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My fingers are shaking uncontrollably. I am horrified beyond comprehension.

 
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OP id LOVE to smoke a big fat bubba k bowl with ya.....u rock bro!!!!!!



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Why I want to try Deee emmmmm... is because the experience that everyone seemingly has in common is characterized as spiritual and life changing. Also that it only lasts 5-15 minutes and a lot of people say it has changed their life. Think about it 5-15 minutes and you are shown something that still holds true after you come off the high and changes your life.

I've done all kinds of hallucinogens, empathogens,neuro-transmitter inhibitors, neuro-transmitter enhancers, etc. etc., and it sounds like this is an entirely different type of experience.
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This is how the mint was for me, mind blowing intensity that promises to never be forgot.
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Mint tea you say hmmmmmmmmmmmm........ You think its still legal.....
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In certain states it is not a controlled substance. The stuff I had was named Mad Hatter, very appropriately named.

I think I should still allow myself hallucinogens. Alcohol was the thing robbing me of my balance. Funny how the worse a thing is, the more tolerated it is by this society. Something benign gets demonized and made illegal.
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OP id LOVE to smoke a big fat bubba k bowl with ya.....u rock bro!!!!!!



hf
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Thanks brother. It would be an honor. I'd even go buy the correct paraphernalia. Beer cans really are bad delivery devices.

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I found a book yesterday, dirt covered the cover and I couldn't tell what the title said. I opened it up and words dripped off of the page. I panicked, shut it tight, took it home and put it under my pillow.

I awoke from my slumber. Eyes wide with fear. Through osmosis the story of the book found its way into my brain. Imagery assaulted me. I would never be able to forget what I had accidentally seen.

In the dream time became irrelevant. The soundtrack was composed of screams. A tunnel opened its mouth and swallowed me whole, falling was I, into the pit of hell.

Urine soaked sheets coldly bearing witness to the new shame I could never explain. I took the book and threw it into the attic. It's moving around up there of its own accord.

I do so wish that book had never found me.

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Etched in my head stone is my name in calligraphy. Elegantly embellished it reminds me of when I still lived.

I remember the love I left on the other side. She grew tired of me and went away. I remember calling out her name the moment I died.

She was present at the funeral. Holding hands with her new lover. He had been a good friend, I called him brother.

No tears that day were shed, just rejoicing, it was agreed that I had been set free, to live as an angel or powerful zigzagging energy.

Now, here I float. I go nowhere really. Watching day turn into night, and night into day.

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This is for you OP.

[link to www.youtube.com]
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This is for you OP.

[link to www.youtube.com]
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Looks like some good info in that you tube link. Wish I had that bag of green bud.
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I'm a little nervous about posting a thread. There is a doorknob in my minds eye. I see it moving. Something on the other side is trying to come through.

It calls out to me. Through the door in a rage it screams at me.

I ate for breakfast something black. Wretched convulsions of possession soon after followed.

Collective Conscious? Hop in.....It's just right over there. You like my car? Yea, me too, its just too bad the accelerator got stuck and were heading right for that wall.

I will provide anyone with interest the inner workings of my mind. Up until I get overwhelmed with paranoia and synchronicity that is.
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no takers eh?

good for them

; )
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I'm a little nervous about posting a thread. There is a doorknob in my minds eye. I see it moving. Something on the other side is trying to come through.

It calls out to me. Through the door in a rage it screams at me.

I ate for breakfast something black. Wretched convulsions of possession soon after followed.

Collective Conscious? Hop in.....It's just right over there. You like my car? Yea, me too, its just too bad the accelerator got stuck and were heading right for that wall.

I will provide anyone with interest the inner workings of my mind. Up until I get overwhelmed with paranoia and synchronicity that is.
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no takers eh?

good for them

; )
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Yes, I agree, I celebrate their decision.

I found something behind the wood paneling that's peeling off of the wall.

I had no idea, but there is a secret room that's been hidden. All kinds of secrets hide in there.

I'm too scared to go in. Fear and trepidation over take my faculties rendering me shaky.

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....she counted all the stars in the sky and said, "I don't want that, I want you instead".
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....she counted all the stars in the sky and said, "I don't want that, I want you instead".
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......he exposed his wrists to her and stated, these will heal, for now my heart has been healed.
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....she counted all the stars in the sky and said, "I don't want that, I want you instead".
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......he exposed his wrists to her and stated, these will heal, for now my heart has been healed.
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Scars? I'm sorry. I guess it's what I do...
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Your womanhood has been scarred. Life took away from you the calm and peace of sanity.

You have been chosen and given to me.

Together, one day you and I will scream. Madness will soon overtake us. Destroying us in matrimony. I Do....I solemnly swear that I DO!!!

It's our destiny.
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Your womanhood has been scarred. Life took away from you the calm and peace of sanity.

You have been chosen and given to me.

Together, one day you and I will scream. Madness will soon overtake us. Destroying us in matrimony. I Do....I solemnly swear that I DO!!!

It's our destiny.
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Pure poetry..

I do.
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Your womanhood has been scarred. Life took away from you the calm and peace of sanity.

You have been chosen and given to me.

Together, one day you and I will scream. Madness will soon overtake us. Destroying us in matrimony. I Do....I solemnly swear that I DO!!!

It's our destiny.
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Pure poetry..

I do.
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Then it is settled. By the stars we are commanded. I am yours to do with as you please.

You said the magic words that brought me back to life. I owe unto you, everything.

Only one thing scares me now, and that is the thought of losing you once again.

