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Anonymous Coward User ID: 3295446 United States 09/10/2012 05:53 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Everybody get your game face on. Quoting: institutionalized Pump yourselves up with some music that facilitates adrenaline. I'm listening to the def-tones album, "Around the Fur". Remember some key psi tips. Synchronicity assaults the T.I. with fear, or in my case electric joy. Make contact. Try and glean some intel in a quick interview. I will mirror, and do the same. Let's really juice this scenario up. Give me a gift. Ummmmm. Something easy and readily available. A quarter. A cigarette. Whatever is of convenience. This will bring the greatest gift of all, the gift of confirmation. You could even have somebody make a statement as I walk past them. Something like, "So my granny died and now lives eternal". You know the drill. Well, I'll see you soon. Watching you, watching me, watching you. :) This post makes virtually NO SENSE whatsoever. The ONLY thing I understood in this mis-matched pile of words and half-baked ideas is "I'm listening to the Deftones album, Around The Fur." Otherwise...your attempt to sound deep, visceral yet intellectual at the same time FAILED MISERABLY. Wow! You sound angry. I hope you don't try and wet work me for being way more awesome than you. What have you done? NOTHING. Not angry...just pointing out stupidity when I see it. Secondly, you're attempting to ask me what I've personally "DONE" and then provided your own little..."answer," as if you're qualified to do so. You would have NO IDEA to make any assessments on whether I am a man of action or not, because the ONLY thing you know about me is the fact that I pointed out that your posts make NO SENSE. THE TRUTH HURTS...which is the reason why I can clearly tell that you're angry and are projecting your anger onto me. Pointing out your lack of sense doesn't make me angry...it makes me observant and HONEST. To the guy who said his post doesnt make sence, it doesnt have to. If you could learn to put your ego aside and let the words flow you might be able to understand half of it. Poetry is pure, beautiful emotion |
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institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/10/2012 12:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Serenity777 This post makes virtually NO SENSE whatsoever. The ONLY thing I understood in this mis-matched pile of words and half-baked ideas is "I'm listening to the Deftones album, Around The Fur." Otherwise...your attempt to sound deep, visceral yet intellectual at the same time FAILED MISERABLY. Wow! You sound angry. I hope you don't try and wet work me for being way more awesome than you. What have you done? NOTHING. Not angry...just pointing out stupidity when I see it. Secondly, you're attempting to ask me what I've personally "DONE" and then provided your own little..."answer," as if you're qualified to do so. You would have NO IDEA to make any assessments on whether I am a man of action or not, because the ONLY thing you know about me is the fact that I pointed out that your posts make NO SENSE. THE TRUTH HURTS...which is the reason why I can clearly tell that you're angry and are projecting your anger onto me. Pointing out your lack of sense doesn't make me angry...it makes me observant and HONEST. To the guy who said his post doesnt make sence, it doesnt have to. If you could learn to put your ego aside and let the words flow you might be able to understand half of it. Poetry is pure, beautiful emotion Yes. It is the spirit of art that I hope defines this thread. It's outlandish and strange. To some it is stupid. I promise I don't force them to read it. To others, its something that lives fluid. The goal is to entertain by evoking emotion. Thanks for all the replies. ,./;'[]=- |
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institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/10/2012 12:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I've got some really good news. Yesterday started and ended without anything out of the ordinary happening. I had asked for confirmation and boy did I ever get it. The delusion of personal infiltration was confirmed to be all in my head. The black op that I thought was real was just my over active imagination playing paranoiac tricks on me. I was in essence psy-opping myself, and all of the other people who I believed were connected. How strange my questions to them must have seemed. How many strangers have I looked at with accusation in my eyes? They probably thought me to be insane. I'm glad I'm normal again. Last Edited by institutionalized on 09/10/2012 12:17 PM ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/10/2012 01:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I've yet to feel her warm touch, this girl who lives in my heart. I've heard her voice on the telephone a distance so great, separates. Her voice is angelic, its harmonic and sweet. She speaks the kindest things that heal. She provides existence with life. Without her, it shall surely end. Last Edited by institutionalized on 09/10/2012 02:07 PM ,./;'[]=- |
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institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/10/2012 02:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have fallen deeply in love with my pen pal. Obsessed I have become. She is all that is on my mind. She's not feeling well right now, and had to lie down. I wish I could take away from her and make my own, her pain and suffering. I'd do it with vigor, make it hurt to the tenth power. I love her so much it makes me ache somewhere undefined on the inside. ,./;'[]=- |
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institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/10/2012 02:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Of hell and damnation, let us all discuss it. Is it real? Does there await even more torture? Was this life not enough? The whole concept makes me regret the gift of life. Wish I could have died when I was still pure. Too late for that now. Demon possessed and out of control. Hell fire of eternal damnation awaits my sordid soul. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/10/2012 02:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The world seduced me with it's music. Sometimes I hear the echo of laughter when I lament in torment. Free will offered a fork in the road, a choice I made, may prove itself to be detrimental. Horrific imagery of my suffering assaults me. Maybe, just maybe I can go back to the way it used to be. If I try and pray...............O' wait, I forgot. I committed blasphemy in my writings. Unforgivable. Spewed forth from the mouth of God and banished. ,./;'[]=- |
