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I'm a drug addict. I'm clean. Ask me any question.

 
Addicto (OP)
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10/03/2012 02:35 AM
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i don't do hard drugs any more but I,m not clean it works best for me. i found after a wile that wining about my problems in a church basement to a bunch of losers who lived in their mothers basement was unproductive.41 years old and now i may drink more than i should but it has ben more than 10 years since i crawled around on the floor looking for a rock.BTW i am now upper middle class
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to each his own.
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10/03/2012 02:47 AM
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trust me if you are smart, at some point you will get sick of those wining losers .year after year listening to them wine about the same shit will make you crazy. you may be better off without booze however .it never was my thing,just takes the edge off once a week or so.
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10/03/2012 02:53 AM
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listening to other peoples war story's for 1 1/2 hours a night will only keep you clean for so long ,the rest is up to you.CHANGE
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10/03/2012 02:56 AM
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trust me if you are smart, at some point you will get sick of those wining losers .year after year listening to them wine about the same shit will make you crazy. you may be better off without booze however .it never was my thing,just takes the edge off once a week or so.
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ahh...no. you misread me. i've seen meetings work for some. but, as you nailed it, you get sick of the same dribble over and over and over and over. rehab detoxed my body. i keep me clean.
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10/03/2012 03:16 AM
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i grew up dirt poor with junky parents in a trailer park.those people taught me one thing. THE ONLY THING YOU HAVE POWER OVER AND CAN CHANGE IS YOU AND THE WAY YOU THINK. it proved invaluable to me however i have built a life now and don't go to meetings.through my job i encounter many who need help and i try to provide it .
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10/03/2012 03:18 AM
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10/03/2012 03:26 AM
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Wanna get fucked up?
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yes
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Let's.
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10/03/2012 03:29 AM
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once i understood all the god shit was shit and took responsibility for my part i had no reason to go any more other than to help people like me.but my kids and wife seem more important.
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10/03/2012 03:35 AM
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How do you feel about hurting all those that loved you, namely, your parents?
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10/03/2012 03:40 AM
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You're going to die, we all will. Enjoy life while you have it, don't hurt others and live the way you want to. People take risk everyday, going to work driving or snowboarding. Life is what it is, there is no way to know if today is your last day, so enjoy life don't fear it. It is absolute nonsense to say I could live a life clean. Yeah so what, you are still going to die. Live life while you got it.

Sobertards piss me off.
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10/03/2012 03:42 AM
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i was born addicted to alcohol heroin and volume , fuck them
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10/03/2012 03:58 AM
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live to ride aspen co.
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10/03/2012 04:05 AM
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HOW did you get off of whatever your drug of choice was?

Somewhere, somehow, you found a way out? What was that way for you?

Interested. Very interested!

Thanks and I hope you'll share as candidly about the way out as your do about the fact you got pulled in!
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how long have you been sober?
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7 months.
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10/03/2012 08:20 PM
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HOW did you get off of whatever your drug of choice was?

Somewhere, somehow, you found a way out? What was that way for you?

Interested. Very interested!

Thanks and I hope you'll share as candidly about the way out as your do about the fact you got pulled in!
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 20006444


over the years, i got off one drug by switching to another. i eventually discovered bath salts...the last round of which i used was like a mixture of cocaine, meth and ecstasy. i knew two weeks into using this shit that it was either OD, suicide or rehab. i voluntarily checked into rehab at the end of a binge and detoxed under medical supervision. salts are pure evil, and most addicts, i've found, do not want more of this drug after detoxing.
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i was born addicted to alcohol heroin and volume , fuck them
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valium. oh yea. i remember in rehab, the staff would try and give us chamomile tea to sleep following the detox period. i would think to myself...."geez, i used to pop valium and stay awake. you can't be serious with this chamomile stuff."
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How do you feel about hurting all those that loved you, namely, your parents?
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that the ONLY amends I can make is through decades of honest and unselfish actions. my experiences hurting others haunt me constantly. now that I'm free of chemicals, it's truly a strange feeling because I feel so distant from the person that used.
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10/03/2012 08:28 PM
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You're going to die, we all will. Enjoy life while you have it, don't hurt others and live the way you want to. People take risk everyday, going to work driving or snowboarding. Life is what it is, there is no way to know if today is your last day, so enjoy life don't fear it. It is absolute nonsense to say I could live a life clean. Yeah so what, you are still going to die. Live life while you got it.

