Is there a reason that I can't find god.

YES GLP IT'S A GOD TOPIC AND MAYBE DEPRESSIVE TOO

I use to believe in God, I once believed there existed a place of permanent peace and happyness where all the loved ones I lost ones I have yet to lose (unless ofcourse I'm next in line to die) but something happened to me while I was young which killed my faith. I just was able to see a wholer picture and I saw how much sadness there was on Gods green earth. I saw the suffering, the hate, the blood, and the pain shared by humanity. I would ask God, and would ask Jesus for answers but not once in my entire life have never I felt either power answer back.

Now I am older and I have a more complete understanding, and I still suffer terrible depression, extreme anxiety which comes from no where. If Jesus is there I much desire his love, but it has never reached me even when I really put my "soul" into seeking some kind of divine guidance. If God and Jesus is real I feel terrible for every awful thought and curse I have put to his name, terrible... But why can't I have a true religious experiance, why did God create me in a way where it would be so difficult to accept his love?

There are also many religions in this world and the one you become apart of seems to be very dependent on how your parents raise you or what location of the earth you are born on.

Do I pray to Allah, God , Jesus , Pikachu , Buddah , Reptillian Alien God, Spaggetti Monster, who? Could God have not made this clearer for me to understand? Was it so nessecary to make it a game that pits us all against each other?

Please, so many people claim that God is with them, that Jesus is with them, that God can answer them, yet I receive nothing. In all my life I have had but 2 experiances with a being that may even be considered GOD and that was while I was on a psycidellic drug in which god came to me in a very very angry sort of way.

Why won't god come to me when I'm not on drugs, when I'm at my lowest point in life, begging for his presence, wanting his love, wanting to get to know this Jesus that I've heard so much about.

Why did god put me on the path that I am on, why? If god is real then I must be on the path to hell because I've never felt further from him. All I ask of GLP, if you talk to GOD. Please ask him or Jesus to drop by, help me get my life to a point where I can be happy, I want to work with out anxieties , I want to love and be the best I can, but there is so much poison infecting my mind I can not feel his power, I can not hear his voice.

God where are you.

The way to the FATHER is through HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. He is knocking at the door of your heart, just invite HIM in. HIS hand is out stretched still. Empty all of your preconceived notions and let GOD show you. I will pray for you and all that seek the LORD. Remember, just because we find the LORD, does not mean we will not have tribulations at times, but it is meant to draw us nearer to HIM. Do not give up.

You could always try my favorite goat path to nowhere...

OP watch both parts:





In her near death experience, the woman came across information that was unknown to her, but, was then later proven to be true down to the specific details.

What does this show?

Her near death experience, wasn't merely imagined.

Your mind is the enemy you must conquer.

this is not so, as to most folks understanding, because almost no one who is christian knows who and what Jesus is and was back then. In that regard, this is falsehood. However, Jesus is MIchael of Nebadon the creator son of this particular organized universe. there are 700,000 universes. each has a creator son. And you who are sons of Nebadon, must go up thru his schools and universities which remodel you into a spirit being (also not understood),, before you can enter the superuniverse life which leads to the central universe life and paradise. He proves your first leg of the journey. You are to become LIKE GOD, not like "the lord". You ones have some many ignorant beliefs which are not truth.

ANY ONE IN SEARCH OF BECOMING LIKE GOD DOES NOT NEED TO EVEN HEAR THE NAME JESUS CHRIST, AND ITS NOT HIS NAME AND NEVER WAS ANYWAY.

YOU ARE ALL SONS OF THE FATHER AND "JESUS CHRIST" WHEN HE WALKED THIS WORLD INCARNATE, TAUGHT THAT. THERE IS NOT ONLY ONE SON OF GOD. THE CATHOLIC CHURCH SET ABOUT GREAT ERROR ON PURPOSE IN THIS ONE TO KEEP YOU ONES IGNORANT OF YOUR GOD POWERS.

THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS NOT JESUS CHRIST. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS THE ETERNAL SON AND HE IS THE FIRST BEGOTTEN SON OF THE FATHER, NOT THE ONLY SON. THE ETERNAL SON DOES OT EVER INCARNATE ON EVOLUTIONARY WORLDS. HE IS PRESENT TO YOU THRU MICHAEL OF NEBADON.

