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institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 10/02/2012 06:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: institutionalized You know me so well. It is joy indescribable to be you. Does it scare you sometimes to be me? It's total blissed out insanity...ecstasy to the nth degree. I think in another life we were wed in a graveyard. I imagine the memory with vivid imagery. I remember putting a ring on to your skeletal finger, as I was thinking about the incredible danger that defined our union. Demonic necromancy.... You are such a romantic.. I'm actually swooning. Hahhahahahah. Echoes of a past life remind of their presence, in the dream scape in which we all live. Last Edited by institutionalized on 10/02/2012 06:06 PM ,./;'[]=- |
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institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 10/03/2012 07:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hip like Ecstasy, psychotherapy, or digital ego-masturbation, or old like Jesus, Moses, or Mohammed Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24901105 Hand in hand they all serve to the same end over nations. Regardless the brand.... Hip of course. The esoteric will work itself out. Give me right now what will not last forever. ,./;'[]=- |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 815535 United States 10/03/2012 07:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm a little nervous about posting a thread. There is a doorknob in my minds eye. I see it moving. Something on the other side is trying to come through. Quoting: institutionalized It calls out to me. Through the door in a rage it screams at me. I ate for breakfast something black. Wretched convulsions of possession soon after followed. Collective Conscious? Hop in.....It's just right over there. You like my car? Yea, me too, its just too bad the accelerator got stuck and were heading right for that wall. I will provide anyone with interest the inner workings of my mind. Up until I get overwhelmed with paranoia and synchronicity that is. Drugs are bad mkay. |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 10/03/2012 08:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm a little nervous about posting a thread. There is a doorknob in my minds eye. I see it moving. Something on the other side is trying to come through. Quoting: institutionalized It calls out to me. Through the door in a rage it screams at me. I ate for breakfast something black. Wretched convulsions of possession soon after followed. Collective Conscious? Hop in.....It's just right over there. You like my car? Yea, me too, its just too bad the accelerator got stuck and were heading right for that wall. I will provide anyone with interest the inner workings of my mind. Up until I get overwhelmed with paranoia and synchronicity that is. Drugs are bad mkay. Yes. They are habit forming and give life a form of secret pleasure. Transmission acknowledged. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 10/06/2012 02:15 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Was told about the danger. Was explained in great detail that the ground I traverse is not optional for travel. Just for the record. I could not care less about the ramifications associated with my words. I scream. Damn the consequences. Damned this diseased mind O' mine. It has been a worthless hindrance the whole of my life. What lies for me after this? Eternal understanding and subsequent happiness? I do so hope. Technology monitors with a cold eye that analyzes and makes prey of the human condition. This era is yours. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 10/08/2012 03:57 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Incognito watches me from the shadows. It has come to my attention that I have made a grave mistake. I accidentally believed in the FREEDOM of speech. Dialed in, location known. So.........what is next. I've prepared myself spiritually. Requiem for a tower plays forever within my sordid soul. You cannot take this away. Ingrained and internalized. I float about a dream scape. Imagery given me by a darkness I'd like to think does not exist. FUCKING COMMUNICATE. Impatiently I await your words, that destroy. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 10/08/2012 05:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'd like to make a public apology to anybody who has had the misfortune to have read my words. I was drunkenly stupid most of the time. Just like I am right now. I would like to make it public record how much I appreciate this Universe. It amazes me to no end how much you truly do provide for me. Thank you, thank you....... Synchronicity fills me with not only fear, but of undying love as well. I AM A SLAVE TO THE WHIMS OF THE UNIVERSE. I give unto you all of my energy. With a love that is more than loyal. Thank you for thinking about and creating me. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 10/08/2012 05:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I reside within a recurring dream without end. Is not the eternal complex and confusing? I have just made a personal promise to all that is forever, my undying allegiance. I'm now ready to prove myself to the magnificence of infinity. Such a concept confounds perfectly. ,./;'[]=- |
