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Is there a reason that I can't find god.

 
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YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.
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God sometimes prays to me rather than me praying to him. God is in my heart and in your heart too and I know it.

God even sends me personal e-mails, apocalyptic newspaper stories and personalized radio reports
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YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.
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Close your eyes and say in your mind "God, please give me what I need the most"... Have to mean it, just repeating the words will not have any effect.

Then wait. Life will suck for a bit, but when it does realize it is what is needed.

This could take years. But when it is done, life is easy and good.

I can go into detail if you really wish.
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When you can live a whole day without a thought or belief, only then will you know and hear God.
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When you can live a whole day without a thought or belief, only then will you know and hear God.
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Your mind is the enemy you must conquer.
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OP watch both parts:





In her near death experience, the woman came across information that was unknown to her, but, was then later proven to be true down to the specific details.

What does this show?

Her near death experience, wasn't merely imagined.
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I have already tried your methods, I have ment it in the past, I had ment it for years, I recieve nothing. Nothing, zip, no sign, no love , no courage , no divine happiness. All I seek is purpose, love, happiness, and the ability to live out my life in to the best of my natural abilities.. I am a good person, yes I have commited sins of many counts, I am human, my mind is poisoned and I recieve no answers. My potential is burdened by a sickness of the mind, i get no break.
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When you can live a whole day without a thought or belief, only then will you know and hear God.
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Not sure if this was aimed at me, but do you think a person is simple or stupid because they do believe in God?
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Go to Medjugorje. mej.com
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I have already tried your methods, I have ment it in the past, I had ment it for years, I recieve nothing. Nothing, zip, no sign, no love , no courage , no divine happiness. All I seek is purpose, love, happiness, and the ability to live out my life in to the best of my natural abilities.. I am a good person, yes I have commited sins of many counts, I am human, my mind is poisoned and I recieve no answers. My potential is burdened by a sickness of the mind, i get no break.
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So what is the problem? Unable to keep a thought or self doubt?

Try this, do unto others as you would have them do unto you... If you were starving, sick, cold, etc... And you asked some stranger for anything that you needed, wouldn't it be nice if he just gave it to you? Problem fixed. Be that guy that is asked to help. It is why we are here.

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OP watch both parts:





In her near death experience, the woman came across information that was unknown to her, but, was then later proven to be true down to the specific details.

What does this show?

Her near death experience, wasn't merely imagined.
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You really expect me to believe anything somebody says on youtube. It's a scam and you know it, not worth listening to the story of one women when god is beyond capable of delivering such guidance on a much more personal level of understanding. An understanding that doesn't leave questions that matter unanswered.
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OP watch both parts:





In her near death experience, the woman came across information that was unknown to her, but, was then later proven to be true down to the specific details.

What does this show?

Her near death experience, wasn't merely imagined.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24205940



You really expect me to believe anything somebody says on youtube. It's a scam and you know it, not worth listening to the story of one women when god is beyond capable of delivering such guidance on a much more personal level of understanding. An understanding that doesn't leave questions that matter unanswered.
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Would a book make a difference?
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I have already tried your methods, I have ment it in the past, I had ment it for years, I recieve nothing. Nothing, zip, no sign, no love , no courage , no divine happiness. All I seek is purpose, love, happiness, and the ability to live out my life in to the best of my natural abilities.. I am a good person, yes I have commited sins of many counts, I am human, my mind is poisoned and I recieve no answers. My potential is burdened by a sickness of the mind, i get no break.
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So what is the problem? Unable to keep a thought or self doubt?

Try this, do unto others as you would have them do unto you... If you were starving, sick, cold, etc... And you asked some stranger for anything that you needed, wouldn't it be nice if he just gave it to you? Problem fixed. Be that guy that is asked to help. It is why we are here.
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I am starving, I am sick, I am cold, I have given, I have helped I am that guy but where do I go.
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You know, I am so glad you posted this tonight. I have had many MIRACULOUS occurences and answers to prayer in my life. Really things that PROVED to me there is a loving God and Jesus is real.