YOU ONES HAVE BEEN MUCHED HARMED BY THE GREAT HARLOT OF ROME.

this is not so, as to most folks understanding, because almost no one who is christian knows who and what Jesus is and was back then. In that regard, this is falsehood. However, Jesus is MIchael of Nebadon the creator son of this particular organized universe. there are 700,000 universes. each has a creator son. And you who are sons of Nebadon, must go up thru his schools and universities which remodel you into a spirit being (also not understood),, before you can enter the superuniverse life which leads to the central universe life and paradise. He proves your first leg of the journey. You are to become LIKE GOD, not like "the lord". You ones have some many ignorant beliefs which are not truth.

ANY ONE IN SEARCH OF BECOMING LIKE GOD DOES NOT NEED TO EVEN HEAR THE NAME JESUS CHRIST, AND ITS NOT HIS NAME AND NEVER WAS ANYWAY.

YOU ARE ALL SONS OF THE FATHER AND "JESUS CHRIST" WHEN HE WALKED THIS WORLD INCARNATE, TAUGHT THAT. THERE IS NOT ONLY ONE SON OF GOD. THE CATHOLIC CHURCH SET ABOUT GREAT ERROR ON PURPOSE IN THIS ONE TO KEEP YOU ONES IGNORANT OF YOUR GOD POWERS.

THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS NOT JESUS CHRIST. THE 2ND PERSON OF THE TRINITY IS THE ETERNAL SON AND HE IS THE FIRST BEGOTTEN SON OF THE FATHER, NOT THE ONLY SON. THE ETERNAL SON DOES OT EVER INCARNATE ON EVOLUTIONARY WORLDS. HE IS PRESENT TO YOU THRU MICHAEL OF NEBADON.

YOU ONES HAVE BEEN MUCHED HARMED BY THE GREAT HARLOT OF ROME.

Actually everything sandpiper said is so and nothing you've offered counters that advice to even the smallest degree. It makes one question why you responded at all unless the purpose was to muddy the water.

FYI, your use of CAPS doesn't help either unless the intent is to add a little extra crazy flavor. In that you've succeeded.

Sheesh...

BTW-

Bump

Because you need to be insane to start talking to imaginary people.... I suppose you can, but as long as you don't start getting answers. Because then people will think you're nuts. And they'd be right.

May this thread represent my prayer to him then, I ask not for riches, not for luck , or respect , talent , unearned ability a hug or love. I guess peace of mind, hell I'd settle for a handshake.

Thanks for the responses, I don't think today is the day I truly find god and I may not find ever what I ask. If there are those who truely believe that god is with them send a prayer on my behalf. I hope god knows who I truely am, what I wanted to be in the end.

Please god have mercy, I have tried, and yet so it seems I may have failed you, but my intentions where always ment for the better.

Peace

As for me, I was not seeking God at all nor had I even opened a bible.

As it turns out, He was seeking Me. Christ is the Seeker. He is alive.


God showed me through a series of events that I was lost and perishing.....and subject to His wrath.

He showed up at my home......and the air was thick with his presence.


I asked my wife what to do. She showed me one Scripture......"marvel not you must be born again."


I asked her to help me pray.


I turned my life over to Christ......and immediately a great burden was lifted from my soul.

As it turns out, I was at that time indwelt by the Holy Spirit......born of the Spirit......and connected with God.


That was back in Sept of 1988.


He has been a steady flame within since that time......and very kind and patient with me.

Wrong, very wrong. New-Age is bad for your spiritual health, kid.

There is no evil in God.

maybe because there ain't no God?

maybe because there ain't no God?

The one I'm talking to thinks you are full of shit and afraid you might get what you are asking for. It's not gonna help, just going to dig the pit a bit deeper.

My imaginary person said you used to understand, but have been sidetracked by crap that doesn't matter.

I can see how that might give you comfort. But you are wrong. He's very alive and would love for you to look past what is going on and see reality.

I would be happy to answer any questions or insults that follow.