I moved an object using my mind last night and it freaked me out...

I feel uncertain about life now. This really shocked me. My wife thinks I am crazy, my children also. I really don't know how to handle it.

This is too much fo9r me now.

I see all these threads about ascension and what it means, and I can't but think: Is this what I am experiencing now?

Is this the future of our race? I can't help but think that if everyone becomes able to do what I can do, this world will be engulfed in flames, and it will be utter chaos.

I can also explain the headache but be warned you may not believe me because i dont really know (again im just sharing experiences) one of the things i first learned to do before practicing any kind of telekinesis, is opening up my third eye (pineal gland, seat of the soul, etc.) And when you first start to feel it, its almost a pressure coming from the middle of your head (where the third eye is) and when you get it open you can actually feel a weird feeling coming from your forehead. This is the chakra that controlls your sleep and wake cycle. When you see with your third eye, you are seeing energy. The pictures you get in your head when your thinking of the route back to your house, the way you can remember the taste of chocolate chip cookies, all the sences come from your brain. When you dream deep REM sleep you are seeing energy as your mind plays a story in your head. If you can balance between beeng "awake, yet asleep" and you build your willpower and knowledge, you will be able to do things unimaginable. You will also be able to find answers through meditation. Most call it OBE's (or out of body experiences) dont be afraid, most people dont know about it so dont feel stupid when someone looks at you stupid. I have seen many others here in the near past that have also found these abilities. Your far from alone my friend :)

How do you avoid the headaches? Is there anything I can do about it?

When I was moving this object, I felt like it was wrong to do so. I really couldn't help but feel like I was breaking some fundamental rules.

It felt Evil, and I am not the religious type.

I felt like I was crossing a line, that I shouldn't have crossed.

The more you practice, the less it feels like a headach. Dont strain yourself thats why you got such a bad headache. Be calm when you do practice and try breathing techniques. I also reccomend meditating before you practice with telekinesis. Meditation is a slow and self paced method of entering that same state of conciousness. Again, its nothing to be scared of. Try feeling the subtle energies off people or items too. All you have to do is consentrate on how your body feels. If you honestly feel like you need to tell your family, i would highly suggest talking to your significant other about it but whatever you do, dont push the subject. People tend to strive away from information being pushed on them that they just dont believe. Its a very delicate matter. Everything will be ok but these things take a lot of time. But if your consistent about it, your health will become great and everyone around you will notice a brand new amazing person they never knew before. Thats the easiest way to get someone interested is witnessing.

I did speajk about it to my significant. And I won't in the future. She thinks I am crazy. We've been married for 10 years now. And the look in her eyes when I told her about this, was really clear. Don't ever speak about this, ever. Or I'll leave you.

I love her so much, you have no idea. I would give my life and my soul for her, but I also know that what I have experienced is true.

I am so confused right now.

Most people that first experience this power, including myself, tend to think in a way that they dont deserve the power they have. The reason you feel this way is because we were taught to believe it doesnt exist. So when it does happen, you doubt yourself. Doubt is your worst enemy in spiritual practice. The more you believe and oractice, the easier it will become.

How to you hide yourself?

I am genuine. It really fucking happened. How don't you end up as a lab animal?

I am scared that the Romanian secret services wi9ll knock on my door tomorrow.

It will take time. There are many that have experienced these same emotions. I seriously thought i was going insane myself. But i also have a few friends that have the same abilities and we practice all the time. If you are afraid to share it with people, then that is fine you dont have to. Just remember to be careful of what you do and where you do it. You will know when the time is right. Keep a calm and steady mind and eventully your questions will be answered

Yeah, but share it who?

You?

How do I contact you?

See what I mean?

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it didn't happen.

I have nothing to prove. I am sorry. Like it or not.

This is MY OWN FUCKING LIFE.

Not YOURS.

I don't want to die.

Fuck you, if you can't understand what I am going through right now.

Sorry, but you make me feel very angry.

I have nothing to prove. I am sorry. Like it or not.

This is MY OWN FUCKING LIFE.

Not YOURS.

I don't want to die.

Fuck you, if you can't understand what I am going through right now.

Sorry, but you make me feel very angry.

thepathtolight4690@gmail.com send me a message with a few of your questions just so i know its you. And add something to the message and tell me what you said on a post here. I just dont want to put my phone number where everyone can see it. But i have no problem talking about this im actually glad to help.

I have nothing to prove. I am sorry. Like it or not.

This is MY OWN FUCKING LIFE.

Not YOURS.

I don't want to die.

Fuck you, if you can't understand what I am going through right now.

Sorry, but you make me feel very angry.