its not 3k. anyway.
you sort of lost me

you feel detached from the hunter gatherer part of yourself? who is intouch with that part of themself?? like did you used to hunt alot and thats what you meant because you no longer do??

secondly, you said you feel un mascaline and doing mundane things doesnt fullfill or satisfy you?.

i think theres other issues here then hunting? you just wanna learn how to hunt? or you think its gonna make you feel more whole or something?? i dont getit.