However, tonight I find myself in a very bad situation and suffering from a very profound lack of love in my life.
I can relate wholeheartedly to what you expressed.

The meanness in the world is so tangible now, the way people deal with ME and others in general makes me physically feel ill.

I can only say to you that God IS there. It helps to meditate on him and his word. I suffer from time to time with anxiety as well so I know that it can be hard to concentrate.

For the anxiety, I highly recommend get a pulse-ox, you know the little thing that you can put on your finger that measures your heart rate and how much oxygen is getting in. I used to have one and every time I would have an attack, I would put it on to assure myself I was getting enough oxygen.
It calmed me down so much thru some REALLY bad flare ups that I don't use it anymore.

But back to the issue of hearing, knowing God is there, I suggest that a heartfelt prayer to feel his love will do the trick. As will reading some uplifting stories of others who have felt his presence. A really good book is "When God Winks at You", I forget the guy's last name who wrote it but look it up, it is filled with stories of people who were touched personally with the presence of God.

I am feeling very low tonight but I hope I have helped in a small way.
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OP watch both parts:





In her near death experience, the woman came across information that was unknown to her, but, was then later proven to be true down to the specific details.

What does this show?

Her near death experience, wasn't merely imagined.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24205940



You really expect me to believe anything somebody says on youtube. It's a scam and you know it, not worth listening to the story of one women when god is beyond capable of delivering such guidance on a much more personal level of understanding. An understanding that doesn't leave questions that matter unanswered.
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If this is so, how come you can't find God?

Also, there's a book written by a doctor, that also shares a similar experience as mentioned by the lady in the video.

Or like the video, do you also discount information from books as well, from credible sources?
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I have already tried your methods, I have ment it in the past, I had ment it for years, I recieve nothing. Nothing, zip, no sign, no love , no courage , no divine happiness. All I seek is purpose, love, happiness, and the ability to live out my life in to the best of my natural abilities.. I am a good person, yes I have commited sins of many counts, I am human, my mind is poisoned and I recieve no answers. My potential is burdened by a sickness of the mind, i get no break.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21257388


So what is the problem? Unable to keep a thought or self doubt?

Try this, do unto others as you would have them do unto you... If you were starving, sick, cold, etc... And you asked some stranger for anything that you needed, wouldn't it be nice if he just gave it to you? Problem fixed. Be that guy that is asked to help. It is why we are here.
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I am starving, I am sick, I am cold, I have given, I have helped I am that guy but where do I go.
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If it was me, I would lay my trust in the Lord. It really does always work.

To do this, you can't doubt the outcome. I know this sounds brainwashed to you, but he's waiting for you to come back. You really only have to ask.
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Your post is a prayer. God wants prayers like that, more honest, more real, more how we talk to our friends, less how we talk to "God". If you are seeking you will find it and you are clearly seeking. There is a universal truth behind all religions and there is also a path which is higher than all others, which includes them all. The essence of this path is walking with God every step of the way and it is not easy. There is pain and problems but there is also a stage at which you will get answers that put it in perspective. Is not easy, but those who earnestly look will find it.

hf
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Jesus will not answer you while you are alone, he says 'where two or three are gathered together in my name, I will be there".

There is a good reason for this, he does not want you to be alone, or to baby you and encourage you to be isolated. Jesus did not intend to be your friend, he intended to help you make friends and family of your fellow human beings, so that you could form a resistance to the military occupation of your planet by wicked spiritual forces.

It is not just a matter of solving your loneliness and despair, which will happen, if you seek fellowship, but also of importance to their planetary security, that your planet does not become a military base for this wicked, mentally derranged race of beings.
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If only when I truly asked I heard back more than an echo from the wall...