institutionalized (OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 10/08/2012 06:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Universe may I??? Touch every reader not with words, but with an emotion that perfectly explains EVERYTHING? May I please say something poignant, something never forgot? May I proclaim my eternal and universal love for everything that exists? Overwhelming the emotion that provides life at the most molecular stage. I am in love with the experience you have personally designed. I am more than ready for the most extreme of hardship. I lovingly give back to you, that which you made possible. Continual cycle. In worship I surrender myself to all that is. ,./;'[]=- |
paul User ID: 25485371 United Kingdom 10/13/2012 10:03 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'd like to make a public apology to anybody who has had the misfortune to have read my words. Quoting: institutionalized I was drunkenly stupid most of the time. Just like I am right now. I would like to make it public record how much I appreciate this Universe. It amazes me to no end how much you truly do provide for me. Thank you, thank you....... Synchronicity fills me with not only fear, but of undying love as well. I AM A SLAVE TO THE WHIMS OF THE UNIVERSE. I give unto you all of my energy. With a love that is more than loyal. Thank you for thinking about and creating me. long time no hear,how r ya . . |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 26563571 United States 11/08/2012 12:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I watch the Western sky The sun is sinking The geese are flying South It sets me thinking I did not miss you much I did not suffer What did not kill me Just made me tougher I feel the winter come His icy sinews Now in the fire light The case continues Another night in court The same old trial The same old questions asked The same denial The shadows close me round Like jury members I look for answers in The fire's embers Why was I missing then That whole December I give my usual line: I don't remember Another winter comes His icy fingers creep Into these bones of mine These memories never sleep And all these differences A cloak I borrow We kept our distances Why should it follow I must have loved you What is the force that binds the stars I wore this mask to hide my scars What is the power that pulls the tide I never could find a place to hide What moves the Earth around the sun What could I do but run and run and run Afraid to love, afraid to fail A mast without a sail The moon's a fingernail and slowly sinking Another day begins and now I'm thinking That this indifference was my invention When everything I did sought your attention You were my compass star You were my measure You were a pirate's map A buried treasure If this was all correct The last thing I'd expect The prosecution rests It's time that I confess: I must have loved you ...... [link to www.azlyrics.com] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31122283 United States 10/12/2014 05:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The voices keep telling me it's dead and to let it go. I can't. Mental torment carresses my sub-consience. Deeply it probes. Baptised by forbidden knowledge. Is it finally now that we get the pleasure to watch eachother die and return back to infinity? The sky is grey. Winter is making it's approach. The fangs of depression are sinking in. Slow and painful. I resonate with fear. I know it's wrong to do so, but it's calling me. Beckoning. Clearly defining mortality. |
^V^ User ID: 63960721 United States 10/12/2014 05:51 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I watch the Western sky Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26563571 The sun is sinking The geese are flying South It sets me thinking I did not miss you much I did not suffer What did not kill me Just made me tougher I feel the winter come His icy sinews Now in the fire light The case continues Another night in court The same old trial The same old questions asked The same denial The shadows close me round Like jury members I look for answers in The fire's embers Why was I missing then That whole December I give my usual line: I don't remember Another winter comes His icy fingers creep Into these bones of mine These memories never sleep And all these differences A cloak I borrow We kept our distances Why should it follow I must have loved you What is the force that binds the stars I wore this mask to hide my scars What is the power that pulls the tide I never could find a place to hide What moves the Earth around the sun What could I do but run and run and run Afraid to love, afraid to fail A mast without a sail The moon's a fingernail and slowly sinking Another day begins and now I'm thinking That this indifference was my invention When everything I did sought your attention You were my compass star You were my measure You were a pirate's map A buried treasure If this was all correct The last thing I'd expect The prosecution rests It's time that I confess: I must have loved you ...... [link to www.azlyrics.com] Most excellent! Your garden variety Illuminati Princess~ |
