Describe your DMT experiences

My first trip, summed up quickly.


It is so amazing to see and understand how everything is connected. The ribbons, portals, chains of complex shapes, designs, etc. It is like seeing and simultaneously reading/understanding the code that makes up the universe. Imagine when Neo sees the matrix code in the form of binary code, but for the universe. It's essential DNA, and how it touches all of life and non-living things and connects it all.

It is very hard to describe for people who have never done it, but I'll type a quick version of my first DMT experience.

I breathed out, hit it, held in it, hit, held in, hit and held in. A few seconds after I hit it, you feel this incredible body and head high come on, It is like the best shroom/acid/salvia trip you have ever had, times 1000. I was transformed into a molecule entering my lungs with the smoke I inhaled. And could hear what sounded like I was wheezing, but I was not. I went into my lungs, went through the internal combustion process and was transferred into my blood, went through my veins and into my brain. I saw the neurons firing etc, from a pov of being there that is pretty much completely indescribable. The entire process of going though my body as a tiny molecule was nuts.

After what seemed like a while but in reality, was only a matter of seconds, I started to be able to see all of the chains of shapes. Some of the shapes were normal, 3-d, geometrical shapes, octagons, pentagons, trapezoids, etc. Others were so detailed and complex I can not even begin to describe them to you. At this point I was simultaneously seeing the chains of shapes flying at me from across the room, completely symmetrical and perfect, ribbons intertwining and connecting everything, small purple "worm holes" popping in and out of existence, evolving/moving complex patterns almost like DNA in absolutely everything. There is sooo much going and that you are only able to take in/understand what you focus on. So I was trying to focus on it all, but you get taken away with how amazing everything is. Not too mention the absolute sense of euphoric joy I was filled with the entire time. Like I was finally experiencing and understanding something divine for the first time in my life. There was this sheet like thing hanging in front of me and the designs and shapes that were evolving onto it and from it were insane. You can also hear these crazy pulsing vibrations that are everywhere throughout this entire experience.

I was just staring and watching as the shapes went through these designs when suddenly a 3-d "Krishna" like character appeared out of it. It was kind of like staring at a 3-d poster while on lots of shrooms, but sooo much more complex and more real. It didn't look like it popped out of the curtain/sheet, it did. Then I noticed 2 other faces, humanoid in nature, but not human, pop out of the sheet as well. They were looking at me, only the faces appeared, but they did not say anything.

At this point I begin to become aware that the room behind me was no longer there. In front of me the room is normal, I can just see sooo much more than any one else could, but behind me is an entire different place. The walls are gone and it looks like an empty tunnel, but there are two enormous "worm holes/portals" that are full of energy. They almost look like a combination from wormholes you see in the movies and those electric globes that have energy running thought them and the purple electricity goes to your hand when you touch them. Any way, I could spend pages describing these portals. Suddenly this voice, this amazing voice tells me to come into the portal to my left. Then, almost instantly, more voices, similar but different, come from the portal to my right. They seem so welcoming and familiar, yet I cannot place them. I cannot tell if they are male or female, but they almost sound like they are unisex or something. They seem so nice and inviting, no mal-intent what so ever.

At this point I am floating in the room, looking down at my 2 friends, everything in the room, the bed I was sitting on, etc, and about to go through one of these portals, but can't decide which one, and ultimately make a conscious decision to stay. That's when I start coming down. I'm back in my body, watching the chains of shapes, ribbons, etc until it subsides more and more. The entire thing lasted about five minutes. I have a recorded telling of it I made a couple of days later that goes into much more detail, maybe I'l post it later.

Next time, I am definitely going through one of those worm holes.

Last Edited by Patrick Bateman on 09/04/2012 08:23 PM

Did you ride the zipper?

I don't think so? Lol, I am not really sure what you mean?

Zipper is when you get torn between two or more frames of time at one perceived moment. Infinite possibilities. Leaving is easy, returning is the hard part.

Oh shit, aha I see what you mean. The second time I did, I have yet to post that experience. the first was more profound to me.

Sounds like fun Patrick. I'm so curious about DMT that I'd like to try it.

