Ask the Lord: for a personal word of knowledge

Yes,I would like to see Truth beTold come back,also.I could sure use some help.I would like to email her privately if she would provide an address.

All is well.
I have been offline for various reasons including shifting house.
Also, I only come here when the Lord permitts and can't promise to answer all mail, although will endeavour to, God permitting.
Love and Blessings.

For macRobin:

Funny thing happened.
I just posted one for you as an answer to your requests....(but not from the Lord as such).... and it disappeared. At least it hasn't re-immerged yet.

I do endeavour to answer all postings here, but was not permitted to answer yours in any way.

I can only go on how the Lord directs me, not the people.
However, I am sorry that you did not receive an answer. Please read last paragraph of my first posting on page one (again) and that will hopefully give you an insight. There is no guess work here.
I ask now that anyone who wants a word of knowledge tell me their problem that they are already praying about.
I will join them in prayer and take it to the Lord for a throneroom Word of Knowledge the Lord permitting.

macRobin, I am sorry you went through so much pain but I am happy that you survived. God bless you and bless your life.


Blessings.

I'm a very confused person on a confusing journey. Any words of advice? Anything about my future, are my prayers heard?

Thank you for this thread and for your time. May the Lord bless you and keep you TBT.

I am in deep anguish and indecision at this point in my life. I am seriously contemplating asking my husband of 18+years for a divorce. We have tried everything including a trial separation and I think I made a mistake coming back to him. Neither he, nor I have changed and I don't think we will ever be on the 'same page' in this marriage. I'm not sure how much more I can take. I am even seeing a psychologist to try and begin some healing from the many years of hurt and pain, as is he. Any prayerful advice you might have for me at this time would be greatly appreciated!

May He infold you in His blessings.

So tell me tbt.
Am I a vessel of honour or dis-honour?
What does the Holy Spirit reveal to you?

And I'm sure you won't answer along the lines of 'what do you think you are'.

1. macRobin - God loves you.

2. AC 83468 - What area would you like prayer for? More info would be appreciated thanks.

3. 84425 - Thanks and God bless you.

4. 84357 - Yes and Peace.

5. northernlites - I'm back (as you can see) - ready to hear from you - where you need help. I would encourage you and all to pray first up, about any area of concern or wandont_use_thisives, asking for help and a Word of Knowledge...then let me know about it, so I can join in prayer with and for you. "Where two or more are gathered in my name" saith the Lord, he is there in the midst of them.
Do you know just how powerful and wonderful to pray that way - How Good is the Lord.

Amen.

Are you been selective in your responses or God?

87097 Have you prayed about it?
Tell me first.

Blessings and Peace in Jesus Name.
So be it.

87092

Both.

lol

Correction this is for
87092 Have you prayed about it?
Tell me first.

Blessings and Peace in Jesus Name.
So be it.

I'm sorry tbt, but something in my spirit is telling me that you are not what you seem.

Was I a selective choice?

Anonymous Coward
User ID: 87080
4/29/2006 4:40 AM Re: Ask the Lord: for a personal word of knowledge

I'm a very confused person on a confusing journey. Any words of advice? Anything about my future, are my prayers heard?

Been through hell.
Far from the Lord.
Almost no concience left.
No strength left to keep fighting.
Future looks bleak.
Probably dying.

What I need to know is this.

Is there a way out when you have no strenght left to climb out of the hole?

Is there a way out of the hole when you are the one who put yourself in it in the first place?

Can God understand why I am so angry?
Can God understand rage and helplessness?

Does God know why I am the way I am now?

I am bitter and angry and hurt beyond feeling. My whole life was torn away from me and the worst part of it all was at least half of it was my own doing.

What is the way? How do I recover my will to live?

Will I ever in my whole miserable and fucked up life know once again what it means to be happy?

This is a serious question...they all are.

87080 "I'm a very confused person on a confusing journey. Any words of advice? Anything about my future, are my prayers heard?"


