You need to calm down, first of all. This life is an illusion. Do you not realize your physical death is a fact?

Do not fear, just live righteously. Do not hoarde, because if all will die it is better to go honorably. In the end you can slip away to the eternal in many easy, quiet ways.

I feel bad for you, panicking this way. Relax and wait. Because your death is coming either way. And judging by what you've written, it's your fear of that physical death you need to examine.

Don't worry about hitting that bucket list, cramming in the enjoyments before "the end," etc. Take a deep breath, and realize this is all a dream and prelude to the next life--whatever that is. No human can know, but we all sense there will be more...

SO RELAX!