Sobertards piss me off.
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when i use drugs, i hurt others.
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10/03/2012 08:29 PM
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phone number of your dealer?
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10/03/2012 08:33 PM
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phone number of your dealer?
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i legally bought research chemicals before the federal umbrella ban went into effect. i had no dealer. i purchased anywhere and everywhere. strange, huh? the most powerful set of drugs i've ever encountered were 100 percent effing legal.
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Why can't you just say "I'll come back to it later". Fucking dropkicks like you give me the shits because you can't practice restraint. Enjoy, but don't over indulge. Now you going to sit here and tell the joys of being a stable individual. Fuck off. Man must be bigger than the substance. Your failings are yours alone. Don't try selling your bullshit to me sunshine. You are too weak to delve into the underworld. You should never have been there in the first place.
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perhaps. but i'm not going to fuck off.
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I meant the statement, not you. Just try to keep it to yourself. People may smile and congratulate, but in their subconcious, you planted a seed of "this guy's a drug fiend". Do not let it define your life, just move on. It was fun while it lasted and you learnt valuable lessons. Use those lessons. Saying what you did in the title still connects you with that culture and you will be judged by those outside of the culture.

If you fear the substance is bigger than you, that you do not have the strength to be it's master. Avoid. Some things are too good, I know. But be fucked if I let a substance rule me. I rule it.
 Quoting: Von_Boner 320079


fair enough. however, those experiences have defined me. they gave me what equates to a large gathering of illusions, then stole everything (including my soul), and I'm now in the lifelong process of reclaiming that which was taken from me.
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I like your attitude OP and believe you will make it but please realize nothing is taken from you except that which you are willing to give away. if you don't give it, it can't be taken.hf
'Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.' - Dr. Seuss
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perhaps. but i'm not going to fuck off.
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I meant the statement, not you. Just try to keep it to yourself. People may smile and congratulate, but in their subconcious, you planted a seed of "this guy's a drug fiend". Do not let it define your life, just move on. It was fun while it lasted and you learnt valuable lessons. Use those lessons. Saying what you did in the title still connects you with that culture and you will be judged by those outside of the culture.

If you fear the substance is bigger than you, that you do not have the strength to be it's master. Avoid. Some things are too good, I know. But be fucked if I let a substance rule me. I rule it.
 Quoting: Von_Boner 320079


fair enough. however, those experiences have defined me. they gave me what equates to a large gathering of illusions, then stole everything (including my soul), and I'm now in the lifelong process of reclaiming that which was taken from me.
 Quoting: Addicto 22164646

I like your attitude OP and believe you will make it but please realize nothing is taken from you except that which you are willing to give away. if you don't give it, it can't be taken.hf
 Quoting: Seeker of Truth


i agree to a point. with all other drugs, i gave everything away. bath salts were different. they took from me. their power is unrivaled.
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10/03/2012 08:41 PM
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are you in a 12-Step program? do you have a sponsor to mentor?
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sorry - meant to say:
are you in a 12-Step program? do you have a sponsor OR mentor?
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OP looking back, how do you feel about molly (MDMA)
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10/03/2012 08:45 PM
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If you don't have any money, where to you go to get help with drugs?
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are you in a 12-Step program? do you have a sponsor to mentor?
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yes to both questions. for those of us that despise submission and authority, and believe undeniable statistics, 12-step programs are largely bullshit. any program is what you make of it. i'm unable to conform to the cult-like aspects of 12-stepping, so i keep one foot in and one foot out. i associate with other recovering addicts...that certainly helps to keep me strong, but i do not believe in the "theology" of it all.
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I've posted here before about the ins and outs and joys and downfalls of substance abuse and alcoholism. Talking about my past sans censorship helps me maintain a state of sobriety. Fire away.
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What's your thoughts on smoking pot?
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If you don't have any money, where to you go to get help with drugs?
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there are numerous drug treatment programs that will take you as you are. you can work out an affordable payment plan. that's what i did. i paid nothing going in. some insurance will pay. some won't. mine didn't. rehab clinics, keep in mind, are businesses. it's in their best interest to admit you, treat you, and get you in debt. the debt i've taken on to get clean saved my life. make some phone calls. once you get clean, all the stigma goes away. i'm so grateful to be clean and alive, that the shame from what got me to rehab evaporated shortly after.