*** "Let's look at this says the Lord of Hosts. You do declare that you are in annoyance. Be it so that you do gurd your ARMOUR OF LIGHT about you. For you do balance your directory forces with the Lord's Light upon you thus. Do it daily and don't look back. Be in the Light of the Lord with reference to pulling on your armour. Say it to yourself aloud if possible. Be willing to make agenda of nothing much, yet let go of past ailments, for this is the hurt that follows you around from day to day.

Be ready to settle for nothing less than doing the Will of the Father for his forthright approach is with you still. Do get into the habit of saying His Name often. "BLESSED BE THE NAME OF THE LORD" is an early start to the day that won't go astray but will bring agents of His to accompany you in forthright places of your soul journey here upon the Earth.

Now let's get back to doing the right thing by the Word of God. The Father is the agent of which you will belong when you go home to meet Him in the air. With the Lord God and Lord Jesus, you will become one of the many fold worth saving and say it often that you will be greeted when you do go home. For I have heard you say otherwise. There will be gnashing of teeth and a great surprise to some who do not know of My Word.
Do be ready to meet Him who is the Son, Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ who grants you peace as you harvest these words, to come into being with Me and Mine who do not know what this is about as yet. But it will be told them as they gather speed to do the works of the Father and get busy doing the subject cause that took them away from Me and Mine in the first place. This is to say, that they will liken themselves unto My professional adjustment team of doing things differently from this time forth.

There are many learned ones who take these pages and scrutinize them in order to obey the looks of the Lord upon their shoulders of advice. I say to them, do not be concerned for this one is obeying the precepts and promises of the Lord to bring about an adjustment to the few who go here to balance their direction and seek annulment from fear and scorn.
There is much to learn here on the otherside, when you do go back to heaven. It is adjusted as we speak and there is might and power to be had in these words of complaint as well as from fire and brimstone, yet accord also in the looking unto Jesus the magnifier of Truth of the Father who seeks to bring blessings and honour unto the tribe of Judah who seek him out first and obey the encore of adolescent your behavour few and fewer to the extent of not one more.

Do be willing to take another course in adjustment from time to time.
Be it willing to make the adjustment into the Father's program that He has for you to declare His Name often. It will make you stronger and stronger and bring alliance with His cause and affect, then it will bring adjustment and balance and directional causes will take their place where they belong.

Do you understand that it is willing for Me to be obedient to the cause everytime they tell you something that is not the way it ought to be, so say the opposite and include Me, My Name is adjacent to yours in every situation you bring to the score card of life agenda be willing to make adjustments in the glory of the Father who brings great reprieve and relief.
For you are going places you know not of.
Your balance is assured also when you awake and say My Name saith the Lord of Hosts. I come to bring you peace and joy and the Spirit of Truth to balance your systems as well. Do take care what you eat for you are granted peace there do dwell with those who care about you and bring you home to the Father when it is time. Right now you are going on a journey of goodness sake address bless honour obedience and blessed assurance Jesus is mine affect. It will bring you crazily into deliverance but take heed that all is well concerning for effervescent spirit. For you are adjusted and balanced as we speak.
Do not be afraid to make haste to do these things. It will bring you relief from time to time when you do so need it, an adjustment is assured.
I make no adjustment to Truth. So I tell you uprightly that you need to pray always unto the Father with alliance unto myself saith the Lord Jesus Christ. I go to prepare a place for you. But you will need to let me know what it is you are crying about. For I have much to consider with you being in the household of fear and alert. Next to your single, you are adjacent to Myself. So do be willing to make a go of it and bless the other in the other one whose framework is your blessed accordance with fame. Do you know what I mean? Ask if not. For I am making a debt payment induced in your name to the Father's counsel and adjusting it as we go along. You are making more sense now than you ever did before.
You are balanced with repetitious achievement yet it is not enough. I go before My Father to exclaim to Him, His balance is assured. For you are making wind as we gather speed to announce the affects of this meeting upon your cause and affect a change for the better.
There is much more to be told. I go in Peace knowing all is well. The Father's adjournment is sure but will be brought to you as you speak His Name out in the mid mornings when you awake and take care not to stretch too much or you will break your mouth into a smile. It will be so. For you are going onto the Mount of Olives to partake of the wine and bread with Me when you get through.
So be it. For I have come a long way to balance your direction in pieces upon pieces and acclaim a job well done.
Now go in peace and abide in the Spirit of the Lord who is the Spirit of Truth. I am with you. Never be afraid. I will help you. I will guide you. Just ask for it is the Truth of the Father, to begin again a battle won a long time ago has returned and adjusted itself to delivery for the foretold events shall never again happen. Blessed be the Name of the Lord. Just try again each time you make a choice is in your own hands, but deliverance is assured and assaulted is the cause to take strain no more. Blessed be the Name of the Father of Might and Power and Honour and Glory and Peace and Adjustment and Blessing. Garrison yourself often. Turn it on like a tap. Blessed be the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ. So it shall be for you have come a long way this time. Do be willing to make a go of it for Our Name's Sake. Amen."