Please, promise me this, if ever again you must take leave, destroy me and put me back to the place where I breathe no more.
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I promise to wet work you ever so gently. With love..even.
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There resides within your touch, infinite love. Your caress gives to me unlimited hope. A look from you across the room stirs within my heart an emotion of love.

Death from you shall be no different. I loyally await the day you crucify me with zeal.

I imagine your wide eyes and parted lips drawing into your lungs excited breath as you escort me through that final moment in time.
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There resides within your touch, infinite love. Your caress gives to me unlimited hope. A look from you across the room stirs within my heart an emotion of love.

Death from you shall be no different. I loyally await the day you crucify me with zeal.

I imagine your wide eyes and parted lips drawing into your lungs excited breath as you escort me through that final moment in time.
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Bring your light, I'll be your guide.
I will take you down the spiral.
Barreling toward that moment in time...
When we break through, to the underside.
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....she counted all the stars in the sky and said, "I don't want that, I want you instead".
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......he exposed his wrists to her and stated, these will heal, for now my heart has been healed.
 Quoting: institutionalized


Scars? I'm sorry. I guess it's what I do...
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A woman of scars does not have her name written in stone. Why? Could it be she is carved from it? Like Pallas Athena.
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....she counted all the stars in the sky and said, "I don't want that, I want you instead".
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......he exposed his wrists to her and stated, these will heal, for now my heart has been healed.
 Quoting: institutionalized


Scars? I'm sorry. I guess it's what I do...
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A woman of scars does not have her name written in stone. Why? Could it be she is carved from it? Like Pallas Athena.
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Familiar words. I wouldn't be a worthy student if I did not point out she was carved from wood...;)

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They took raw materials such as wood, stone, and gold. They carved in them the graven image of a woman, and worshiped her.

All of their energy focused created within her a divine spark, that provided unto her life.

She now lives immortal.

Forgotten tradition somehow remembered. My heart cries in worship to her. I pray unto thee, save me. Save me from myself. Again.
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......he exposed his wrists to her and stated, these will heal, for now my heart has been healed.
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Scars? I'm sorry. I guess it's what I do...
 Quoting: Anarchytype


A woman of scars does not have her name written in stone. Why? Could it be she is carved from it? Like Pallas Athena.
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Familiar words. I wouldn't be a worthy student if I did not point out she was carved from wood...;)
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Hello Rebel.
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Writing drunk has never been so easy. I languish in intoxication. Forever smiling.

The bass of dubstep warbles. I have been captured. Blink...Blink.....Bliiiiiinnnnkkkk....Morse code and all that.

I have no idea what I am conveying......

Sleep beckons. I shall obey the call. Dreams persist. What horrific imagery tonight, shall I endure???

I hope it's haunting, and mind blowing.

I bid the world adieu. Good bye. C-ya'll tomorrow. I hope.
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I see my reflection in a broken mirror.

It's strangely disfigured and perfectly reflects.

Oh how I wish I were born normal.

Living life without affliction.

Dying comfortably, peacefully.

Nay, Instead it's all the opposite for me.

Life of strife, pain, and suffering.

Death I am sure will be more of the same, as will the after life.

My spirit has been destroyed by my consciousness. Internal conflict that fights to the death.
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I regret to inform the audience that my mind is afire.

Leave while you still can. There will be no escape once this inferno consumes everything.

I would like to apologize to anybody who has read these words.

They are garbage and stink of trash.

I would take them all back and bury them in a shallow grave. If only I could.

They are ghost, and have minds of their own. I don't type them willingly. They are in control. Words. Such powerful things, indeed.
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I just fell to my death in a dream. Yet, I was awake the whole time.

Trippy.

Why was I chosen for existence? Surely it was a mistake. Is this some kind of weird experiment?

Unlocked door lets in all kinds of riffraff. My mind is tearing itself apart for no apparent reason whatsoever.

The joke is on me.

A crooked eye still sees.
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A seasons change brings with it closure.

The summer's heat subsides while green leaves turn brown.

Some may think it to be over, yet I believe it's growing stronger.

The pull of eternity is forever and without end.

Our spirits empowered by the promise of death, that gives unto us, immortal energy.

Connected dots and a solved mystery. I'll see you again.

I promise.
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Beautiful. You have an amazing mind.
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A seasons change brings with it closure.

The summer's heat subsides while green leaves turn brown.

Some may think it to be over, yet I believe it's growing stronger.

The pull of eternity is forever and without end.

Our spirits empowered by the promise of death, that gives unto us, immortal energy.

Connected dots and a solved mystery. I'll see you again.

I promise.
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Beautiful. You have an amazing mind.
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Wow! Thank you for saying that. I only want to please the reader.

This is my goal.

This is what I put my energy into.

Thank you.
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Oh fuck, my spirit just shuddered. Someone in the future just walked over my grave.

It feels good to be alive. Thank you source, for creating me. For tormenting me. I love you all the same.

Death will put me at your doorstep.

I'm awaiting that day.

I call out to you all the time. You ignore me. I'm getting used to it. Strange how you made us live.

Connected to you in such a dramatic way. Thank you for speaking to me through pain.

I believe in you.

I truly do.
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She threw a box fan at him. He had to get up early in the morning to work a job that paid minimum wage. What a clatter that machine made. It awoke her parents who lived downstairs.

They took him in. Gave him a home when he had nothing. They were special people who he will love for the rest of his life.

I believe they thought him to be the aggressor.

Her disposition was jagged with raw anger. Poor girl. She had fallen in hate with everything. It consumed her.

Her emotions, she took out on her lover.
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