paul User ID: 23532897 United Kingdom 09/10/2012 04:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dark cloud of oppression gently floats above my head. Aura went black. Introspective my mind turns. My spirit cries out to a savior, in fear. Quoting: institutionalized The world seduced me with it's music. Sometimes I hear the echo of laughter when I lament in torment. Free will offered a fork in the road, a choice I made, may prove itself to be detrimental. Horrific imagery of my suffering assaults me. Maybe, just maybe I can go back to the way it used to be. If I try and pray...............O' wait, I forgot. I committed blasphemy in my writings. Unforgivable. Spewed forth from the mouth of God and banished. some one is back in that crazy place . . knock knock . |
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institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 06:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 06:05 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dark cloud of oppression gently floats above my head. Aura went black. Introspective my mind turns. My spirit cries out to a savior, in fear. Quoting: institutionalized The world seduced me with it's music. Sometimes I hear the echo of laughter when I lament in torment. Free will offered a fork in the road, a choice I made, may prove itself to be detrimental. Horrific imagery of my suffering assaults me. Maybe, just maybe I can go back to the way it used to be. If I try and pray...............O' wait, I forgot. I committed blasphemy in my writings. Unforgivable. Spewed forth from the mouth of God and banished. some one is back in that crazy place . . knock knock . Hello???? Who's out there? Why yes, please come on in........O' it's paul. Thank God, I thought I was inviting in somebody way worse. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 06:10 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 03:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | O.k. Deep breath. I need to say something so personal it will be like getting undressed in front of a large audience. I'm about to say something that will leave me vulnerable and unprotected. Please readers, please take mercy on me. Well, here goes. I can't remember my name, I went insane. I play in a sand box, and eat granules of sand. My mom told me to take a bath. I peed on myself and called it good. I took a brush and fucked my rectum with it. It was like brushing my teeth. Just different. A lot different. I borrowed some money from a friend, bought some drugs, and gave em to a hungry homeless man. He's not hungry anymore. O.k. So what were we talking about anyway......... Huh? OH MY GOD! Did I just write that? I'm so embarrassed. Well we all know the rules. If'n you type it, you gots ta send it. ,./;'[]=- |
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institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 04:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | O' Hi. Anarchytype. How are you? I imagine your naked and smooth body lying in bed as you seductively touch yourself. You thank me for life? Nay, It is I who should be thankful to you. I have a huge crush on you and I really want to ask you something. I have to have another drink before I have the courage to ask you though. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 04:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 04:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's impossible. Wow, I am so gonna fuck myself up later for this. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 04:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It is so very hard to compose a message and send it to the interwebz when tears in a torrent obstruct one's vision. My heart is in great despair. What once proclaimed eternal love for me has packed her metaphorical bags and left. Gone....... I can't even wrap my mind around this event. Misery replaces the joy that she provided with her presence. Wow! I miss her so much. ,./;'[]=- |
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institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 05:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Goddamn Doc Savage, Is it even possible to provide something so disturbing and random as you have with your videos? I doubt it very much. You are the king of awesome randomness. It has been a pleasure. Thanks. Just inserting a bit of absurd levity into the mix. I've played the song a few times. Hilarious brother. I appreciate the crazy contribution to a totally sane thread. Now it has balance. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 05:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 06:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | With a frenetic imagination I imagine her coming to me. Her nails scratching scars into my skin. Intimacy that gives life a pleasure I am unable to describe. Dark reality denies all that I wish for. Instead I am given a normalcy that bores me without the benefit of stimulation. I equate this loss to death. I've just lost somebody so very important to me. I must write to her a eulogy. She has torn from me something important. Something that regulates normalcy. Her absence destroys joy. ,./;'[]=- |
Anarchytype User ID: 17544485 United States 09/11/2012 09:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | O' Hi. Anarchytype. How are you? I imagine your naked and smooth body lying in bed as you seductively touch yourself. You thank me for life? Nay, It is I who should be thankful to you. I have a huge crush on you and I really want to ask you something. I have to have another drink before I have the courage to ask you though. I'm your psychiatrist. This is all a delusion. Are you ready to come back to your special room? |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/11/2012 09:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm so sorry Anarchytype. I thought you had left me. It destroyed me internally. It felt as if my life was taken and eaten by a monster. You're still here. While you are, it is time for me to proclaim my eternal love unto you. I'm getting slammed in the brain by some bass. I'm not myself. Techno, you know! Anarchytype, I met you and instantly fell in love with you. My darling will you marry me? I offer to you my hand in marriage. You are my best friend, and my therapist. Of course I fell in love with you. May we connect eternal? Will you be me, and may I be you? ,./;'[]=- |
ExpertOfSound User ID: 1779676 United States 09/11/2012 09:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Well, I've got just the thing for you! GREAT minds talk about IDEAS AVERAGE minds talk about EVENTS SMALL minds talk about PEOPLE Racism is a crime against humanity. “A good scientist is a person in whom the childhood quality of perennial curiosity lingers on. Once he gets an answer, he has other questions.” ~Frederick Seitz There are MORE water molecules in 1 glass of tap water than there are glasses of tap water in EVERY OCEAN ON EARTH. Thread: THE TRUTH about the "Ancient Astronaut Theory" and Ancient Aliens TV Show AGENDA! |