lol

Thanks. Why are you laughing? : )



Nope- I'm asking what this means.


So do be willing to make a go of it and bless the other in the other one whose framework is your blessed accordance with fame. Do you know what I mean? Ask if not.

87080 (yes) selected for sure - see above posting.

MW 966
and 85041 -
I will get to your postings next but this being in Australia time here it is well past bedtime and yes 85041 these are serious questions and I do thank you for them..... you are both in my prayers before I sleep.
God bless you both.
Peace be still. Amen.

lol

I'm more confused, you said to ask?


87080 (yes) selected for sure - see above posting.

87080?

"Thanks. Why are you laughing? : )
Nope- I'm asking what this means.
*** So do be willing to make a go of it and bless the other in the other one whose framework is your blessed accordance with fame. Do you know what I mean? Ask if not."

*** There is another person coming upon the scene who will bring you blessed accordance with famous disposition. You will see what I mean when it comes about that you take a stand for the cause of simply smiling more often. You are most acceptable in the cause and affect for the few who govern the Lord's counsel are again taking stands with you to bring about a change for the better and enjoyment is assured. Get ready to debate the blessing affect, for I will give you fame as well as cause and take none of your nonsense into the bargain. I am the Lord who refuses to be put off by your stirling attitude of not seeking to confound the masses who take charge when you accompany the cause and affect into oblivion. I am making no mistake with this one who is willing to debate the affect herself as she prints this out. But I take a stand for the obvious to become apparant as we seek settlement into the bargain and get busy doing the core work that has come into being by being diffused from the Father of all counsel. Do be willing to make the adjustments as selected in the few preceeding words given your way, by way of a laugh or two when you get through. So be it. I am your Lord and Savour Jesus Christ who comes to tell you of the Father's Will for your life is nothing short of miraculous and outstanding. Now get busy. I seek to bring a smile upon your dial but it would be worth it to discover the pain no more and bring it on yourself. Blessed be the Name of the Lord. Amen."


lol

The Lord spoke to me as I was beginning to close for the night. He said,

***"I have one more aparatus for them.
Tell them it is time to declare the Lord's Glory.
Get busy doing this often. It will bring down the Glory of the Lord upon their heads and balance the selected few who take these words seriously.
I am willing to make adjustments as we speak."
Thus saith the Lord Jesus Christ.
So be it Amen.



lol

Thanks.


Can you help me understand your writings some more, when you get time? Sounded like I'm in trouble kind of.

Sorry about the ID changeing.