Unfortunately I have no idea where to get any.

Best Wishes,

Frater

I'd be interested in consuming Ayahuasca if the opportunity ever presented itself but I don't think it will. Not like I'm seeking it out, but I would remain open to the experience.

Hmm, I thought the Zipper was an amusement park ride!

There is no consequence. Everything is connected and has equal value. Ego is removed. Think about it, this is a vacation from being omnipresent for eternity.

I had literally been looking for it for about 5 years before I ever even got to see it. It is hard to come by. Basically, you need to find a hippy that knows how to successfully get the bark into the country and also derive the DMT. It is not one of those things that you feel the need to do a lot though. Definitely not addicting, and everyone I did it with was satisfied after one time, myself included, even though we had LOTS more. I have done it twice now, and probably will go for round 3 this weekend, it has been a month or 2 since the last time I tried it.

I would definitely recommend trying it! It can change your perception of reality.

did you make it or grow it?

That is definitely on my "to do list". Although it may not be quite as intense, lasting that long will be insane!

Lol, right. It makes sense though, now that I understand what it means. I had never heard of it before.

I am not sure I completely agree, but I do understand what you mean and how that may be the case. It is definitely an eye opening experience to say the least.

It truly was amazing. I wish I would have spent more time writing the story as I feel like I left out so many details. If i can find a way without going through youtube, I will post the recording I made of my experience later.

I honestly do not know how to derive the DMT, but have both read and been told it is not a difficult process. Just make sure the info you get is legit and be careful. I will try to find a good source for you though.

But good luck! I would definitely recommend trying it.

Last Edited by Patrick Bateman on 09/04/2012 09:05 PM

I extract it myself, and I've broken through on DMT somewhere between 50 and 100 times.

Recently when I've broken through while sober, I get shot into hyperspace, where I'm guided by one or several entities through this psychic transcendental timeless space. They "blink" or "transport" me from one entity to the next, and each entity that I encounter is performing some kind of miracle for me. They want me to watch the miracle they're performing. Describing the miracles is impossible, but it has to do with the fact that what they're doing is impossible. It seems like the reason they want to show me impossible miracles is to break me out of the conditioning I've had by living in real life.

About halfway through the trip, the focus shifts from being on them and their miracles to me. Everything starts to freeze, and the eyes are shifted to me. They want me to do something. At this point I get a sudden feeling of emptiness and wishing that I could perform the miracles the entities can. I typically start doing kundalini yoga, and this seems to please the entities a lot. I start yawning for a very long time, and it feels like my pineal gland is trying to pop or something. The wider I open my mouth, and the further I try to direct my eyes into the top of my skull, the better I feel. It feels like I'm stretching a muscle in the middle of my brain, and it's extremely satisfying. At this point in the trip I often begin secreting a fluid from the middle of my head, and I also secrete tears from my eyes.

I end the trip with my mouth wide open and I feel like I'm reborn or have a totally refreshed body. The transcendental euphoria lasts for at least an hour after the trip has ended.

All my life I never had a desire to experiment with any substances other than marijuana. Aside from avoiding the more addictive/dangerous substances (heroin, meth) for obvious reasons, I never felt comfortable consuming any substance without being able to confirm A) that it actually is what it's presented to be B) that it's in pure form and has not been tainted or corrupted in any way. For instance, I was never interested in popping pills because I don't know what's in that pill and certainly wouldn't feel comfortable taking someone else's word for it. Same with messing around with white powdery substances.... Just by looking at it I can't confirm what it is, how many times it's been cut, and what it's been cut with.

Now natural hallucinogens have interested me but I always had an aversion to them out of fear that I would endure an uncomfortable and negative experience due to the unpredictable nature of the human mind and an unfamiliarity of what I would be ingesting. However my outlook on this has changed now that I have learned to free my consciousness from fear-based thoughts. I feel now that I could enjoy a hallucinogenic experience without allowing my mind to create any negative repercussions. However, I still need to feel comfortable with what I'm ingesting - that it is what it's purported to be and that it's pure. For that reason I'm not sure this will ever come to fruition for me. I don't run in circles that have frequent interaction with these types of substances and if I ever came across such substances I doubt I would ever be able to verify its integrity or feel confident that it came from a trusted source.

