She said I was surfing on the internet too much among other problems that supposedly we had none until all of a sudden wife and kids are gone when I come home. Talk about an F-up way to do things. Women please don't break up with your man in such a cold hearted way especially if they gave you years of their lives. I guess I should have listened but it's hard because I'm bored at home because I work nights and I can't sleep. I feel so bad she did me really dirty. I gave her everything I could afford a decent house a decent truck lots of material things and as much attention as possible. I love her I just pray to God we get back together. At least for my kids sake. Well, at least I feel a little better letting it out. I posted it on the net so I guess I told the world. Still feel empty. It's prob that I went without eating dinner! hah, but what makes a champ a champ. I'm just going to get up and dust myself off and find another mate that will tolerate my behavior. There is someone for everyone don't give up the good fight!!!