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Anonymous Coward User ID: 18245288 Australia 09/22/2012 03:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21257388 I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back. Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love? There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on. Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other? Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way. Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about. Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice. God where are you. It all depends WHICH God you were seeking.. Were you seeking the sadistic, mean, merciless, stuck up, self worshipping, needy, egocentric, arrogant, torturing God who will spend all of eternity torturing us in hideous ways if we dont beleive in him? Or the other God who totally understands WHY we have a hard time beleiving in him due to all the death and wars and injustice and takes our frailties and stress into account and loves us anyway? |
Raymantheheretic User ID: 23828584 United States 09/22/2012 06:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, I'll pray for you but I will need more to go on than AC##########. Maybe a nickname, a few initials, whatever to isolate you from the general fray. This request is my own personal quirk in regard to praying for random faceless strangers. With out at least that I don't think my efforts will be as effective. Have to say at this point IMO the reason you can't find what you are looking for is because you aren't sure it exists. This is a pretty severe handicap but I have no doubt it can be overcome. You seem to be holding this (supposed by you) almighty creator responsible for all the pain and suffering that goes on when the reality is this is the path that We have carved for ourselves. Everything happens for a reason, whether we can see the why and how of it or not. In the case of John 3:16 when Jesus uses the word 'believes' it should be defined as; trust and obey. At this time it will be a blind trust for you at first but you can look forward to your eyes being one day fully open. The God you profess to seek already knows your story from cover to cover. You, however, are the author. I pray you choose for yourself to write the next installments containing the happy ending you seek. Amen One last thing. Once the anxiety and depression start to lift, even a little, get yourself baptized by whatever means you can as soon as you are able (it's an important part of the obey instruction). You may or may not feel an immediate presence at the time but from then on the Holy Spirit will be with you until you ask it to leave. God bless. I'm outta ammo |
sandpiper User ID: 24207888 United States 09/22/2012 07:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The way to the FATHER is through HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. He is knocking at the door of your heart, just invite HIM in. HIS hand is out stretched still. Empty all of your preconceived notions and let GOD show you. I will pray for you and all that seek the LORD. Remember, just because we find the LORD, does not mean we will not have tribulations at times, but it is meant to draw us nearer to HIM. Do not give up. If you break my wings, I will just find a cloud and learn to fly again. The Lord will catch you when you fall or teach you to fly! May the footprints I leave lead you to BELIEVE. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 23356301 United States 09/22/2012 07:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The way to the FATHER is through HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. He is knocking at the door of your heart, just invite HIM in. HIS hand is out stretched still. Empty all of your preconceived notions and let GOD show you. I will pray for you and all that seek the LORD. Remember, just because we find the LORD, does not mean we will not have tribulations at times, but it is meant to draw us nearer to HIM. Do not give up. Quoting: sandpiper this is not so, as to most folks understanding, because almost no one who is christian knows who and what Jesus is and was back then. In that regard, this is falsehood. However, Jesus is MIchael of Nebadon the creator son of this particular organized universe. there are 700,000 universes. each has a creator son. And you who are sons of Nebadon, must go up thru his schools and universities which remodel you into a spirit being (also not understood),, before you can enter the superuniverse life which leads to the central universe life and paradise. He proves your first leg of the journey. You are to become LIKE GOD, not like "the lord". You ones have some many ignorant beliefs which are not truth. ANY ONE IN SEARCH OF BECOMING LIKE GOD DOES NOT NEED TO EVEN HEAR THE NAME JESUS CHRIST, AND ITS NOT HIS NAME AND NEVER WAS ANYWAY. YOU ARE ALL SONS OF THE FATHER AND "JESUS CHRIST" WHEN HE WALKED THIS WORLD INCARNATE, TAUGHT THAT. THERE IS NOT ONLY ONE SON OF GOD. THE CATHOLIC CHURCH SET ABOUT GREAT ERROR ON PURPOSE IN THIS ONE TO KEEP YOU ONES IGNORANT OF YOUR GOD POWERS. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS NOT JESUS CHRIST. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS THE ETERNAL SON AND HE IS THE FIRST BEGOTTEN SON OF THE FATHER, NOT THE ONLY SON. THE ETERNAL SON DOES OT EVER INCARNATE ON EVOLUTIONARY WORLDS. HE IS PRESENT TO YOU THRU MICHAEL OF NEBADON. YOU ONES HAVE BEEN MUCHED HARMED BY THE GREAT HARLOT OF ROME. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 24234066 United States 09/22/2012 08:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP watch both parts: Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24205940 In her near death experience, the woman came across information that was unknown to her, but, was then later proven to be true down to the specific details. What does this show? Her near death experience, wasn't merely imagined. I've only read the first page... Someone took the time to post this but you objected. That is not being very humble, imo. Perhaps this is the message you need to hear. Have you listened to it yet??? Listening to other's experiences can build our faith. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 13148732 United States 09/22/2012 08:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | When you can live a whole day without a thought or belief, only then will you know and hear God. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24206077 Your mind is the enemy you must conquer. This is absolutely good information. Especially the subconcious garbage that gets essentially "programmed" into you. There is a guy named Bruce Lipton who wrote an excellent book called "The Biology of Belief" which investigates a lot of possibilities with the mind and YOU. I would not be surprised to find something VERY important with the so-called "Junk DNA." I don't think the Genome Project ever found enough proteins. Scientists are limited to their measuring devices. Their measuring devices are SHIT compared to the Mind. THINK about it... You can never reach the Source. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 13148732 United States 09/22/2012 09:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The way to the FATHER is through HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. He is knocking at the door of your heart, just invite HIM in. HIS hand is out stretched still. Empty all of your preconceived notions and let GOD show you. I will pray for you and all that seek the LORD. Remember, just because we find the LORD, does not mean we will not have tribulations at times, but it is meant to draw us nearer to HIM. Do not give up. Quoting: sandpiper this is not so, as to most folks understanding, because almost no one who is christian knows who and what Jesus is and was back then. In that regard, this is falsehood. However, Jesus is MIchael of Nebadon the creator son of this particular organized universe. there are 700,000 universes. each has a creator son. And you who are sons of Nebadon, must go up thru his schools and universities which remodel you into a spirit being (also not understood),, before you can enter the superuniverse life which leads to the central universe life and paradise. He proves your first leg of the journey. You are to become LIKE GOD, not like "the lord". You ones have some many ignorant beliefs which are not truth. ANY ONE IN SEARCH OF BECOMING LIKE GOD DOES NOT NEED TO EVEN HEAR THE NAME JESUS CHRIST, AND ITS NOT HIS NAME AND NEVER WAS ANYWAY. YOU ARE ALL SONS OF THE FATHER AND "JESUS CHRIST" WHEN HE WALKED THIS WORLD INCARNATE, TAUGHT THAT. THERE IS NOT ONLY ONE SON OF GOD. THE CATHOLIC CHURCH SET ABOUT GREAT ERROR ON PURPOSE IN THIS ONE TO KEEP YOU ONES IGNORANT OF YOUR GOD POWERS. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS NOT JESUS CHRIST. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS THE ETERNAL SON AND HE IS THE FIRST BEGOTTEN SON OF THE FATHER, NOT THE ONLY SON. THE ETERNAL SON DOES OT EVER INCARNATE ON EVOLUTIONARY WORLDS. HE IS PRESENT TO YOU THRU MICHAEL OF NEBADON. YOU ONES HAVE BEEN MUCHED HARMED BY THE GREAT HARLOT OF ROME. I received something about "The Emperor" being defeated. It pointed to Rome / The Vatican I believe. It is hard to get anyone to spend a few minutes to watch and listen. but I have it for those who have open eyes and ears, and 7 to 18 minutes of time... BTW, I have the Urantia book sitting a few feet from me. ;) |