87080 - 87145

Yes you may. It will be addressed to the Lord. What part?


lol

87092: "So tell me tbt.
Am I a vessel of honour or dis-honour?
What does the Holy Spirit reveal to you?
And I'm sure you won't answer along the lines of 'what do you think you are'."
........
Blessed be the Name of the Lord
***"I am your Lord who refuses to be blamed for the lot you have experienced. You are governing the world by your coat of many colours. You want to reveal to me the past purpose for your doing such things of nought, but don't do them ever in the Presence of the Father. For He will not look the other way next time. You are governing yourself to be concerned about this now. Nought has been required of you so far. It is up to you that you do the things the Lord has for you to do. Sojourne My friend.
Be welcome wherever you go. Do be willing to look My way on the occasion you do not understand what it is all about. Get rectified with the offending seance affect upon your life and be ready to take up the battle that will ensue once you do that again. For I say, they are not willing to give you up either. So do get dressed in your battle gear and behold the change that shall come across your face as you see the good that ensues out of it. Again once more, I say, be willing to let go of the past and sanctify the future with My Presence upon you, you'll do what you came here to do in the first place. Just realise that the Lord's Presence is ever set upon your face as you carry the burden of the future, I will lift it off you, past, present, future.
There is coming a time when this is adviseable to stop. That is the Words of the one who is coming here each day to do the work of the Father through these columns. I say to you, be ready to take up the call to do your work in the so and so world. For that is what you think of it. I come to repleat your averaging out and go before the Father with much Grace for you to astound you into being yourself once more in the Light of My Glory. You do adobe with the few who gather around you. But precious child, you are weary, oh so weary. Do be willing to take the plunge once more and balance the books of the Gloryland and tell Me what you think about all of this. You are forsaken not. You are gathered in My arms. For I pretend not to abase you sometimes. For it is willing of the Father that I do so just that. You have come along so far. Do be willing to go the rest of the journey with Me in hand and Mine in yours as you gather speed towards the end times that are coming fast around the corner. I balance the system of the one doing the work for she is in tears as she speaks this out for me on the page of life which is yours. You are balanced and correctly so. I go to My Father to adjust the outcome. For you will see a huge difference from now on. Be balanced My child. Get ready for the darn fight of your life. But know again, you have the corruptable few at arms length and can begin again. I say to you, do what it is that made the difference in your life the first time round. You are carrying a burden of the highest degree. You are seeking Truth manifest through Me and My writings galore. Don't be afraid to ask again. For I have come into the sequence of doing this work from afar yet near. "

So be it.

In Love of the Lord Jesus Christ.



lol.



*Battlegear: ref. Ephesians 6.

MW 966: "Thank you for this thread and for your time. May the Lord bless you and keep you TBT.
I am in deep anguish and indecision at this point in my life. I am seriously contemplating asking my husband of 18+years for a divorce. We have tried everything including a trial separation and I think I made a mistake coming back to him. Neither he, nor I have changed and I don't think we will ever be on the 'same page' in this marriage. I'm not sure how much more I can take. I am even seeing a psychologist to try and begin some healing from the many years of hurt and pain, as is he. Any prayerful advice you might have for me at this time would be greatly appreciated!
May He infold you in His blessings. "
......
Blessed be the Name of the Lord.
***"Our Father which art in Heaven. Hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy Will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Thine is the Kingdom, the power and the glory, Forever and Ever, Amen.
That is an amassed fear that has just lifted of you. There is coming a time like none else that will increase the variance of fear among the people of God purposed to do the work for the Lord. I come to annulify the affects and take heed that you do also. For I am gathering speed with this. You will be certain that it is yours as you do adjust to the circumstances of life and move on in various ways to perform the word spoken in haste, or not at all.

