My fingers are shaking uncontrollably. I am horrified beyond comprehension.

I'm just a muse to fuel your insanity.

Retarded, is such a relative term, here used as comparison to the awesome aka "You".

The words which came out of you,
following that order I gave to you.

Uttered by most others they would suffice,
Can't ask more of cow tippers smoking Ice.

No way. I am just an observer. It was all you.

Bland as ordered...

Yea, engineered to the highest degree of perfection. Without you I will lose my mind. Rocket fuel. Lusting, lusting......still lusting.

I'd smoke some Ice right about now. Got shards? Tee hee. But really all joking aside, do you got some shards?

I'd smoke some Ice right about now. Got shards? Tee hee. But really all joking aside, do you got some shards?

Oh a double post like a shooting star...

It's time for me to make a private wish public. Are you all ready for this shit?

I want you all to prosper and to find what makes you happy. I know what makes me happy. She is an immortal angel. And she is all I truly want.

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Above was posted twice, wow, you must be really waning some Ice.

Hmmm... Everything has it's price,
The cost here is not money but what if you are a vice, laying traps and catching some mice
perhaps you could be vice

Yuck! Your sock smells so stinky. It has rotted away on the bottom. I just have to ask, may I shove it into my mouth?

I'm not vice but I have a vice. I will always be addicted. That's just a fact of life. I tried the most awesome drug ever created and am forever addicted.

Got Meth?

You are lovely, and blessed and I thank you for being you....

It's getting late thus I refrain, best wishes from California and I hope to meet "yall" again.

You are so very ascended. I will be blessed if I ever get to read your words again. Thank you for the communication.

O.k. So here is what I'd like for every reader to take with them tonight.

You all are so brilliant and alive. You actually give life meaning.

I hope for you all the best.

You are all angels in your own little way.

Thank you for existing.

This message will be for somebody very specific.

Thank you for the extra money on my payroll card. It tripped me out. I would have been trippin' even harder if their was more money.

A friend of mine and I were discussing the fiscal endowment, and we both agreed that it should have been 1,000 dollars.

I really appreciate the gift. It was magic, and communicated to me perfectly.

I hear you loud and clear.

So, what's next?

An open letter to the universe.

You have impressed upon my heart to give myself unto you with unconditional love. You have always been within me, and I within you, it's just that now I know it.

You've replaced many dark emotions with peace. It's unsettling the change. You speak to me so clearly while deep in sleep. I awake without remembering the details of the visions, but the emotional reverberation I can feel through out the day.

You are still very much a mystery unto me, I yearn for the hour in which my spirit connects to you.

I imagine the mist of my energy magnetically pulled to you from terra into the heavens. Blessed are ye to me.

Thanks 4 all the fun
and games.
Never even knew
each others names.

This rebel poetry
has got to end.
141 is worried
I'm not a friend.

This place no longer
appeals to me.
Back to the quest.
Love and ra key.

A seasons change brings with it closure.

The summer's heat subsides while green leaves turn brown.

Some may think it to be over, yet I believe it's growing stronger.

The pull of eternity is forever and without end.

Our spirits empowered by the promise of death, that gives unto us, immortal energy.

Connected dots and a solved mystery. I'll see you again.

I promise.

Last Edited by institutionalized on 09/19/2012 07:45 PM

I truly love your writing ....

Thank you. It's not so easy writing without the influence of drugs and alcohol.

The sacraments unfortunately had very specific spiritual side effects.

speaking of that, ever heard of Dee Emmm Tea !! i'm thinking about trying it

Yes, I've always heard, that our minds produce d.m.t and release it at the time of death.

I tried some hallucinogenic mint that allowed me to feel the mind blowing white knuckle ride of death.

It was not even a controlled substance at the time, and came in a fancy package and everything.

Really weird thing. I don't take any drugs, but I really love mushrooms. Not the crazy kind. Seriously, just the kind you buy at the store. If you eat a lot of those things. And we make them with cheeses, and spinich, and spices, etc. But if you go to bed with a lot of those things in your stomach, YOU WILL DREAM SOME CRAZY SHIT. And you'll remember it the next morning. And it is HARD to pull yourself away from that dream state.

Seriously, I think people will find, in the future, that DMT is in ALL mushrooms, no matter how passive they seem.

You just need to eat a lot of them.

Thank you so much for the tip, I know what I'm buying tomorrow. I've been focusing on increasing the intensity of my dreams.

Your theory seems to make sense to me. Why in some but not all? I'm no expert in anything. Especially mushrooms, but I will pretend I am while at work tomorrow.

What mushroom in particular do you cook with? What is your preference?

Why I want to try Deee emmmmm... is because the experience that everyone seemingly has in common is characterized as spiritual and life changing. Also that it only lasts 5-15 minutes and a lot of people say it has changed their life. Think about it 5-15 minutes and you are shown something that still holds true after you come off the high and changes your life.

I've done all kinds of hallucinogens, empathogens,neuro-transmitter inhibitors, neuro-transmitter enhancers, etc. etc., and it sounds like this is an entirely different type of experience.

This is how the mint was for me, mind blowing intensity that promises to never be forgot. Not long in duration.

Last Edited by institutionalized on 09/19/2012 11:49 PM

Mint tea you say hmmmmmmmmmmmm........ You think its still legal.....