Perhapes god has placed me exactly where I wanted, maybe he does not care to talk to me. Perhapes hell is my destinany and I should prepare to accpet that because after all. I am walking the path god layed out for for me. He wrote the whole book beginning to end.
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I have already tried your methods, I have ment it in the past, I had ment it for years, I recieve nothing. Nothing, zip, no sign, no love , no courage , no divine happiness. All I seek is purpose, love, happiness, and the ability to live out my life in to the best of my natural abilities.. I am a good person, yes I have commited sins of many counts, I am human, my mind is poisoned and I recieve no answers. My potential is burdened by a sickness of the mind, i get no break.
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So what is the problem? Unable to keep a thought or self doubt?

Try this, do unto others as you would have them do unto you... If you were starving, sick, cold, etc... And you asked some stranger for anything that you needed, wouldn't it be nice if he just gave it to you? Problem fixed. Be that guy that is asked to help. It is why we are here.
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Op I feel like I myself wrote your post because of the struggle I too have dealt with throughout my life.
I love what the poster whom I quoted said to you.
Maybe we aren't meant to always find God, maybe at times we are meant to be Godlike and through our kind words and deeds others may find him in us.hf
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God's spirit is like the wind that blows in your direction. Be open to it and obey him. That's how you will find him, or rather, He will find you. When you meet, it will be life changing.
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Jesus will not answer you while you are alone, he says 'where two or three are gathered together in my name, I will be there".

There is a good reason for this, he does not want you to be alone, or to baby you and encourage you to be isolated. Jesus did not intend to be your friend, he intended to help you make friends and family of your fellow human beings, so that you could form a resistance to the military occupation of your planet by wicked spiritual forces.

It is not just a matter of solving your loneliness and despair, which will happen, if you seek fellowship, but also of importance to their planetary security, that your planet does not become a military base for this wicked, mentally derranged race of beings.
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I can agree with that to an extent, but He doesn't have to be there for you to talk to him. You can be alone, away from the attention of showing your faith and be true to Him. He hears, and he joins groups also as you point out.
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If only when I truly asked I heard back more than an echo from the wall...

Perhapes god has placed me exactly where I wanted, maybe he does not care to talk to me. Perhapes hell is my destinany and I should prepare to accpet that because after all. I am walking the path god layed out for for me. He wrote the whole book beginning to end.
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Ok, I'm thinking I understand this a bit more. You know that little voice that tells you to not eat the fish at the buffet but to choose the noodle dish? That's the same voice you should listen to. It's not fire and brimstone, a shiny thing in front of you commanding, it's actually the smallest voice you hear. Listen to it.

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If only when I truly asked I heard back more than an echo from the wall...

Perhapes god has placed me exactly where I wanted, maybe he does not care to talk to me. Perhapes hell is my destinany and I should prepare to accpet that because after all. I am walking the path god layed out for for me. He wrote the whole book beginning to end.
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God wants your prayers, no one does more than Him. I think asking these questions though is part of prayer.
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Jesus will not answer you while you are alone, he says 'where two or three are gathered together in my name, I will be there".

There is a good reason for this, he does not want you to be alone, or to baby you and encourage you to be isolated. Jesus did not intend to be your friend, he intended to help you make friends and family of your fellow human beings, so that you could form a resistance to the military occupation of your planet by wicked spiritual forces.

It is not just a matter of solving your loneliness and despair, which will happen, if you seek fellowship, but also of importance to their planetary security, that your planet does not become a military base for this wicked, mentally derranged race of beings.
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"Military occupation"? WHAAAAAT? Go read your bible... AGAIN, if that's what you think you're reading from.
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I have already tried your methods, I have ment it in the past, I had ment it for years, I recieve nothing. Nothing, zip, no sign, no love , no courage , no divine happiness. All I seek is purpose, love, happiness, and the ability to live out my life in to the best of my natural abilities.. I am a good person, yes I have commited sins of many counts, I am human, my mind is poisoned and I recieve no answers. My potential is burdened by a sickness of the mind, i get no break.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21257388


So what is the problem? Unable to keep a thought or self doubt?