I come to the vengeance is Mine plus the bit about not doing the right thing by one another. You are carrying a big load of resentment and do adobe about it much on the internet variance speed thing you all speak about. It is much to My credit that you are as good as you are. For you have come a long way in performing the works of the Lord, in many cases bringing many to Me by word of mouth and by doing the things you do, yet in accord with My work they are somewhat lacking. For I can tell you not to do such and such a thing, but you would not agree. For it is done in a Holy manner and you make the most of it. For what it is worth, it is not so in My World up here in Heavenly Realms. There is coming a time when you will speak out the Truth like nothing before said or done and you will be amazed at the outcome. For there will grant you peace as you do your Fatherly Realm's Work and agree with Me in the long run to become one of the nuns of the assistance field. I have come to many a time with you when you have not known, and sought comfort through them that are abased rather than through your Lord Jesus Christ. I am come to annulify what it is you so adjourne in your life to do, become, whatever the tact, it is not right until you have governed with Me what it is you so desire to get done. For I have governed you rightly. You are blessed every which way you turn, not looking back and moving forward to assist the Lord's team workers who gather round you now to perform the miracle of assistance that you so need. To some of them, you are crazy to turn your back on your husband. To others, it is not right you stay. So what are you looking at, Me or them? I say, stay. Do what it is you came here to do in the very first place. It is none but miraculous. You come in acclaimed glory of the Lord to work at the field of alliance, with the devil at hand to put the word in wherever he can. I come to glorify the Father through these Words. Make manifest the glory of the Father yourself and seek His assistance at every turn in the road. For hell-bound is this union should it persist the way it has thus far. Do be welcoming in My presence for I am a manifest affect of the Father's Will upon your glory of hope and hasting away to the Father as we speak it out together say;
* I AM ONE WITH THE FATHER'S WILL FOR ME IN MY LIFE.
* ADJACENT FEARS DISAPPEAR AS I GO ABOUT MY BUSINESS FROM DAY TO DAY ON A DAILY BASIS.
* I SEEK THE LORD DAILY TO COME INTO COUNTERPART WITH MY HUSBAND IN A PROFOUND WAY OF DOING THINGS DIFFERENTLY TO MAKE UP, FOR THE LORD'S GRACE IS MIGHTILY UPON ME AS I DO THIS, AND UPON HIM ALSO.
* I AM GUIDED INTO BALANCE AS I SEEK RESTITUTION WITH MY FATHER AND HIS LOVE TO ENDURE TO THE END.
* I AM GIVEN THE RIGHT WAY OF DOING THINGS IN ORDER TO BECOME PROFICIENT AT PEACE AND PASS-TIME EVENTS.
* I AM COMING INTO THE PROFICIENT WAY OF DOING THINGS WITH THE LORD AT HAND TO SHOW ME JUST WHAT IT IS ABOUT AND HOW TO DO IT WITH REGARD TO MY WORK. [ALLIANCE WITH ME IS NECESSARY, SAITH THE LORD].
* BLESSINGS AND HONOUR AND PEACE ARE MINE AS I GO FORTH FROM DAY TO DAY IN THE PROFICIENT MANNER TO WHICH I AM ACCUSTOMED, AS I TAKE THE LORD GOD WITH ME IN ALL I DO.
* I AM BALANCED.
* I AM DIRECTED.
* I AM NOT PUT OFF BY CRASS SITUATIONS.
* I AM CAPABLE OF BECOMING WHO I AM IN CHRIST JESUS.
* I AM NECESSARY TO THE CAUSE AND AFFECT OF THE SITUATION BEING DISCOVERED THAT WILL BRING PEACE AND PURPOSE TO MY LIFE AND TO HIS ALSO.
* I AM COME TO DELIVER THE WORD OF GOD TO THE PEOPLE OF PROSPERITY, PEACE, JOY AND DELIBERATE SANCTIFICATION THROUGH MY ART FORM WHICH IS NO MORE,FOR I SHALL TAKE UP THE WORD OF GOD AND DO THE ASUNDER UNTO BATTLE AND BEGIN AGAIN "FOR I HAVE COME TO DELIVER YOU" SAITH THE LORD OF HOSTS.
* I AM APPROPRIATE IN ALL THAT I DO FOR THE LORD IS AT MY SIDE DOING THE GOD-SEND WORK THAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED TO DATE. YET I NEVER GO ASTRAY FOR HE IS THERE APPROPRIATING WHAT I DO AND BALANCING THE SYSTEMS OF THOSE WHO ARE IN DEBT TO DO THE SAME AGAIN.FOR IT IS SAID I AM NO GOOD WITHOUT MY FATHER, YET THE LORD'S PREFENCE TEAM IS ABATING AS WE SPEAK AND GATHERING SPEED TO ASCEND AGAIN IN ANOTHER FORMAT. "FOR YOU ARE COME INTO THE GLORY OF THE LORD IN HIS WAY AND NOT YOUR OWN."