^V^ User ID: 63960721 United States 10/12/2014 05:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Universe may I??? Touch every reader not with words, but with an emotion that perfectly explains EVERYTHING? Quoting: institutionalized May I please say something poignant, something never forgot? May I proclaim my eternal and universal love for everything that exists? Overwhelming the emotion that provides life at the most molecular stage. I am in love with the experience you have personally designed. I am more than ready for the most extreme of hardship. I lovingly give back to you, that which you made possible. Continual cycle. In worship I surrender myself to all that is. So complex & yet perfectly sown~ Your garden variety Illuminati Princess~ |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31122283 United States 10/12/2014 05:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Universe may I??? Touch every reader not with words, but with an emotion that perfectly explains EVERYTHING? Quoting: institutionalized May I please say something poignant, something never forgot? May I proclaim my eternal and universal love for everything that exists? Overwhelming the emotion that provides life at the most molecular stage. I am in love with the experience you have personally designed. I am more than ready for the most extreme of hardship. I lovingly give back to you, that which you made possible. Continual cycle. In worship I surrender myself to all that is. So complex & yet perfectly sown~ Your words are so beautiful. Therefor, you must be also. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 31122283 United States 10/12/2014 06:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No matter what happens OP, remain institutionalized for the rest of your life cause your one sick puppy. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 63703888 You're right. I should remain institutionalized for the rest of my life...............................and I shall. Within the confines of my mind I will forever dwell. Empowered by my consience. Immortal somehow. And you? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 6498225 United States 10/12/2014 08:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am spiritually adrift. Lost at sea. I've been looking for God for a long time. I distrust man, his rules, his dogma, his agenda. This leaves me without the benefit of organized religion. I like to think that God is everything, and everything is God. But who knows. Visit source and everything becomes clear |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31122283 United States 10/12/2014 08:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am spiritually adrift. Lost at sea. I've been looking for God for a long time. I distrust man, his rules, his dogma, his agenda. This leaves me without the benefit of organized religion. I like to think that God is everything, and everything is God. But who knows. Visit source and everything becomes clear Everything? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6498225 United States 10/12/2014 08:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am spiritually adrift. Lost at sea. I've been looking for God for a long time. I distrust man, his rules, his dogma, his agenda. This leaves me without the benefit of organized religion. I like to think that God is everything, and everything is God. But who knows. Visit source and everything becomes clear Everything? Everything. Some answers may hurt or confound. I found myself , the answers to my questions and even know the root of my paired soul. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 31122283 United States 10/12/2014 08:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: institutionalized I am spiritually adrift. Lost at sea. I've been looking for God for a long time. I distrust man, his rules, his dogma, his agenda. This leaves me without the benefit of organized religion. I like to think that God is everything, and everything is God. But who knows. Visit source and everything becomes clear Everything? Everything. Some answers may hurt or confound. I found myself , the answers to my questions and even know the root of my paired soul. Things that are clear usually do not confound. That being said, truth hides itself within the murky waters of deceipt. It makes itself available only to those who seek. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 6498225 United States 10/12/2014 09:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | yes a dress change would be lovely ... I was confounded at the truth after being taught lies, it took some time to let logic catch up with knowing is all. Twas like finding out we've been trained to walk on our hands metaphorically |
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FHLC nli User ID: 63948154 China 10/12/2014 09:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'd like to make a public apology to anybody who has had the misfortune to have read my words. Quoting: institutionalized I was drunkenly stupid most of the time. Just like I am right now. I would like to make it public record how much I appreciate this Universe. It amazes me to no end how much you truly do provide for me. Thank you, thank you....... Synchronicity fills me with not only fear, but of undying love as well. I AM A SLAVE TO THE WHIMS OF THE UNIVERSE. I give unto you all of my energy. With a love that is more than loyal. Thank you for thinking about and creating me. [link to www.godlikeproductions.com] |