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Is there a reason that I can't find god.

 
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how can i contact you? what is your name OP? I always believed in Jesus being raised catholic but didn't understand until I was 18 and in a jackpot from serious drug addiction.

Humbled and full of sorrow for the hurt i had caused others I cried out to "God" from my knees asking for help and He revealed Himself to me in a profound way which will leave me eternally changed.

Be sincere and honest with God, but have faith, come as you are, and ask Him to reveal Himself to you: "I believe Lord, but help me with my unbelief."

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"Is there a reason that I can't find god. "

it's right there, every time you take a dump.
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As true as that statement is, you are a pimple on reality. Be proud. You fulfill it well.

If you want any type of intellectual discussion and merge away from trolling the newb Christians, let me know. I'll be glad to discuss God with you and hopefully can explain your concerns.

If you roll your eyes at that, even better.
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YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.
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Forget everything the religious people taught you and go meditate to some good MEDITATION music. You will find your own divinity and God 2 birds one stone.
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May this thread represent my prayer to him then, I ask not for riches, not for luck , or respect , talent , unearned ability a hug or love. I guess peace of mind, hell I'd settle for a handshake.

Thanks for the responses, I don't think today is the day I truly find god and I may not find ever what I ask. If there are those who truely believe that god is with them send a prayer on my behalf. I hope god knows who I truely am, what I wanted to be in the end.

Please god have mercy, I have tried, and yet so it seems I may have failed you, but my intentions where always ment for the better.

Peace
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sounds like you already know.
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look in the mirror honey. God has placed Himself inside of you. He is waiting for you to remember your source and that you have already been redeemed. When you do that, you will release God to operate fully in you and out of you. peace will envelop you as he abides in you fully. Jesus left here bodily so that He could return in the form of His Spirit inside of our spirit. Just surrender yourself, thats all. He doesn't have to come in, He's already in you, just let Him come up from within. He will love through you.
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Working on it and appreciate the advice. It did strike home. I do know where I came from, and God is God. I won't ever be like Him or become him. Keep that in mind. But thanks again for the advice.
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By the way OP. You need to learn about the chakra system. Google it. It works sort of like an antanna so if your antanna is broken so is your not being receptive. Think of it like a signal. Fix yourself meditate clear your channels.
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By the way OP. You need to learn about the chakra system. Google it. It works sort of like an antanna so if your antanna is broken so is your not being receptive. Think of it like a signal. Fix yourself meditate clear your channels.
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Or ask God to forgive you for trying to fix your antennae. You really don't have one.

The angel of light is pleased that you think God is something you can control. No, you won't be like God once your antennae gets focused. It's not about you, really.

/edit: something has an 'e' in it.

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I often believe that I have been such a dipeisopntmant. But, know that when God sees me he sees Jesus. But, here is what I often think about. If God sees Jesus who died for all of our sins, what does Jesus see when he looks down on earth. I try so very hard to be a good person and when I try really hard, I fail. But, when I run to Jesus to say I am sorry, he holds out his arms takes me into a tight hug and tells me it is okay. Go try again but, let me help you. Each day is better than the day before.
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I found out there is god....took 5 years after..I SAID OUT LOUD SHAKING MY FIST...PROVE YOUR REAL GOD..

uuhh..anger doesn't describe what i was shown...there is hell..
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God sometimes prays to me rather than me praying to him. God is in my heart and in your heart too and I know it.

God even sends me personal e-mails, apocalyptic newspaper stories and personalized radio reports
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God only spends me porn.

I guess he wants me to know of all the luscious sweet a$$ out in the world that I can't have.



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Just do what ALL other religious people do...just PRETEND you have a personal god that will help you.
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I often believe that I have been such a dipeisopntmant. But, know that when God sees me he sees Jesus. But, here is what I often think about. If God sees Jesus who died for all of our sins, what does Jesus see when he looks down on earth. I try so very hard to be a good person and when I try really hard, I fail. But, when I run to Jesus to say I am sorry, he holds out his arms takes me into a tight hug and tells me it is okay. Go try again but, let me help you. Each day is better than the day before.
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The Lord is looking for you to act like him. Be forgiven, but come closer. And the days always get better.
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Just do what ALL other religious people do...just PRETEND you have a personal god that will help you.
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Nope, hoping you can act beyond animal insticts and show you are smarter than a chimp, but not hoping for much. Not pretending, He is real and will help but snarky won't bring it. Actually mean what you say, the pattern of words have no impact.
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Because god doesn't exist just may be the reason.


