Breaking my vows of secrecy for you

oh brother.

karma and reincaration came from hinduism.

what a load of shit coming from the op.

reptiles ?! really ?!! i mean really ?

lmao !!

No...you see. You have it all backwards. The.knowledge system is itself a form of delusion to keep YOU under control. So that you nay administer the illusion on behalf of people learning to get rid of their negative emotions and progress forward. The ego is purposely enlarged in the occult preciseky so you will fall for falsehoods that are meaningless unless put in relative contexts. That is why when you look out ans see the "farm animals" it encourages a sense of guilt. At least at first before they destroy your heart...and a desire to pounce and predates by the same token of the perceived helplessness. This gives you the illusion that you are in control...when all along you are following natural law (at least those below 12th or 13th) . You are deceiving but being deceived simultaneously that you are the one in control-when the fact is that purely by quantitative comparison. The light or these higher beings could end ewrth at any time they wished.

Its like comparing q post singularity civilizatiin where everyone has the power if God to an Indian tribe in new Mexico (dark vs light). all light means is greater information. Not anything to do with being good. But that just happens to be the inclination ofnbeings the more they increase in information.

so in other words. A more appropriate comparison would be that of w 5 year old.kid who is allowed to have an ant farm by his father. Except he isnconvinced in an illusion that he has power over people so he doesn't get bored. Since rewlizing the truth would make him discontinue his efforts.

Its more like a janitorial job or mop work to a greater grand design set from above. So that people have an experience and learn lessonsm you need a man behind the curtain ti run the show

sure luciferisn consciousness gives you God like potential and ability especially when you compare to others who are relatively "asleep" or dead. There are great perks such as great wealth at the expense of pummeling the "cows"

But its a delusion that is itself a cheap knock off of the real thing and is not sustainable. Causing just as much pain as pleasure on the opposite side of the roller coaster so it equals back to zero. Knowledge In the higjest occult is referred ti as falsehood. Or truths that is only meaningful ir relevant in context. In the Vedas this is described as the "relative" realm as opposedd ddto the real of the absolute or metaphysical. Information.

The empirical reality or observable is an illusion while the objective reality has to do with the laws of information absolute or metaophysical.

I am here, too, and I understand.:ltr:

Tell us something concrete or just stfu and leave.

and beside that...if you are truly "illuminated" you dont write so much.
You express yourself in very few words,more like a poet or a general.Its a matter of consciousness.

I dont believe that you are high ranked illuminati,to be honest with you.Maybe you are part of a secret society which seeks "illumination",wanna be but dont know the way.

Wow, great thread OP!

I've just only read the first page, and see that the "knowledge management specialists" aka trolls are out in full force - so you know what you are saying must have hit a nerve somewhere.

You know you are over the target when you start taking flak.

Anyway, all these posters saying "give us more proof or go away etc", wow, is someone forcing you to click on this thread? If you don't like the topic you can't ignore it and are compelled to read it? You must find love in your heart for your fellow man...........

SolarSon,

Thank you for all that you share with us, takes a lot of courrage!

A lot of what you share is what I have come to remember since a couple of years now. It all started when I had my last child, got married (allways wanted children and wanted to get marrief) and then I realized, I've got everything I have ever wanted.. and now what??? Then soon after that I saw 11:11 on the clock, so many many times and I wanted to know what this is and went on the internet and got lost in the new age crap, another program in the program we all live in. I was feeling some cold around me, my forehead, suddenly smelt things that just were not there.. I was into tarotcards,pendel, angels and tried to meditate, but meditation never felt good! Along the way I got further on the path, now I am finally on my own path again, not listening to others, only following my inner guide (no angels!) which I do not need to contact with while meditating. You wrote about what you can do before going to sleep.. but that does not feel good to me at all! I do relax while laying in bed and go inside of me, not projecting/foccus on the oustide or getting out of my body.. a few years ago I felt like being pulled out of my body, bt everything inside of me kept me in my body, I really got scarred!

I have felt my entire life that this world is not what it seems and I was just pushed away as a child, knowing this, but no one listened, so I just get along with the knowledge of others (school,my parents etc). The whole program so to speak. Now that I am getting to know the real me, this also effects the outer world. I do not fear, let go of emotions and ideas that are not mine at all! simply by going inside.

What I do believe is that we have to go back in ourselfs, breaking the system, not following this matrix, but only follow your self. There are channelings by Galactic Federation of Light, which I never believed in. They tell you how to live, be positive and they will come here one day with their technoligies, cleaning earth etc. On the other hand we have a dark entitie living on planet saturn (Jehova) and control humans by religion,new age,pineal gland,third eye. And that humanity was being cloned many years ago by these dark entities. And the Jehova/Orion group will come to harvest the souls which live by religion and new age rules. I feel that my path will now lead me to a higher dimension/place.. earth/energy will be transformed. I have mixed feeling about earth.. a lot of people worship mother earth and even calling our son 'father'. But lately I got the feeling that giving your light to mother earth, is like giving away your energy/light to the dark entities, is that correct?

The further I go in myself, the more I can let go, knowing how a lot of things in my life were simply in my mind, not in my heart.

Yes, our secret orders and societies have the "administration" higher up, in other words, the Leaderes of the Orders are SPIRIT ENTITIES. They are NOT physical.

Many members of the secret orders dont even know that, specially not the ones of lower degrees.

But when it comes to it, the Secret Orders were put here BY spirit entities - some of them good, some of them evil.

This goes back to what I mentioned earlier, and that the secret orders and those in charge of them were around before the physical world, per se, and the ones in control of either good or evil orders are all spirit entities living in the outer Sphere of Existence

In some orders this is more open than in others. The Freemason order is very selective about this secret and few of the members know, while on the other hand the Rosicrucian Order and even the Theosophical Society are from very to completely open about this. Myself I am active in all 3.

Not to mention I've read his "cave meditation" that he posted earlier in this thread in a book from around 20 years ago - where you go meet your Inner Self / Guide in a cave, etc. It sure ain't from this guy and his connection to anything secret...