Blitz spirituality is a personal journey. There is no model, rule book, or guidelines to follow. Essentially what you are doing is raising your level of consciousness (awareness) as you seek a greater understanding of the true nature of our existence. One need not read any particular text, belong to any particular group or online community, nor follow any particular teacher/guru/source/etc. There is no need for any 'group think' or consensus about this subject matter either. The process is only what you make of it and no one should feel compelled to force themselves to blindly accept spirituality - it should unfold naturally when a person is ready to do so (either in this life or another).

If you are intrigued by this subject matter there may be a good reason you are feeling that way - maybe it's your intuition telling you that you're ready to explore this path. You absolutely don't give your soul or spirit away to anything or anyone. In the process of raising your conscious awareness you actually become more connected and more in tune with your spiritual identity. It leads to complete internalization of the concept that your consciousness is infinite and that you are not just some biological being that will cease to exist when you perish. The only 'thing' you will find yourself giving up when you follow this path is your ego-based identity - which is a product of all the programming and conditioning that we have been exposed to that has clouded our true nature and real sense of identity. The same conditioning from our society that taught us to fear death and to rely on material possessions and social status as the basis for defining our identities and level of self-worth. When you start to perceive the bigger picture that's in play, you begin to shed and dissolve the superficial constructs that were instilled in you by the material world.

It sounds like you are hesitant because you may feel inclined to have to make a decision right away when you come across new ideas and ways of thinking that you encounter? If that's so, that is a natural concern, but you don't have to operate that way. You can expose yourself to new concepts without having to make a determination as to how you feel about them. You are simply just introducing new 'possibilities' into your conscious awareness, and you can process them at a later date. Over time you will start to make sense of things in your own unique way and in a manner that is in alignment with your own instincts & intuition.