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Try the "MARCO!...POLO!..." game.
Apollo astronauts couldn't have passed through Van Allen's Belt. Van Allen wore suspenders.
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"“Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God, the LORD
is one! You shall love the LORD your God with all
your heart, with all your soul, and with all your
strength. “And these words which I command you today
shall be in your heart. You shall teach them
diligently to your children, and shall talk of them
whenyou sit in your house, when you walk by the
way, when you lie down, and when you rise up.
You shall bind them as a sign on your hand, and
they shall be as frontlets between your eyes. You
shall write them on the doorposts of your house
and on your gates"

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You ask a good question. Why does g-d not speak to me. Why do I not feel his presence. We hear these stories about Abraham who was close to g-d, but did you know that g-d only talked to Abraham twice. The first time he was 75 years old.

There is a separation between all men and g-d. Never the less the answer to your question is given in Deuteronomy 6 (quoted above).


Instead of 'feeling g-ds love', the Torah gives the instruction to love g-d with all your heart, mind and soul. If you do that, it will fill that void and answer your that question you are seeking.
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Not only does the Bible say ONLY the FATHER IN HEAVEN will know the EXACT time He will send Jesus back to retrieve His floelwors ALSO, did you all realize that this Harold Camping guy has had false predictions before? I guess the last one was in 1994? He also says that the Holy Spirit LEFT (was removed from)us in 1988! We all know this is FALSE! Please guys, don't be so easily deceived. It only HURTS your faith when you believe lies they don't happen! I want to see Harolds face on Sunday.
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Not only does the Bible say ONLY the FATHER IN HEAVEN will know the EXACT time He will send Jesus back to retrieve His floelwors ALSO, did you all realize that this Harold Camping guy has had false predictions before? I guess the last one was in 1994? He also says that the Holy Spirit LEFT (was removed from)us in 1988! We all know this is FALSE! Please guys, don't be so easily deceived. It only HURTS your faith when you believe lies they don't happen! I want to see Harolds face on Sunday.
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The Holy Spirit knocked on my head as I read this. I think he's still up for it.
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If you are constantly looking for God but don't believe in him. You won't ever find him.

Believe God exists fist with all your heart and pray to him for the gifts that he has given you. Your life, Job, family, friends, etc etc.


Thank God for what he gives you but thank God more for what he takes away from you.

Only then will you find God.

Thank you Jesus Christ Amen.
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Jesus will not answer you while you are alone, he says 'where two or three are gathered together in my name, I will be there".

There is a good reason for this, he does not want you to be alone, or to baby you and encourage you to be isolated. Jesus did not intend to be your friend, he intended to help you make friends and family of your fellow human beings, so that you could form a resistance to the military occupation of your planet by wicked spiritual forces.

It is not just a matter of solving your loneliness and despair, which will happen, if you seek fellowship, but also of importance to their planetary security, that your planet does not become a military base for this wicked, mentally derranged race of beings.
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So your saying that God will not communicate with an individual unless 2 or more are together?? I call bullshit.

I agree with the rest of the post though, interesting perspective.
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He exists and always has and always will. PERIOD. If you dont believe he does (or question it) just ask yourself can order come from chance? Take a handful of marbles and throw them on the floor and you will see there will be no order to where the marbles fall. That allows you to see that there was INTELLIGIENT design into the making of the universe and all that we see.

Now whether you pray to god allah lord buddah or whatever. IT DOES MATTER. For example if I pray to Josh (but call him "God") will I reach the Almighty? Probably not. So when you pray, pray to the CREATOR OF ALL THINGS. The GOD OF ALL CREATION. The Almighty ONE who ALWAYS EXISTED. In other words, be aware of who you're addressing and make sure that only ONE can take the titles you address him as. Lord, God are pagan titles. Allah means moon in hebrew among other things about the supposed "names of god". So to stray away from other beings receiving your prayers and worship address him with titles that only HE can take claim to. Kind of a long post but I hope you read.
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Ask not what your God can do for you, ask what you can do for your God.