Raymantheheretic User ID: 23828584 United States 09/23/2012 05:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The way to the FATHER is through HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. He is knocking at the door of your heart, just invite HIM in. HIS hand is out stretched still. Empty all of your preconceived notions and let GOD show you. I will pray for you and all that seek the LORD. Remember, just because we find the LORD, does not mean we will not have tribulations at times, but it is meant to draw us nearer to HIM. Do not give up. Quoting: sandpiper this is not so, as to most folks understanding, because almost no one who is christian knows who and what Jesus is and was back then. In that regard, this is falsehood. However, Jesus is MIchael of Nebadon the creator son of this particular organized universe. there are 700,000 universes. each has a creator son. And you who are sons of Nebadon, must go up thru his schools and universities which remodel you into a spirit being (also not understood),, before you can enter the superuniverse life which leads to the central universe life and paradise. He proves your first leg of the journey. You are to become LIKE GOD, not like "the lord". You ones have some many ignorant beliefs which are not truth. ANY ONE IN SEARCH OF BECOMING LIKE GOD DOES NOT NEED TO EVEN HEAR THE NAME JESUS CHRIST, AND ITS NOT HIS NAME AND NEVER WAS ANYWAY. YOU ARE ALL SONS OF THE FATHER AND "JESUS CHRIST" WHEN HE WALKED THIS WORLD INCARNATE, TAUGHT THAT. THERE IS NOT ONLY ONE SON OF GOD. THE CATHOLIC CHURCH SET ABOUT GREAT ERROR ON PURPOSE IN THIS ONE TO KEEP YOU ONES IGNORANT OF YOUR GOD POWERS. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS NOT JESUS CHRIST. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS THE ETERNAL SON AND HE IS THE FIRST BEGOTTEN SON OF THE FATHER, NOT THE ONLY SON. THE ETERNAL SON DOES OT EVER INCARNATE ON EVOLUTIONARY WORLDS. HE IS PRESENT TO YOU THRU MICHAEL OF NEBADON. YOU ONES HAVE BEEN MUCHED HARMED BY THE GREAT HARLOT OF ROME. FYI, your use of CAPS doesn't help either unless the intent is to add a little extra crazy flavor. In that you've succeeded. Sheesh... BTW- Bump |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 24304217 Spain 09/26/2012 03:36 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The way to the FATHER is through HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. He is knocking at the door of your heart, just invite HIM in. HIS hand is out stretched still. Empty all of your preconceived notions and let GOD show you. I will pray for you and all that seek the LORD. Remember, just because we find the LORD, does not mean we will not have tribulations at times, but it is meant to draw us nearer to HIM. Do not give up. Quoting: sandpiper this is not so, as to most folks understanding, because almost no one who is christian knows who and what Jesus is and was back then. In that regard, this is falsehood. However, Jesus is MIchael of Nebadon the creator son of this particular organized universe. there are 700,000 universes. each has a creator son. And you who are sons of Nebadon, must go up thru his schools and universities which remodel you into a spirit being (also not understood),, before you can enter the superuniverse life which leads to the central universe life and paradise. He proves your first leg of the journey. You are to become LIKE GOD, not like "the lord". You ones have some many ignorant beliefs which are not truth. ANY ONE IN SEARCH OF BECOMING LIKE GOD DOES NOT NEED TO EVEN HEAR THE NAME JESUS CHRIST, AND ITS NOT HIS NAME AND NEVER WAS ANYWAY. YOU ARE ALL SONS OF THE FATHER AND "JESUS CHRIST" WHEN HE WALKED THIS WORLD INCARNATE, TAUGHT THAT. THERE IS NOT ONLY ONE SON OF GOD. THE CATHOLIC CHURCH SET ABOUT GREAT ERROR ON PURPOSE IN THIS ONE TO KEEP YOU ONES IGNORANT OF YOUR GOD POWERS. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS NOT JESUS CHRIST. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS THE ETERNAL SON AND HE IS THE FIRST BEGOTTEN SON OF THE FATHER, NOT THE ONLY SON. THE ETERNAL SON DOES OT EVER INCARNATE ON EVOLUTIONARY WORLDS. HE IS PRESENT TO YOU THRU MICHAEL OF NEBADON. YOU ONES HAVE BEEN MUCHED HARMED BY THE GREAT HARLOT OF ROME. FYI, your use of CAPS doesn't help either unless the intent is to add a little extra crazy flavor. In that you've succeeded. Sheesh... BTW- Bump yeh, that was his goal,---to demote in his words Jesus from His Status. |
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Borian User ID: 1139038 United States 09/27/2012 12:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Because you need to be insane to start talking to imaginary people.... I suppose you can, but as long as you don't start getting answers. Because then people will think you're nuts. And they'd be right. Quoting: Von_Boner 320079 The one I'm talking to thinks you are full of shit and afraid you might get what you are asking for. It's not gonna help, just going to dig the pit a bit deeper. My imaginary person said you used to understand, but have been sidetracked by crap that doesn't matter. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 24326290 United States 09/27/2012 12:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | May this thread represent my prayer to him then, I ask not for riches, not for luck , or respect , talent , unearned ability a hug or love. I guess peace of mind, hell I'd settle for a handshake. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 21257388 Thanks for the responses, I don't think today is the day I truly find god and I may not find ever what I ask. If there are those who truely believe that god is with them send a prayer on my behalf. I hope god knows who I truely am, what I wanted to be in the end. Please god have mercy, I have tried, and yet so it seems I may have failed you, but my intentions where always ment for the better. Peace Have prayed that God visit you OP. |
