hey hang on... don't lose yourself in feeling all that bad
the energies are messy... lots of mixed energies,like pulling each and every direction
there are no ghosts/demons anymore, so don't worry about that, but the relations to the others who live there you'll have to work out
and firstly your relation to yourself, you feel lousy about yourself
if you find the true intention to honor yourself, things will be better
did you try the meditation i suggested earlier, (but only use it if it resonates)