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Seriously, I seldom do pray for anything that would benefit myself, it just seems wrong to me. If I do ever ask for anything for myself, it's general guidance or understanding. I'm not sure if he answers me or it's my vivid imagination. But it's often in very odd and bizarre ways. Once when I was younger "23" for a month all I had to do was count to three and it seemed like the street lights would change, it was like magic. Then one day it stopped, I imagine that was him having a good ole laugh, getting me to think I was doing it. Other times it's a TV or radio or something finishing your thoughts or sentences. Of course, that's just how my relationship is with him, we screw around.

We as humans do tend to see what we want to, so it may just be a healthy imagination, which is fine to have. But if not, perhaps it is more likely, he may notice you, if you notice him. I'm personally of no religion myself, not that I'm against them. I just see god in everything thing and everyone, including myself. Of course on the darker side of things, if you watched Moth-man prophecies. That's similar to what the old man said, "maybe they just noticed you looking".
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Jesus will not answer you while you are alone, he says 'where two or three are gathered together in my name, I will be there".

There is a good reason for this, he does not want you to be alone, or to baby you and encourage you to be isolated. Jesus did not intend to be your friend, he intended to help you make friends and family of your fellow human beings, so that you could form a resistance to the military occupation of your planet by wicked spiritual forces.

It is not just a matter of solving your loneliness and despair, which will happen, if you seek fellowship, but also of importance to their planetary security, that your planet does not become a military base for this wicked, mentally derranged race of beings.
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So your saying that God will not communicate with an individual unless 2 or more are together?? I call bullshit.

I agree with the rest of the post though, interesting perspective.
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God exists in your brain and soul. If two of you gather, he will come help, but it is still between you and Him.

Come home soon, there is still room.
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Go to Medjugorje. mej.com
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To get demon possessed? Those apparitions of Mary are demons, they directly contradicted the most fundamental teachings of the Bible, e.g. that Jesus had to die for our sins and was resurrected from the dead. (Medjugorje teaches that all religions lead to God, hence Christ's sacrifice is not needed etc.).

I have never known God not to answer a sincere seeker. In fact Jesus promises it. "Seek and you shall find. Knock and the door shall be open to you."

I would look again at what has happened in your life a bit more closely to see if God's hand wasn't there after all.

You may also be bound by demonic activity. That easily occurs after dabbling in the occult for example. Repent of that stuff and command all demons to flee in the name of Jesus.

It may be that's what's required for progress.
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YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.
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He whØ seeks shall find.
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God sometimes prays to me rather than me praying to him. God is in my heart and in your heart too and I know it.

God even sends me personal e-mails, apocalyptic newspaper stories and personalized radio reports
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Fuck, I need to go check my spam folder!
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YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.
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JOHN 14:6

Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
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YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.
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Start reading here OP [link to ichthys.com]

This will answer your questions about why we are here, and why there came to be a separation between us and God.

What you lack is faith, pray to the Lord and ask Him to help you to have faith, and then start studying and really seeking.
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YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.
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Pray without ceasing until you feel him.
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Re: Is there a reason that I can't find god.
Never mind, only read first part and thought you were serious.
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Re: Is there a reason that I can't find god.
The whole point of Faith is believing.. You can not Doubt GOD, Nor his power and existence. Even in your thoughts he can hear. I used to be the same id try very hard to find GOD or feel something.. and i couldnt so i got frustrated and started cursing and saying there is no GOD over and over again with rage. But everytime after saying this i would start praying and saying sorry because i knew it was the right thing to do. I couldnt not pray. I do it everyday/night..
and those evil thoughts in your head.. They devleoped from your past. If u have done something really horrible to others or something really horrible happend to you from other individuals.. Thats where they come from your past and how u were raised with friends and even family.. Hate - regret - disapointment - Constant rage - revenge.. You just cant stand what happend in the past.. Repent.. I did i was all of the above the constant really evil thoughts and loudness in my mind. ever since i repented my mind has never been more quiet and the past for me has slowly drifted away.. Like ive been forgiven.. and when i say repent U have to do it with your heart.. I prayed for repentance.. and i got it.. You keep praying for it and u will get it too. God will lift the burden of your sins.. Then you can truly be free. GOD will always answer a heart felt prayer. 100% true. Keep trying you will get there.. Believe and stay strong.

GOD BLESS <3

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