention illegal.
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i dont fear anything. i lack the means to accomplish what you suggest. where does one run when the world is run by perverse people?
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those are all lies you tell yourself to keep you trapped.
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so, youre saying i must choose homelessness? because its simply out of reach to pay for an apartment while also feeding myself, not to mention illegal.
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There are many ways to LIVE that doesn't require you to become homeless. You're just to scared to fly that nest little birdy.
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you make it sound esy but i know for a fact it is not. i have tried that already and lost my apartment because i couldnt pay for it.
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so, youre saying i must choose homelessness? because its simply out of reach to pay for an apartment while also feeding myself, not to mention illegal.
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There are many ways to LIVE that doesn't require you to become homeless. You're just to scared to fly that nest little birdy.
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name....a....way.....now.....
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come on op, if im so scared, or dumb, then name a method, then describe it
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come on op, if im so scared, or dumb, then name a method, then describe it
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if you cannot, then my point remains valid. im not afraid and resent the implication. tell me how or admit you are clueless.
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