"It is not I your Lord Jesus who spake that out. It was from My Father's throne who came to deliver it asunder and to tell you not to frown, yes and neither to fret, for I have come to amass a fortunate alliance with yourself and your husband of score years who will be delivered this day as well. He will come into the learning of what is right through these very words and will come to amass a fortunate alliance with Myself and those others who are the Lord Jesus Christ's officiate team.
The couple with whom you do abide, will be delivered of the foul smelling elements of the Lord's work that you bring upon people who do not know Me your Lord Jesus Christ. That is to say, they (the couple) are not welcome in your home, office etc any more. Do I make myself clear? If not, get busy doing the things the Father has told you so to do and it will be made evident. For there is one there that comes in the Name of the Lord and who does the work of Angels but it is not I saith the Lord of Hosts. It is fathomless to explain to you this far, but you will begin to believe it when it has come to pass that you no more have the official threat hanging over your marriage and you so take on board the things the Lord has governed you well to do. You are my friend and I will obey the works of the Father to tell you not to go there again with those works that bring on the seance affect yet are said truly to come from Me. I am your Lord Jesus Christ who tells you to make haste to deliver yourselves out of this bondage and make a 'begin again' approach to your life in general. For I have come to glorify the Father through the works of this one who prints this up for you.

There is something else I tell you to abound in the glory of the Father, yet it is one and the same to do it for Me and Mine. I am one with the Father is a great saying yet it is still with Me in the picture that you need to be. I am one with the Father also, but only to the respect of the few who go there do they know the true longing of the Father is to be one with you also. It is a must however, that you take Me your Lord Jesus Christ along with you whenever you go to the Father for the Name is right yet not always is the picture evident. I come to balance the systems of the few who read this who will take any notice at all and will become one with the Father's sainthood approach not-withstanding. Blessed be yourself and those who come to glorify the Father as well as the Lord's preference team who work with them. There is not much more to be said here. I go to balance the books and seek sustenance with the Father's Will upon you, you will be governed well into beginning again with you and your husband. Come again unto me to deliver yourself from those that would abort but do not know how. There is coming a time to magistrate this more and more. I am come to be of assistance to My flock and seek the Father on these matters.
It is well said that I am the Lord of Hosts. But I do declare it this day to be one with the Father is necessary through the Lamb's profound experience. If you will pray with Me I will deliver you into the courtship of the century to be done unto the Father's Grace upon your hearth and home. So be it. Done. Amen."


In Christ with Him the strength of glory.


lol.

87092:
"So tell me tbt.
Am I a vessel of honour or dis-honour?
What does the Holy Spirit reveal to you?
And I'm sure you won't answer along the lines of 'what do you think you are'."
........

