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REPORT ABUSIVE REPLY
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just my mood....
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Qarley |
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there is much insight there. If i ever loved equally i might know myself better. But the odds have never been in my favor. except once there was a man i loved deeply with all my heart and the amazing thing was he loved me the same in return. I have never felt that before or since. And yes it did scare me. terrified me. but i was giddy and happy to have found love. In the end as in the beginning i was not sexually attracted to him. if that was real i will never know. If it was me being scared or a love meant for friendship. In the end after acting with honesty and care. i have neither. No love or friend. i would hate to think that i seek such love and yet would let it go out of fear.
Quoting: Qarley Yes many of really deep down fear love, bc it goes that deep Its impractical and leaves all guards open Yet we crave it Somehow it seems like love is from outside this world, because its so deep and simple, and the world is complex and shallow I know for myself from now on I only will seek those relationships whether its love or friendship that are deep and honest, and where there are no masks or roles one way or the other... But it can be tough, bc so many just wear masks... Really appreciate your honestyand sharing, sunshine my heart is yours forever and always I do not regard myself as the biggest catch. But, i am sure of my love. And thank you for making that clear once again. I love unconditionally. And in that particular instance i spoke of, it was my fault. Because i tried to manipulate my love into something it was not intended for. I am ready to receive when the balance is in place. Always have been. fear has no impact on my love. i will gladly make myself vulnerable, and do still to this day because it is the only way to determine the purity in the person standing before you.
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