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The Lamb User ID: 2283507 United States 09/27/2012 12:42 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | True faith in God isn't something that is disturbed by negative happenings in your life. It is as we believe in a sky or the very floor we walk on. If it storms or we trip and fall, we do not stop believing in either. God is simply everywhere and all around you. There is nothing to compare Him to other than your own existence which is also apart of Him, like your dreamscape in your mind. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 24326290 United States 09/27/2012 12:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | As for me, I was not seeking God at all nor had I even opened a bible. As it turns out, He was seeking Me. Christ is the Seeker. He is alive. God showed me through a series of events that I was lost and perishing.....and subject to His wrath. He showed up at my home......and the air was thick with his presence. I asked my wife what to do. She showed me one Scripture......"marvel not you must be born again." I asked her to help me pray. I turned my life over to Christ......and immediately a great burden was lifted from my soul. As it turns out, I was at that time indwelt by the Holy Spirit......born of the Spirit......and connected with God. That was back in Sept of 1988. He has been a steady flame within since that time......and very kind and patient with me. |
Borian User ID: 1139038 United States 09/27/2012 12:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | As for me, I was not seeking God at all nor had I even opened a bible. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24326290 As it turns out, He was seeking Me. Christ is the Seeker. He is alive. God showed me through a series of events that I was lost and perishing.....and subject to His wrath. He showed up at my home......and the air was thick with his presence. I asked my wife what to do. She showed me one Scripture......"marvel not you must be born again." I asked her to help me pray. I turned my life over to Christ......and immediately a great burden was lifted from my soul. As it turns out, I was at that time indwelt by the Holy Spirit......born of the Spirit......and connected with God. That was back in Sept of 1988. He has been a steady flame within since that time......and very kind and patient with me. Nice to hear. You inspire the rest of us. |
Herman The Kid User ID: 16577681 United States 09/27/2012 11:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Jesus Christ is calling you. If you truly want to stop sinning and believe on Him, he will save you and pour the Holy Spirit on you. All I can say is you will know it and your life will change. You will feel it because it is real. There is nothing that can dispute it and you will be sure. Sincerely pray that God will forgive your sins, that you believe Jesus is who He said he was, that he died for you and will give you everlasting life. You will know if you mean it. I pray and hope you choose Jesus. You m-m-m-muh-make me HAAA-PEEE. Psalm 34:14 - Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it. Romans 5:8 - But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 7244743 United States 09/28/2012 12:05 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Wrong, very wrong. New-Age is bad for your spiritual health, kid. There is no evil in God. It's not new age. It's in the Bible. Where can I go from your Spirit? Or where can I flee from your presence? If I ascend into heaven, you are there; if I make my bed in hell, behold, you are there; if I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me. If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me," even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you (Psalm 139:7-12). If God were not omnipresent, he would not be omniscient, nor omnipotent. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 16341249 Australia 09/28/2012 12:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Because you need to be insane to start talking to imaginary people.... I suppose you can, but as long as you don't start getting answers. Because then people will think you're nuts. And they'd be right. Quoting: Von_Boner 320079 The one I'm talking to thinks you are full of shit and afraid you might get what you are asking for. It's not gonna help, just going to dig the pit a bit deeper. My imaginary person said you used to understand, but have been sidetracked by crap that doesn't matter. Well..the crap does NOT matter..cause it has no impact on israel. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 7436642 United States 09/28/2012 12:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can see how that might give you comfort. But you are wrong. He's very alive and would love for you to look past what is going on and see reality. I would be happy to answer any questions or insults that follow. no. except that i am quite content to be without anything like a "God". |
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