Blessed be the Name of the Lord
***"I am your Lord who refuses to be blamed for the lot you have experienced. You are governing the world by your coat of many colours. You want to reveal to me the past purpose for your doing such things of nought, but don't do them ever in the Presence of the Father. For He will not look the other way next time. You are governing yourself to be concerned about this now. Nought has been required of you so far. It is up to you that you do the things the Lord has for you to do. Sojourne My friend.
Be welcome wherever you go. Do be willing to look My way on the occasion you do not understand what it is all about. Get rectified with the offending seance affect upon your life and be ready to take up the battle that will ensue once you do that again. For I say, they are not willing to give you up either. So do get dressed in your battle gear and behold the change that shall come across your face as you see the good that ensues out of it. Again once more, I say, be willing to let go of the past and sanctify the future with My Presence upon you, you'll do what you came here to do in the first place. Just realise that the Lord's Presence is ever set upon your face as you carry the burden of the future, I will lift it off you, past, present, future.
There is coming a time when this is adviseable to stop. That is the Words of the one who is coming here each day to do the work of the Father through these columns. I say to you, be ready to take up the call to do your work in the so and so world. For that is what you think of it. I come to repleat your averaging out and go before the Father with much Grace for you to astound you into being yourself once more in the Light of My Glory. You do adobe with the few who gather around you. But precious child, you are weary, oh so weary. Do be willing to take the plunge once more and balance the books of the Gloryland and tell Me what you think about all of this. You are forsaken not. You are gathered in My arms. For I pretend not to abase you sometimes. For it is willing of the Father that I do so just that. You have come along so far. Do be willing to go the rest of the journey with Me in hand and Mine in yours as you gather speed towards the end times that are coming fast around the corner. I balance the system of the one doing the work for she is in tears as she speaks this out for me on the page of life which is yours. You are balanced and correctly so. I go to My Father to adjust the outcome. For you will see a huge difference from now on. Be balanced My child. Get ready for the darn fight of your life. But know again, you have the corruptable few at arms length and can begin again. I say to you, do what it is that made the difference in your life the first time round. You are carrying a burden of the highest degree. You are seeking Truth manifest through Me and My writings galore. Don't be afraid to ask again. For I have come into the sequence of doing this work from afar yet near. "

So be it.

In Love of the Lord Jesus Christ.



lol.



*Battlegear: ref. Ephesians 6:10-17

This piece, and the assault thing.


Truth be told
User ID: 2737
4/29/2006 6:15 PM Re: Ask the Lord: for a personal word of knowledge

87080 - 87145

Yes you may. It will be addressed to the Lord. What part?


lol






*** There is another person coming upon the scene who will bring you blessed accordance with famous disposition. You will see what I mean when it comes about that you take a stand for the cause of simply smiling more often. You are most acceptable in the cause and affect for the few who govern the Lord's counsel are again taking stands with you to bring about a change for the better and enjoyment is assured. Get ready to debate the blessing affect, for I will give you fame as well as cause and take none of your nonsense into the bargain. I am the Lord who refuses to be put off by your stirling attitude of not seeking to confound the masses who take charge when you accompany the cause and affect into oblivion. I am making no mistake with this one who is willing to debate the affect herself as she prints this out. But I take a stand for the obvious to become apparant as we seek settlement into the bargain and get busy doing the core work that has come into being by being diffused from the Father of all counsel. Do be willing to make the adjustments as selected in the few preceeding words given your way, by way of a laugh or two when you get through. So be it. I am your Lord and Savour Jesus Christ who comes to tell you of the Father's Will for your life is nothing short of miraculous and outstanding. Now get busy. I seek to bring a smile upon your dial but it would be worth it to discover the pain no more and bring it on yourself. Blessed be the Name of the Lord. Amen."

Anonymous Coward
User ID: 85041
4/29/2006 9:15 AM Re: Ask the Lord: for a personal word of knowledge

Been through hell.
Far from the Lord.
Almost no concience left.
No strength left to keep fighting.
Future looks bleak.
Probably dying.

What I need to know is this.

Is there a way out when you have no strenght left to climb out of the hole?

Is there a way out of the hole when you are the one who put yourself in it in the first place?

Can God understand why I am so angry?
Can God understand rage and helplessness?

Does God know why I am the way I am now?

I am bitter and angry and hurt beyond feeling. My whole life was torn away from me and the worst part of it all was at least half of it was my own doing.

