Last night and today have been horrible for me... it peaked this morning.. I feel disconnected from others ...I have been searching and researching and opening my Mind for many years now.... But for some reason last night while watching the documentary called HOME ( this movie is breathtaking and heartbreaking showing the Earth in all its beauty and that the damage that humanity...has done to our beautiful planet especially beginning with the industrial age) I have known and researched a lot of this information but for some reason it Set off a reaction withen me that has been building withen me for some time now... I sobbed for humanity, the animal kingdom, the Earth...for how selfish and materialistic I have been all my life. I Am,We All are a link in the chain of life. Changes need to be made and last night I felt hopeless for our outcome. This morning my Husband noticed how bothered and depressed I was we debated . he said I was better off being closed to it all and needed to stop researching and hoping for change... I can not just dream walk through life anymore!,,,, I can not describe the discord I feel in others around me. People are feeling a shift.Most do not know or how to react ( including myself) just look closely around you , Hell look at what's going on around the planet at this time. People are waking up from a long sleep... me included. I can not explain in words though last night something in my being switched. I live here in the heartland in Kansas last week I noticed major chemtrailing ... But I am always searching the sky's as of late.Much Love!,