That being said, should I happen to find myself in South America or in contact with a Shaman or an individual familiar with these substances that I had reason to trust, I would definitely want to explore this experience - under the right circumstances/setting.

So awesome! Thanks for sharing!

Being in the correct setting is extremely important with all hallucinogens, especially DMT.

Belive me, thats one of my main goals in life at this point. Ive heard too many good things about it, and I know its enlightening experience to say the least. Just getting it is my problem lol. You in the New York area by any chance ?

those "trips" you are having are the side effect of billions of your brain cells dying.

Ive tried it a few times ages ago. In two different forms.. one this sort of refined crystal, and another just this strange tree bark matter.

The crystal stuff is exceptionally stronger. I recieved an amount in a capsule and thought it was one dose, but was later told that that one dose i smoked was actually a few. The high was just riduculous. I think i was just so high to remember almost anything at all! I did it in a circle with a few friends. I remember just feeling like a speck, a pin point of consciousness rushing through this odd coloured tunnel. Just speeding right through. When i looked around the room, my senses were bombarded. I couldnt handle what i was taking in. My mind was rushing a million miles an hour trying to process the extreme feeling i was having. I had meditate in the past so i kept feeling as if moving into that clear minded state was best. I could grab onto a still empty mind only fleetingly, but as i did i felt pure bliss. Ecstatic bliss. It felt like the brain processes were pain. It felt like my brain was going to burst, really. Interesting stuff, but wasnt too eager to jump straight into another trip with it.

The next time i was given some of the crystal stuff was much nicer. I sat in the dim lounge room with friends, we put some good music on and smoked slower, enjoyed it. I closed my eyes to vivid, clear landscapes where shapes were morphing, bouncing around, heading each and everywhere. It was really beautiful. I cant remember too much after that.

The last time was the bark material. A friend left some at my house saying it didnt work. She had apparently smoked it, and it didnt affect her at all. So, one night i come home from a Mars Volta concert, in which i took some acid and came home to find this bark stuff on the kitchen bench. My housemate and i pack up a bowl, i sit on the couch and smoke.. BAMMMMMmmmmmmm.... Im gone.. id had a few drinks and joints with the acid and cant remmeber a whole lot, which is terrible, i know.. i didnt think this stuff was even going to work though! anyways.. i phase back into reality.. my friend can tell im gonnneee.. he takes the pipe from me and goes into his room to try some.. I manage to get up eventually and go to his room to check on him.. Hes on the floor trpping, asking me to stop him from passing through the portal in the wall. Apparently a Pharaoh had asked him to go to through a portal in the wall?

Eh i dunno. This was a long time ago.

Ive since tried Salvia a few times, which felt quite similar to me. Salvia i love, amazing experience. Its been amazing to try that since ive grown up a bit more too. But thats another story...

You are an idiot. So every night when you dream you lose billions of brain cells? Did you even read about the research? Clearly not.

Agreed! It's nuts. I'll check out the link, thanks!

Shot out of a cannon and into another dimension. Anyone that has done it would understand. I did it with a mao inhibitor too. Lasted long as shit.

That is an awesome story, lol about the pharaoh! haha. I am not big on salvia though. I agree there are some similarities, but DMT is sooooo much better. It has none of the negative effects of salvia, imo.

Thanks for sharing!

Lol

I want some! lol

Met Aion the Almighty at the Void Cross of the Anima Mundi. Decided it was best to abandon the World Serpent and see how Kether was faring. Found out Lucifer had taken his station and was pretending to be Jesus inside his kingdom.

All your worst nightmares come true.

If the Devil is the greatest trickster, how do you know he isn't in Heaven this very moment pretending to be God?

Alas, Cif is not The Devil. That's Satan. And Satan is charmless. Cif is just his bitch. And anyway he got his ass hauled back to Daddy, so everything's sorted out again.

But I'm not done fucking with everyone.