What is the way? How do I recover my will to live?

Will I ever in my whole miserable and fucked up life know once again what it means to be happy?

This is a serious question...they all are.

User ID: 85041
Don't wait on this tbt.
It sounds like you've lost all hope.

Jesus told us that if you are seeking the Kingdom of Heaven, not to look outwards but inwards as it is in ourselves.
Don't rely on this tbt to guide you as they seem to be confusing you more than helping with your issues. This tbt cannot act as a go-between with you and God. God knows our true hearts more than any man and He knows yours.

We are told in Gods Word that if we seek Him with all our heart and soul, we will find Him. You seem quite genuine in your seeking. Ask the Holy Spirit to help you and believe without doubt that Jesus was God incarnate into flesh who died and was risen for us and has paid the ransom for our sin.

If you have a bible, pray that the Holy Spirit will guide you and read.

Here are a few links that might be of benefit.

[link to web2.airmail.net]
[link to www.biblegateway.com]
[link to www.scripture4all.org] and a download [link to www.scripture4all.org]

May God bless you and keep you safe.

Hope??

Whats that?

If hope could be measured from 1 to 100% I would be at the 3% level about now.

I know the bible from cover to cover.
I know in theory what I should be doing.
But after the hell ive been through I have no strength left to keep going. I am all battled out. I sin heaps as we all do and I almost no longer care.

God should be big enough to understand. I scream at him from time to time. Ive called him names that would remove the rust from shipwrecks. Its not that I am blaming HIM as such...its just that ive got no one to talk to and no way of letting it all out so I let it out on the only one around../..GOD.

Ive fucking had enough of this life. I just want this miserable existence to end but God wont let me die. Everything has been torn from me. My family...my daughters...my mother...every friend I ever had. All gone or dead. I am alone.

I met Jesus once a long time ago. Knew Him personally. Those days have been swallowed up in endless pain and heartbreak. Whats worse is that a lot of it was my own stupid fault. The burden is intolerable. And now I find I cannot even pray except to scream out in anguish from time to time. I have no will left and no strength. I am worn out menytally and emotionally and spiritually.

The church...what a joke. When I went to them with my agonies right after my wife left me and my mother commited suicide was "take two bible verses and see me in the morning" Not one of them gave a shit. Not one of therm ever called me up to see how I was doing...and when I didnt go for weeks on end not one of them missed me.

Fuck the church.

I still believe in Jesus and what He did on the cross. I met the bloke...my life was hell ever since. Two weeks in the spirit. I walked and talked with Him. In fact He told me what lay ahead.
He said it was not going to be an easy path and that there would be times I would want to die or lose the will to liove. Well...for the tenth time I have reached that point...only this time I am NUMB. I no longer feel. I almost dont care...its not that I dont...its that I cant. And another thing...When I met him all those years ago He gave me several visions of the future. I have had several since then too. They all pointed to NOW and the immediate years ahead. And here I am all worn out and battle weary and sin drenched KNOWING what is about to hit us all.

Thus part of the reason for my despair. I should be in top spiritual condition but I pissed all my time up against a wall and watched as my family was ripped away from me and my mother killed herself and now...I watch as the end of all we know begins to take shape exactly as I saw it. We dont have much time left and I am stuck in the mud. I cannot move and I cannot feel and I can barley pray. I know what is going on but I am powerless to rise up once again.

Is this where God wanted me to be?? Powerless..no strength left of my own?
Is this Gods way of making a miracle happen because I can do nothing at all. I cant move. If I am ever to rise again it will be GODS doing and not mine.

To this time right now I am blind. I saw what has passed. I have seen what is coming. But as to now at this moment...I have not seen. Perhaps this is why...if I knew how the miracle was going to happen I would influence it and maybe miss the chance being offered. Have you ever been blind? Its like that. Cant see how to get out and even if I could I am stunned and cannot move.