Oh, the day the pain was so deep,
All I desired is eternal sleep.
No where to run, no where to hide,
Had to take it, it wouldn't abide.
My bones had cried, they had ached,
With agony I couldn't forsake.
Life was shades of gray,
Day after day after day.
Nothing to look for,
Nothing to cheer,
Loneliness would be a better friend,
Emptiness better than this fiend.
No comfort anywhere,
Something no one should ever bear.
Bleak, bleak, bleak,
Is all that was here.
A hair-breath away from flat-line,
Was the way I spent time.
Of all the tragic things I bore,
My spirit always knew what was in store.
Inside it was excitement,
For what, I didn't know at the moment.
But through all this cacophony,
I learned discernment between spirit, soul and body.
Two things in my awareness arose,
The first....my brokenness, I chose.
The second.....that a place of escape,
Is found in the inner landscape.
With these two tools, I finally found a way,
To bask in the light of day.
I just know there is a Plan,
My part in it is becoming clear.
Awakening timed to the Collective,
Told there is a delay.
But last night, it felt so near,
Maybe days away,
From the simulation, End of Days!
Ed Dames and his teacher don't agree,
Neither do any of the prophecies which decree,
This or that will happen.
But there is a barometer to watch,
Stay in GLP, it's here it will unhatch.
It's so close, I feel the awe,
Wonderment and all and all,
The Eternal, Cosmic Heart is ready,
To make its shift, straight and steady.
No need to fear, Love is directing it,
Just do what you love, the rest is set.