I have been going through this for 8 years now, and its been a shit show merry go round! Drs think its not as bad as I make it out to be, I Dont sleep, I Dont go out, I just stretch and do light exercises, I'm 36 now, and honestly I can't fake being happy around ppl to make them think I'm OK, I am depressed and not getting the help I need! Drs Dont wanna give me pain meds, thy want me to take antipsychotic meds, that Dont do anything except make me more depressed, I feel that if this continues I will just say f#ck it and off myself. I'm so fed up of drs looking down on me, and my family shouldn't have to deal with my problems. But as for now I just fake smile and hide from everyone! Life isn't worth it when my back and head hurt so bad all day every day