Try this, do unto others as you would have them do unto you... If you were starving, sick, cold, etc... And you asked some stranger for anything that you needed, wouldn't it be nice if he just gave it to you? Problem fixed. Be that guy that is asked to help. It is why we are here.
 Quoting: Borian


Op I feel like I myself wrote your post because of the struggle I too have dealt with throughout my life.
I love what the poster whom I quoted said to you.
Maybe we aren't meant to always find God, maybe at times we are meant to be Godlike and through our kind words and deeds others may find him in us.hf
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Life is tough sometimes. He does help if you ask. You are meant to find God, but due to free will lots of barriers exist. It is completly up to you to find Him, fair or not. I'll be happy to help if you would like.
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If only when I truly asked I heard back more than an echo from the wall...

Perhapes god has placed me exactly where I wanted, maybe he does not care to talk to me. Perhapes hell is my destinany and I should prepare to accpet that because after all. I am walking the path god layed out for for me. He wrote the whole book beginning to end.
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God does not want you burning for an eternity in hell:

2 Peter 3:9

The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.


You have freewill and need to do your part.
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Sounds like your on your way to learning all about God. The world hated Jesus first so anything that has gone down in your life is nothing compared to what that man suffered. It's really simple. You aren't living right. You are not fulfilling your obligation. Good people are blessed and bad people are cursed. Perhaps you have a curse in your family. Many of us do. Sins of the father literally pass to the children. It's in the DNA. It's in the blood. Only Jesus can cleanse it. You should read the book of Job. Job had it all and everything was taken from him and he was grinded down as low as man could go. I'm just telling you from experience. I know the melancholy and sorrow of life well. Generally, if you break the commandments or engage in sin, you are marked in the spirit. Demons have free reign to cause you trouble. If you don't sin and life right, they have no power in your life, and wickedness simply is not allowed by universal law to touch you or anyone you deal with. Things are not working out for many of us because we are not honoring Gods laws. We allow wickedness, greed, corruption and heathenism to run rampant. It affects us all even if we are not guilty for it. The fact we allow evil to do as it pleases is only a reflection of how undeserving of anything we are. We are brothers and sisters. One rotten apple spoils the bunch is true.

If you don't want to respect God and abide by his rules, then you'll lose everything you have, from peace of mind to anything you own. The world has become idol worshiping babylonians with no care for anything but themselves. Why shouldn't they lose their freedoms? Why shouldn't they be inflicted with disease? Seems these are the only things that put people in check and bring them back into reality.

I will leave you with this. You need to fast. You need to go without food until you know the fast is complete. It took me 6.5 days. You will have a spiritual experience at some point. Mine was a dream on the last day. Fasting is what you need to do. You need to atone for something you've done. You WILL find the answer your looking for.

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May this thread represent my prayer to him then, I ask not for riches, not for luck , or respect , talent , unearned ability a hug or love. I guess peace of mind, hell I'd settle for a handshake.

Thanks for the responses, I don't think today is the day I truly find god and I may not find ever what I ask. If there are those who truely believe that god is with them send a prayer on my behalf. I hope god knows who I truely am, what I wanted to be in the end.

Please god have mercy, I have tried, and yet so it seems I may have failed you, but my intentions where always ment for the better.

Peace
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May this thread represent my prayer to him then, I ask not for riches, not for luck , or respect , talent , unearned ability a hug or love. I guess peace of mind, hell I'd settle for a handshake.

Thanks for the responses, I don't think today is the day I truly find god and I may not find ever what I ask. If there are those who truely believe that god is with them send a prayer on my behalf. I hope god knows who I truely am, what I wanted to be in the end.

Please god have mercy, I have tried, and yet so it seems I may have failed you, but my intentions where always ment for the better.

Peace
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sounds like you already know.

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