Since you end your sentence with "lol" I know you are scared. You are scared of what may be true, just as I was after I realized that God actually heard my prayer.

I'm calling you out - Put yourself to the test: Go outside your house or office now, and consider punching out the next person you see and robbing them for their phone or wallet or purse.

Go now, and stand outside, and find someone to rob, but don't rob them, just think about doing it for a moment while you are watching them.
(edit: This in it's self is considered a crime, a felony, called Laying in Wait - there is a reason why it is a crime...)

In this very moment when doing this, tell me what you see while you are considering this and report back.

Odds are you will write that you saw "nothing" in which case my point will be proven, that at that moment, someone else was behind the wheel - just like the girl who looked over at me in bed and said lets go get this money...