Anybody can help. Just say whatever comes to your mind if you don't have cards. I feel hopeless. I am in debt and because of illness I can't work. I'm single and in my thirties. I'm a Taurus and don't understand why... I just wish God would take me in my sleep, although I know and believe suicide is a sin and can't kill myself out of fear of going to hell. I just see no point in living... I'm crying while I'm typing this. Are there any Angels out there that can give me some insight. WHY?