i find this thread strange,for the last 2 nights ive had dreams like ive never remembered before,in them i ws an asset,a kind ,gentle, compassent,man who helped everyone around me ,not that i am not capable of this,yet in my dream it was something that i was doing,every chance ,every moment,in the dream,,,,what was surpriceing to me then and now is that i did not think before these dream that i would have the chance to be that way ,ive been under the impression,that the near future would be,painful to all,i feel different now,that even if we go threw what they say we will ,there still will be goodness in the world maybe,it will be more meaniful then than now,i dont know why i say that ,goodness is good no mater when it happens,yet we dont see it so often now,who know,all i want to leave you with ,is this ,i feel more hopefull,and i will be praying for more dreams of hope and faith,,god bless,bon chance,y que dios te bendiga..............