if energy is all around us and in abundance, why are we still believe we have to pay for it?

I'm just wondering, because when I fast and meditate for days, I feel the energy around me powering me. And I don't want to eat, as I feel it takes more energy for me to digest than it does for me to pull it from around me. But the thing of it is I have to get in the mood first. I pretty much have to prep for a few weeks before I can actually get in the mindstate to do it. But when I do, I feel the energy fields around me and I can basically draw from them. So the wall gives me a little energy, and the floor does too. And I feel a communion with all of it. I am also in the transition of going to an eventually raw food diet.


I believe this is one of the biggest con jobs out there, getting people to pay with their energy and labor.